sunbird

heh

i saw a blogskin i like la haha
maybe changing soon. :)
watched dolphin bay
wah damnnnnnnn nice. WALLACE!!!!! :)
i'm not gonna finish studyin for block test
gonna be super busy nex week
i'm gonna chant to my paper:
wait for miracles :)

have an early nite
nitex

:)

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 2/29/2004 11:55:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

heh

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 2/29/2004 11:51:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

btW...

hope my juniors did well for Os :)

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 2/27/2004 11:16:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

apart from a day closer to the day i'm gonna see ahdi hahahha
today's quite a happy day...though i'm feeling a little hungry today haha :)

tmr's my juniors' prelim for campcraft competition.
confident of them! but of course setting aside allowance for accidents
*CHOY*!
quite excited actually...miss the feeling of campcrAft... =)

today's a good day...even though it may be one sided but i dun caRe
-grins-

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 2/27/2004 11:14:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

hmmm.... :)

2 more weeks energy coming :)) can see ahdi real soon...
the thought of it lights up a smile on my face hahahhaha....ahdi :)
hmm...and they coming around my b'dae :))) hope can get ahdi and toro to wish me happy b'day....haha....i noe abit bhb...but if really can, it's really one of the best, or even the best birthday that i'll ever have...haha...
sigh i'm dreaming again la...haha....

hmmm...hl told me they going to kbox....ask me dun angry...haha...no lah...not angry at all..*grins*..but frankly quite disappointed but nevermind lah! i'll be okie :) really... i noe u all are helping me so that i can go in...really thanks for all the effort...i really really appreciate it...as much as i really wish/hope/fantasize that i can go in haha...oso dun wan u guys to cause too much trouble for urselves okie :)...it's fated one la... -grinz-

really kinda miss energy though haha..ahdiz..toroz...hope they can wish me happy b'dae ;P
but whether or not that comes true...i'll still be looking forward to seeing them...=ahdi ...n of cos my fellow chase-eg-mates!!!!!!!!!!!! seeing u guys soon
*grins*
till then...to all my friends TAKE caRE!!!!! :)

LovE, jArnEiz aKa the legendary PIGU!!! LOL!

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 2/27/2004 01:39:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

n...

having the thought that i might bump into the person i luffed at will make me feel bad. dun la. dun have the singapore idol la.

anyway seeing ahdi soon liao haha. happyz!

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 2/25/2004 11:53:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

hmm

u noe i was thinking. singapore's idol just not right. the idea of idolising a singaporean is like "huh" to me. ok except for yanzi n lky la. u wan me to idolise a wanna-be..i'd rather idolise myself. haha...then again, without those people who obviously-can't-sing-yet-insist-that-they-can on tv going out of tune totally, it wouldn't be fun anymore. because that's when i LUFF my backside off the sofa hahahahahaha!!!!!

PS: if u wanna get that kinda feeling, come hear me sing
u confirm luff ur ass off one...really.
singaporeans can't sing la. unless singapore idol looking for unique but not strong kinda voice. den maybe loh. shrugs. the idea of having to manufacture a perfect singer kinda thing puts me off. cos that totally tarnishes the passion for music. it's really, really just another wanna-be thing. it sux, seriously.

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 2/25/2004 11:47:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

wah...-s.h.i.o.k-

this week's AMI group is freaking zAi...save those guys who din make much of an impression on me yeah..haha..i'll remember my pinky punk amy for her pink hair n style, n layota london for the irreplaceable GREAT voice. she's the ultimate..gosh..her control was so like zAi..

u noe a singer's sang well when after her performance u just wanna listen to the song she sang. n here i am dling the power of love..ha. :)

i wish i really wish everyone can stop the shit about william hung. i mean, yeah, i would acknowledge him for his courage to do what he thinks he should, but what's the deal about now? stop talking about him for goodness...it's getting sick and silly. the willy hung fans out there, get a life.
cuz it seems to me that u guys idolising him is just a simple mock horror to me. take him for his courage but stop requesting him back on AMI cuz i've finally enjoyed a week of talented n powerful singers. don't blemish AMI yeah. willy will be a good mentor to anyone with his "i have no regrets" kinda preach. sorry it doesn't work on me cos i'm usually the preacher haha...nah. willy's a man of courage i suppose, but the attention and hoo-haa surroundin him is kinda blown out of proportion yeah. n it's getting on my nerves. irritated. irritated. so STOP that willy hung stuff. all the sMstagboards just have hung hung all over. it's SICK.

then there's this singapore idol shit. just hope singapore TV stop copying ideas la. i can't imagine myself hearing singaporeans sing after the americans. cos in terms of our vocal power, it's hard to beat the westerners eh. i'd probably hear some screeching of voices...some people who sing as if they were pinching their noses... some people who sing like they are halfway to their coffin... some who sing as if they have dissolved into thin air. ah yes yes, i can't sing well lah. but at least i never diu lian go join such things..haha...just hope those contestants on singapore idol wun make a fool out of themselves..clinging on to the fantasy that they'd be the nex yanzi or something. F A T hope. :) even i a yanzi fan can't seem to agree more on the fact that if she was to join AMI she'd probably be nailed to the wall by vicious simon haha.

but then again. simon's good with his advice/criticms whatever. but u gotta agree that most of the time we (or at least me myself and i) do agree with him. just that the way he niao the contestants abit bad loh. i still remember about the "i'm glad the audience din have to pay to watch if not they would definitely want a refund." i can never win simon in niaoing people...he's shiok man. ;) cos i had the exact feelings when i went to FUSION. not saying that it was ultra horrible. but there's this gerl who spoilt yanzi's song. maN. simon would have said she had less that 2 notes out of 20 in tune. at that point of time i wish i had ear studs..simply can't imagine hearing anyone spoil yanzi's song...YUCK! but okay la. if u ever meet my neighbour and ask her what she wants to do huh, she'll tell u she'd wanna move out IMMEDIATELY. hahahahha cos she's got a neighbour (tat's me) who can't sing for nuts ;p
but come again, at least i save some dignity for myself by not maluing myself in front of the national tV la. :)

so to those who wanna go on singapore idol...make sure u've got a good voice yeah. dun wanna slam and damage my precious tv set cuz of u hahahahaha......i wish i could be on the judging panel and that's when i'll call myself simone haha....

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 2/25/2004 11:22:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

oops!

realised i haven't blogged for a while= 1 day. haha! :)
anyways. life's been good cOs i slepT fOr 8 houRs yay!
n i zi4 ran2 xing3!! :) woke up naturally la :)
yEpx. drinking some long-an soup my granny made for me!
nicenice :) later go and eat some apples :p

AMI later...gotta msg aunty gang to watch ;p
if not they always forget one. especially fang
alzeimer liaoz.

*grinS*. the one i like comin out today
look out for the red hair punky gerl yeah :p

*grins*

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 2/25/2004 08:15:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

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caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 2/22/2004 01:43:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

dum

la dum! so tired today. even though i din do much.
red-but-not-sore-eyes today again. *groans*
it's not painful but it's red. haha. heaty again?
it's fusion tmr :) kinda looking forward to it ehxx

yeps. went for religion classes today...din understand more than half of the content, but guess at the end of the day, it's for my own good lah huh.
let's just think that way . :)

've decided to retake my SATs. haha. just dunoo when.
actually really quite -sian diao- if need to take again
gosh. why am i putting all the trouble on myself haha

my eyes are tired =groans= gtg sleep soon...
another day of slackin... :)

ROAR

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 2/21/2004 11:26:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

morningx! :)

feeling jumpy today cuz i've got my 8-hour sleep! yEAH! :) but eyes still abit tired...think my body system a little uncoordinated eh :p
yePxyepx...today gonna go tReat my teammates to ice-cReam ...
haha...i owed them fer like 2 years...but anyway gonna hav fun today i hope :)
yepxyepx...den when i come home tonite...i can have a GOOD SLEEP again!!!!! :) *hiphiphurray*!
yepx...it's the weekend again...so pretty hehpy bout it. :)

wanted to go down to PA to see the boys' pitch. but none of my teammates going lehx. so i'm giving it a miss ha. but i'll be down nex weeK. hope no accidents happen...sIgh...quite nervous for them la. :_:

yupx yupx. off to play the piano..byeee ;p

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 2/21/2004 08:51:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

hehx

came up with this schedule to keep up with for block test revision
haha guess it's time i give some due attention to my studies hahaz..
better gao hao block test den when As come, just need to brush up the SAI topics learnt in J1...so tmd hahaz...but in any case yeah, better den having to jam both j1 n j2 topics i guess :)

recently feeling guilty

but oso happy...maybe cos energy coming le...means ahdi coming le...
not long after they leave, toro will come... :) one day after my b'dae ... :)))
so feeling pretty lighthearted lately! yeah :)) even though it's block test comin up.

but heck i'm still gonna chase i think. onli the extent onli. that's why trying to gobble all the information down now den can go chase when eg comes :)
tts what i mean by living for the moment. n pursuing what ur heart wants :)

yu guo tian qing, life always seems more beautiful after devastation haha.
life is something worth living for yeah :)

Love, JarNei! :)

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 2/19/2004 09:08:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

*tireD*

goodnitex babies :)

super super tired today.

AI today was just...fine. the 3 females stand out...haha...no need elaboration. but i speculate that the last 2 will get in. the hawaiian gurl n the black lady.

-when he gives his life up to be all he can, is that, is that, is that...how you measure a man..-

haha! duno! listening to the song right now lol. nice vOcaLs. :)

sians. damn tired........
goooooodnitex.

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 2/19/2004 12:27:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

BIG hug!

just feel like giving everyone a beeg beeg huG! :)
i miss gxyz really, as much as u all miss me
HAHAHA! *BHB*
but with u guys my days seem so carefree n so worries-less. =)
everyday just gao xiao gao xiao...luff our way through...
miss those days
we are so innocent n cute!!!!!! HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!

yup. really looking forward to seeing u guys ... :)
absence really makes the heart fonder...
kinda miss many other friends as well.. :)

thank God once again for having u guys step into my life!
u guys have changed me to who i am today..
but the champ is still my mum--unbeatable :)

LOVE, JANE!!

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 2/17/2004 11:55:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

think i'm recharged once again :)

so i've decided to blog before i munch on my crunchy apple :)
after a good sleep today, my eyes are much much better. n feeling a little lighter today. :p so i suppose i'm ready for school again haha.
:) called yanfang and asked what they did for PE today. and "starjumps" just popped out of her mouth and i totally luffed my ass off, recalling how dumb we looked when we circled n did starjumps. looked like total idiots. ;p

hMmz...darn gotta copy chem notes again. *looks at timetable* not bad at all! i've got extra periods at the end of the day..! =)) -grins-

today watched wan quan yu le. cant stop smilin to myself. ahdi :) kinda had a long lost feeling. but sad to say, have no idea if i should just put it that i overthink about such stuff or what, but somehow, the feeling of E4 is REALLY not there anymore. n i smile cuz of ahdi tt's all ahhaz. =)

n i saw the timetable for block test. darn darn darn. my tests end on 11th. but i'm dismissed at 10++++ =) on the 10thz...it's physics paper i thinkz. it's chem on the 11th. maybe i'd start revising earlier den i normally do, so i can just go chase when they come haha. ok! SET!

must start doin' eg's prez too. start with ahdi's first, more important. haha! sORry, biased... cuz i scared i might not have enough time to do finishz...yEahz...whatever it is. really looking forward to seeing them. =)

n there's this organic test tmr. die, abit sian diao. den now i realised i got no more free period liao!!! need to do test. how sian can life get -groaNs-

running off for my apple again.
nitexnitex

:)

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 2/16/2004 11:46:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

-grins-

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HEE! i'm a good best friend! haha. but i'd rather be a gOod friend to anyone, everyone...i mean to those i like. dun really give a damn to those i dun even care about :). yeah and friends mean a dozen million things to me..so heartfelt thanks to all my friends out thERe...who have been theRe for mE...supporting me and lifting me up with all they can afford to :). i love and adore u ppl.! :)

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caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 2/16/2004 01:29:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

hMMmz...

guess somehow i'm convinced that there'll always be this period of time when everyone around feels sad, aNgrY..and all other kinds of negative emotions...haiz...
recently felt that friends around are feeling quite down...den today something very bad happened at home...kinda cried for like 3 hours...sigHz...wanted to come home and rest...ended up cryin instead..eyes r damn swollen...
think i'm gonna skip school tomorrowz...yeahz..haIz...
come to think about itz...i'm slowly believing what fortune tellers sae.
i always tell myself never to be affected or take into serious account of what those fortune-or rather- future tellers say. she said i just din have affinity with my family. shrugs. i took it that it was with regards to my paternal side...tat i'd accept...din noe i have lost the affinity with my maternal side of family too...sometimes just feel like i'm standing alone.
buthen again, not so much actually. friends-wise, i've been greatly blessed with many sincere friends around...friends who will be around for me when i've fallen into the pit...just so touched. sometimes it's just a simple touch n u can be so touched bout itz...thans shui n aunty gang especiallyz..n yeeling for the sweet vdae little gift. i really thank God foR all the friends he has granted me :)

you know somehow i do believe in God..shrugs. came to realise today...all along..whenever i feel doWn..i do pray..but sometimes i pull myself back from doing so cuz dun feel right...afterall im not a Christian. but today was ultimate. i was just lost. (mich thought i was lost someWHERE...Haha!! Mrs On ah......-think she's blushing now haha-) and i just started praying and talking to God...to the Christians out there...if i din do it the right way, i'm sOrry...understand that religion is a touchy issue...yuppies...but i really felt so much better cuz i just talked it ouTz... :) u noe, when i'm down and facing obstacles, somehow, dunoo-how, just tell myself it's just a learning experience God wants to send me through...to mould me into a stronger mEez... :)

yupzz..so guess i just need another day of quiet and solitude...to find solAce...hMmz..n i'll be back to a cranky old mEe ! :p. yAY.

oh yeah and it was jTs toDae...wOah the food..nOt bad...yanfang must be very happy, got good food. but we all had to give our icecream a miss(BOO!) sianzzz.. cOz we had to go outside to plAY some other things la...dunoo what oso..i just stand there blur blur.. ;P.

yUpz...n i like the preSsies i've gOt from my moRtal and anGEl!!!! hope they like what i've got them tOo...got a t-shirT fOr mortaL deKai. n shaRed a bAG with yy fOR junjie...:) hope they like it and will use it~~~~

yUp...i got a realLy hugGable cute winnie the pooHHhh and it looks real cute ... it totally lighted a smile on my fACe ...thankS moRTal :)...n i gOt an oRanGe rEebOk shiRt from anGEl...yUpp..oRange..a very significant color to me oso...but wOah...oRAnge..haha...on me...haha...*cannot imagine*...but i'll weaR it someday yeah!...thankewt :)

yUppz...so today wasn't THAT bad...i'm glad i decided to turn up for JTS...cOs it really unloaded alot of unhappiness in mEz...if i were to stay at home, i'd probably be blind by now...all the tears ha. ;). somemore the fOod was preTty niCe..tHanks 04s66 ! :)

feeling a little tired le...eyes tired le...shrugs...gonna sleep till my fill...need it.

friends mean a million things to me. thanks pals for being there when i needed u guys. u guys are wu ke qu dai and just too great for the description of spoken words...but the small and tiniest details u all attended to's been deeply and touchedly appreciated by JARNEI! yEAH! JARNEI roX..RIGHT!?!!?! ;P

Love u people always. :)
n dun stop loving me okie! hHAHAHAHA!! im wu ke qu dai tOoOo!!! ;p

LoVee, jArnEIz......

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 2/16/2004 12:55:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

PoOf

wOaH..i just wasted a lot of printer ink and papERr...haha cuz trying to print out some pictures for my granny...of my cousins in hongkonG..and my 2nd eldest cousin she gave birth to another baby! :) preTty loVEly.. yEpx

and finally my comp's OkAy! YEaH...today's valEntIne's DAy sO hAPpy vDae to aLL :)

gotta go out to meet big ham and small stonE...yanfanG and yAyinG Le..
so sad sharon and xin cannot come...cos got band and xin very tired..
tAKe gOod rEst and cARe..! :)

oh yeah and tmr's jTs...feel so bAD! made the juniors change the venue so many times...dun let me find out who's the one that's been complaining...
>_< ...yUpp!!
gOtta go shop for the pressies tOo...hAhaz :)

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 2/14/2004 01:39:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

eyes hurt like nuts.

damn it la. dunoo why my eyes so red lately
it's not pain but today my left eye starting to pain le.
damn heaty i think.
today...another dun-feel-like-talking day
just feel like sitting down and drink a cup of hot tea/milo/whatsoever-so-long-its-nice
and read a good book.
so as the way i am
going with the flow of my heart-blood
i just roamed around in causeway point alonE(need some peace sometimes)
anD looked at books and CDs...
and bought this bOOk... [bRain-dunoowhat]
can't remember but it kinda reminded me of my all-time favourite- "To Kill a MockingbiRd"
so i just bought it...:)
den i bought elva's new album. haven heard it hahaz... :)
but 've been wanting to buy it for a long long time...
shruGs... :)
feels gooD la to just follow ur heARt~~ :)

today my GP teacher, Mdm Toh told us about the incident..dunoo how to describe it...hahaz
shrugs...hMmm..guess must really noe how to bian tong sometimes
singapore's just too dead la.
den she shared with us about the account of her sister n the private gynae
hmmmmmm...shrugs.
:)

nitez.

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 2/09/2004 09:10:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

net-lessssss.

kns my internet's down. booooooooo.

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 2/07/2004 06:51:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets