sunbird

sian diao!

sian. federrer lost. u know why?
because he din see me before his match.

sian. roddick lost. you know why?
he forgot to book an extra air ticket back to USA.

SIAN AH. LLEYTON HEWITT won roddick la.
not that i love roddick but seriously
hewitt's too cocky and action for me.
but i so sian diao!!!!
i wanted federrer to win :(
but on the other hand i was quite interested to see
how federrer and the rest of the world will react
to fed's loss.
wonder hows fed is feeling mans. =(

aiya anyway
NADAL's the next big thing lah.
nadal makes me smile!!!! :)
and im really not going to upload his picture.
u know why?!
after an attempt to publicise nadal
people might like him for his face and not his game
and that's so not unfair
cos i noticed him at like davis cup last year! (i tink)
when he was playing doubles for SPAIN.
spanish guys are cute rite!!!!
i just read that he won federrer at sum weird OPEN.
ahhhhh u know what!?

ill be so darn overglad if ever i get to watch nadal play LIVE.
oh dear oh dear
please i mean PLEASE accidentally shower sum big notes frm the sky
OK!?
BEN dan! ure gonna bring me go see nadal rite!!!!!

NADAL ROCKS MY WORLD!!!!!!!

cutee :)

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 1/28/2005 08:44:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

my cute guy! :)

i think rafael nadal is like the cutest guy swirling around in my mind now.
heeeeeee. though he's unseeded,
he managed to play hewitt who's world no. 3(i tink.) way up to like what, 5th set!
why arent u impressed mans!
boyish cute lehs! :p
i dont think he's all that gorgeous but there's something so special about him
i feel so happy when i see him!
RAFAEL NADAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
only three letters for nadal :)
OMG!

cute lah cute lah!!!!
:p:p
and im really prepared to see him rise the ranks within this one year
so even though he's like so unseeded now
u can be quite sure just a few months down the roads
and many girls will go gaga over him too.
but remember i was one of the first okie.
wee :)

today was like so hot!!
but the weather here is rather different frm sg.
in the sense that sg gets as humid when it gets hot at e same time.
here it doesnt so it's not that unbearable a weather and you dont really feel sticky!

followed yy to class today after like waking up at 10am.
and her class kinda starts at like 11am.
she walks at the speed of lightning and i, the sound
cos i insist that i walked really fast alr!! haha!
sat in for her english class and psychology lesson.
quite cool!
i love the way the teachers here conduct lesson
the "free" feeling and ultra animated till it gets quite funny
and that helps to keep u awake anyways.

but given the fact that i havent sat in for lectures (= paying attn for like 1 n half hour)
for the past couple of months
i struggled to keep my eyes open
so i decided to give yy's lit lesson a miss.
din wanna sleep and reflect badly on yy :)
went to melt while walking around shopping though there's the limitation
to how much u can really shop cus they dont open till late like singapore
saw a few nice tops im tinking of buying.

as for food, i haven't tried the pizza yet and i MUST try it before i leave.
and i really have to go down to STA travels one of these days
to book a day tour to great ocean road (is tt what u call it!?)
heard the scenery is cool
and u'll deserve a whacking for missing that!

yesterdae was quite fun!
went to australian open!!!!
watched andy roddick vs some german guy(im so sorry i cant rmb his name.)
and as expected, that monkey-faced roddick won!
after that, izaac (diane's friend whos like sum acjc tennis player but he's quite quiet!)
kinda walked around to watch sum other matches
and saw this very fine young man who can play very well!
JAMES LEMKE i think we all ought to remember this name
cus he might make it big 10 years later! u noe,
now its federrer, next is nadal, and after tt's lemke!
i can't be wrong!!!!

then we saw federrer practise with pat rafter(i hope i got this right) right before our eyes
so yeah! we were like what, 10m away from the world's no. 1.
caught sum shots of him playing
shall upload them when i return
:)
and i did take a picture with lemke cos im predicting that the pic
would be priceless when im 29.
heh hehs!

then there was this group of cheerleaders (guys wearing skirt)
pink skirts to be exact.
damn funny lah they all!! and really tall too.
damn chio guys and i thought if i din take a pic
it'd be so wasted!

the so-called culture here is like so open
so fun
it's this element's tat's kinda missing in singapore
yeah!! ive always thought
we need more people like diya around to hip things up!
it's like 1am now.
but i just woke up after a short nap i took after
feeling all drowsy watching the federrer-agassi match.

gonna sleep soon!
:0

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 1/25/2005 09:34:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

^_^

ive reached!!
wasnt that tired when i reached. just that after i bong down to sleep,
i was a zillion times more tired.

and i MUST say,
i finally kinda felt "weightlessness" on the plane.
it was one of the worst turbulence me and ying experienced.
and the next moment
the plane dropped! haha!
it felt like we sort of "jumped up" before dropping down.
LOL!

anyways. we kinda slept till say 1pm then we got out to the streets for a bit of shopping.
hehsss...
and i bought a beach towel!!!! with a goodlooking cap! :")
love it. roxy and billabongs.
waiting to fall in love with a bag anytime soon.

i kinda love the environment in melbourne.
the lazy feelin. the joy of looking at people sitting outside the library
picnicing and laptoping on the grass.
real peaceful. but remember,
dont mistake peacefulnesss for peace haha!

and quite silly, my granny cried!
oh dears.
tmr's going down to the church with my fwen.
then shopping at vic market.
ohweee.
:)

ps: cake @ crown cafe is too good to be truee.
yummyy! gotta go bathe and sleep sooon!
get up early for church service :).

ps 2: the foood at e vietnam restaurant was cool too. yummy! :)
tmr's prolly a day for pasta..
grinssss!

pics will be up, not so sooon.
haha!! :)
abit lazy to post it up mans.

special mention, special mention.
to my dearest sweetest booboo!!!!
im like so sorry for not being able to shop with you before i leave.
i really dint know tt my hair would take such a long long time.
did frm like 1045am all the way to 345pm!
sorry girl. i wanted to dedicate one whole blog entry to u
but really couldn't post it up in time.
im so dead dead sorry mans.
a thousand apologies.

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 1/22/2005 06:36:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

miss me! :)

im not as excited as i thought i'd be! haha.
but in any casee. dun expect too much for a gift hors.
i might just buy back some foodstuff so i can spend more HEE.
ohhhhhs. and im gonna watch the quarterfinals for Australian Open!
hope i see my handsome spaniard.
-smiles-
shuming says there's the huge tennis ball and im thinking of buying it hees.
i really really really really thinking that i wont hav enough money :(
i think that's the saddest thing that can happen to one when on vacation.
other than having luggage misplaced and whatnots.
i hope my qantas plane will be safe for the 8 hours..
i dun wan anything to happen to myself when im above the whatever ocean..
Atlantic Ocean ar? i dunoo.
i think the thought of jack sinking into the deep waters in titanic frightens me.
eee, i dun wan to freeze to death nor be devoured by sharks.
oh dear. hahahha. think too much =))

ah!! :)

work's been quite boring...
why?
because hearing dru-dru for like say, 8 hours is nothing interesting...hehs.
doreen calls me the rubbish woman and i accidentally self-declared tt today too.
haha!!! :)

tmr's hari raya haji rite! :)
i decided to go dye my hair...FINALLY huh...?
:p
then after tat go shopping with my favourite booboo.... :)))
then rush off to airport.
which means, i have to finish packing tonite!!!! (:
and i havent done so larhs.

so i'd better get goinggg. :)
i really hope the salon does a good job on my hair.
if not.............................................................................

-shrugs-

PS: AMERICAN IDOL TONITE! :)

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 1/20/2005 08:42:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

where got people like tt wan!

u tell me u tell me!
where got people so paranoid!
most people, u just say...
"oh ur info's just frm lucky draw or surveys..." and that'll be good enough.
even if they are particular,
we just need to explain that the database comes frm AMEX
and that's enough.

BUT THIS WOMAN IS DIFFERENT LAR.

she thinks that i was lying about how i got her info.
because she claims that she just joined the company. (and i got her office number rite and the rest info wrong.)
den i just say i really hav no idea...
the lucky draw and survey shit and AMEX shit.
and she still thinks it's fishy
and demanded for my extention line.
den most people, all u have to tell them is that
you'll always be on the line THAT'S ALL.
they will automatically STOP asking.
but this woman different lar.
she keep asking for my number.
i said..."ok i give u AMEX number."

"NO! I DONT WANT! I WANT YOUR EXTENTION NUMBER!"
so in the end i gave doreen's number
thinking that she wont call back and talk effed-up nonsense lar.
and guess what.

she DID can?
she called and asked this and that and said i was SECRETIVE!
YES! SHE USED THAT WORD ON ME!

SECRETIVE!!!!

hello? im probably the MOST honest person u find on this planet.
YOU KNOW? (except for all the white lies i tell. and lies to trick people for pure fun)
she's damn fcuked up lahs. like that oso wanna check.
she really NTH BETTER TO DO.

so i actually took the trouble and explained that im just a pathetic but happy part timer working lah. waiting for a-level results and that fcuked up asshole still wasn't convinced. and is SO DAMN indulged in the thought that i was SECRETIVE.
IF u dont have anything to hide, whyfore so paranoid?

i was damn pissed larh.
or rather, traumatised. i nearly cried can?
it's like so angry+traumatised+shocked until wanna cry but of course i din.
why should i cry over some smelly rat.

doreen kinda scolded me for anyhow giving her number.
i felt so unjustified. i really did NO wrong.
but i just apologised NOT because i feel bad
it's just cos i prolly dipped doreen into hot trouble.
just because of a woman that's so fucking paranoid.
i just cant believe she said i sound secretive.
SECRETIVE hahahahhaa.

and u know what this sarcastic spinster(i dont think she's that NICE to get hitched lar.) said when i told her.."okok. im reallly jane! i can give you my IC number."

"oh haha..that's cute"

cute and secretive dont go together?
it's just like how i wont call a RAT cute.
hamster probably. SUCKS LAH SHE.

she insisted that i told her my full name.
and fuck, she said my name is WEIRD.
and she din believe.

YOU TELL ME, WHAT'S SO FUCKING WEIRD ABOUT MY NAME?

XIE ZHEN JANE.
i took the pain to explain to her,
XIE ZHEN is my chinese name. JANE is my english name.
she said "I DONT BELIEVE. STILL WEIRD."

she's damn fucked up lah ok.
i DONT understand why she's so suspicious.
we're just calling you to introduce a product to u.
if you dun wan FINE LAH.
just say "no thank you"- that's all the shit u need to say that's all.
if you have to be suspicious of sumthing that's actually so trivial
and prolly not even worth remembering
i just feel det your life will be so miserable.
always casting that wary look at everyone.
not only ure tired.
even I , a stranger, who dont know you
felt tired talking to a rat like u.
she's MUCH WORSE than the woman who screamed at me on the fone.
OK?

i seriously haven't used so many F-words in an entry before.
and even if i did, i really hate using this word on anyone.
i use it on myself. on my pooh. on whatever shit.
but i really keep a tight control before tagging a person with this word because i know how foul it sounds, and it actually means.

she's one woman i have no qualms or second thoughts about using that word on her.
so u can imagine how horrid a woman she is.
and u know what? i DO remember her name.
i dont even remember the name of the woman who screamed at me over the fone.
but i remember this RAT'S.

remember people. remember.
remember this name, lest you see her nametag sumwhere hanging around her overflowing breasts, CAST HER THAT SUSPICIOUS LOOK of whether she actually is a WOMAN.
or human at all.

DORA HONG.

remember!
and come to think of it,
i think her name sounds WEIRDER than mine.
much weirder.
it sounds BAD too.
reminds me of a fish, DORY. doesn't it?
but fish dont have big breasts.

can't believe there are such fucked up people around.
if i called her on her bad day i let it go
WHY MUST SHE CALL BACK AND MAKE TROUBLE?
i must repeat larh ok.

i only have two words to describe her.

FUCKED UP.

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that aside :)
i always have happy things to cheer me up!
cos im easily contented and wont make my life miserable because of sum fucked up arse.
i bought like two pants!!! *beams*
U2! they're having sum sale.
and now i have quite a number of bottoms,
little tops...
hope ausssie doesn't disappoint me! (:

and im listening to SUN HO singing on my radio.
i think my ears are rotting.
i hate SUN HO. some old woman trying to act sexy.
u noe how incompatible that is?
it's comparable to an old woman standing on the stage trying to flaunt her saggy breasts.
whatever, only blind CHC people go to her concerts.
brainwashed lah. HAHA.
how can a possessed snakewoman with saggy breast sing and try to do a lamedance or shaking of butt? haha.
learn from me lar. i know i cant dance for God's sake
so i DONT. that's just practising abit of self-consciousness. positive one. HAHA.
those brainless CHC people(note: im NOT saying all.) have too much money to spare
and would rather spend it on some CHEAP PORN that is overpriced HAHAHA.
why not settle for expensive porn that's underpriced?
oh yeah, brainless people dunoo where to get such deals lah.

HA. all the little things in life that make you laugh and mock at stupid people.
so yes,
STUPIDITY DOES EXIST!

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 1/18/2005 09:37:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

frm -_- to ^_^

haha. that facial expression speaks it all mans.
=) haha!
at first we(jingyi shuming n i) were like damn tired.
and i think at sum point of time, we were like
falling asleep with our headphones...!

then i think i did sumthing stupid again.
cos it was like about 1pm alr and i still said good morning.
so my colleagues laughed at sum stupid action.
and because they have a VERY ULTRA MEGA infectious laughter,
i started giggling lahs. and the lady on the fone
was quite fierce(but polite at the same time as well.)
den said all the giggling won't reflect well on AMEX lah.
den i was quite scared haha.
but sumhow i tink she's quite nice lahs.

i called my first customer mr david chin!
and he returned e application!!!! so hehpy
doreen just nagged this morning saying that im the only one in the team without any returned application! so pai sehs!!!!

lunchtime was real funny
were waiting for the lift marz.
den i was recounting bout the experience on the train
and i did a stupid action that triggered off jy's stupid luffter lahs.
den we laughed for a good say, 2 minutes!?
and i was e joke.
bahsss!

okie gotta start work sOonn! :/
looking forward breaktime! whees.!

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 1/17/2005 01:57:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

i MUST say sorry. yet, no.

i say sorry to the rest of the indian population who justifiably do not identify themselves with the not-so-nice-smellin-group ones i encountered with on the train.

or rather it's not just today.
it's just that i've been so caught up with my own joy that i really dont wanna think about condemning any person of any sort at all.
BUT it's been an issue tat's on my mind
and i've staggered the progresss of this issue surfacing on my blog
because i believe i have to be socially responsible.
cos being the ultra politically correct me,
i dont wanna cause any uprising of any sort.

im REALLY sorry to those indians who are typically smart,
being lawyers and all and what-so-not.
but there's this group of indians who really turn me off.
not only on trains, on buses too. oh no, on the streets too lar.

is it that those not so nice smelling people dont know how bad they smell is it?
ok, for short, let's just call them, BEH. (anyhow whack k)
it's really disgusting how those BEHs will lift up their armpits and reach for the handle for support.
i mean that's fine, cos you dont want the legendary domino effect to happen.
BUT, frankly, id rather suffer the domino effect
than have to suffer the BO. it REALLY stinks.
oh then again,
i dont want any BEH falling on me. or even touching the ugliest hair i have.

im not trying to be mean.
im sure this entry speaks the mind of many of my friends who cant stand the smell of BEHs.
the sweat smell. the smelly armpit smell. the yucky oil smell.
it really stinks lah k.
and worse still, when they board the train
it's a horde of them. TMD.
i think i will need to bring a mask everywhere i go next time lar.
SARS is over, but BEH symptoms aren't.

i know being a singaporean
there's this social liability that we shoulder
that we have to tolerate the smell and accept whatever differences we and our fellow brothers and sisters have.
frankly, i do try.
i respect that it's part of their custom or whatever to bathe with whatever oil that is.
i respected that fact until grace tole me that the indians in india dont smell at all.
yeah. NOT AT ALL.

so can anyone just bloody tell me
why do those in singapore smell so bad.
i frankly REALLY cant stand the smell.
i vividly remember having to tolerate such unhumanly smell for like what a good half an hour on bus 961, when i was on my way to aunty rita's woodlands house.
and poor me, i was sitting directly under that BEH's armpit.
it sucks lar ok.
i wish i hadn't had a nose.
i wish i din need to breathe to stay alive.
but what the shit with all the i wishs.
whatever, im glad im still alive breathing my own armpit.
i think that smells like a godzillian times nicer than those BEHs'.

im not being racist here.
or maybe i am.
i used to think colour blindness is possible.
but u and i know it's NOT. deep down you know we're not.
unless u can tell me u really dont mind such foul smell.
i accept you to be Atticus II.
and i repeat again. i really hate the BEH smell.
it just stinks.
and it really does. i really hate such smell lar ok.
im really wondering if they actually know how bad they smell.

i mean my friends if they smell bad they actually feel bad and will try not to move around so much so that the smell does not disturb others lor.
and why do these BEHs actually raise their armpit lar.
it makes me puke can?
oh yeah. can't compare them to my friends cos the answer just lies in the fact that they aren't my friends.
they stink.

and another thing.
those sickening BEHs always stare at u when u walk past rite
it's not like they never see gers before lor.
i think most of them visit brothels once every fortnight AT LEAST.
so stop it lar. go stare at those effed up whores in those red-district lar
i feel like digging their eyes out sometimes.
but i practise self-control after considering how filthy and smelly my hands would be.

i really dont mean to be racist...
but all these are really my pent up frustrations.
i can tolerate the smell and i compromise by really tolerating it and coming home to just complain. at least i dont sae it straight in their face they are smelly rite.
sigh.
disgusting lar.

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that aside.
it's been a really great day out @ ktv!!!
haha at first abit buey onz lah...just normal singing! :P
and stupid shui was like late for 15 mins lor.
so sickening rite!!!!if not can sing more songs.
but that doesn't really matter cos we actually dragged from 2 to like 3.30pm.
we were supposed to leave at 2 lah. :)

and we realised there are a few songs we sound really good together! :)
yanzi's bu tong. kit chan's xin tong. and one more i can't remember.
the shou qian shou song we always do together was damn funny!!!!
it's like we'll try to imitate all e singers lah :)
anddd! we sang "Yi Qi Zou Ba" by Energy and Show together.
for once, i thought we were going mad :)
great lah..den i nearly lost my voicee!!

after that. we kinda shopped around in suntec..
shui was looking for a sleek-looking jacket.
and i MUST say. our tastes really different lar.
i think brown's one of the colours i really dont quite like
and she's really into brown.
i LOVE white.
she fell in love with a MANGO jacket the other time she shopped at dunoo where.
but she couldnt' find that jacket lah so i tink she's quite disappointed.
aww.
i wanted to buy shades but kns, those sold in suntec are like what
300+. so ex rite. yeah. my dad doesnt own AMEX nor Citibank nor DBS.
so yeah- that explains it all.

thennnn! we just slacked around..
and walked back to mango where i bought a pants for
$49. :)
nice i lurrrrrrve it.
but kinda felt normal after paying for it lah dunno why!

soo we just walk c walk c again..
and met up with yang, shu and esther!!!! :)
we had dinner at some jap restaurant, whose name i can't remember.
got one "shi" or something like "obishi???" hahaha.
oh welllls. quite nice lahs. and affordable too!!!!
after tt, we went to charles and keith!
i bought 2 pairs of shoes for cny and shui bought one pair.
=)
got some charleskeith membership thing.
the card looks nice lahs.
lurrrve the shoes i bought too!

thennn. we went to cafecartel for some chit chat gossiping session!
and alot of people's names just sprang up in our conversation!
it makes me wanna just see everyone now!!!!
soooooooooo i really hope our cny reunion will be a
whacking success!!!!
would really love to see everyone and their grown up faces!!!
though sum of e guys would hav been in army alr.
that reminds me.. i was chatting with shui
and realised that actually
our pri school class guys are quite gentleman.
so whatever that mars our impression of guys...
is attributed to those we see in jc lah. HAHA.

quite tired. tink im still a happy girl. :)
tmr's the start of another week.
gotta go change money again... haha!
fri's boarding qantas to auss!
FUN!

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 1/16/2005 10:51:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

im still a happy girl! :)

realised these few days have been hehpy for me!
or is it cos it's the aftermath of my 15min depression? haha
whatever! im still quite a happy person! (:

i just reached home from the photoshop.
FINALLY im sending my prom photos to e photoshop to develop.
but i cant afford to develop all so i chose those which i looked nice HAHAHA
no lah. if i could i really will print all.
but my parents dont own AMEX, nor Citibank, nor ahem, DBS.
so yeah lor.
hee.

anyway!!! i was supposed to meet up miss tan jieqi
she's one stupid smart ass who takes S-paper in RJC ok!!! :p
don pway pway arrrr.
so she could help me edit my essay on NGO for some internship@UNAS.
and guess what, being the lazy ~~old~~young jane,
i decided to give up doin the research on NGOs,
but that was after i (DID)try reading some long essay on
NGOs and their effect on society.
so if it was you, u'd give up too.
then i decided i should just procrastinate until i return from AUS.

nonetheless,
we were supposed to like, source around for waitressing job.
and in the end what did we do?
we PIGGED OUT lar.
and we practically did OK.
REALLY!!!!!!.

shall recount what we ate. or rather, what i ate.
which was just like one Old Chang Kee yampie more than jieqi.
:)

here's it:
- fishball noodle with super vinegarred mee-tai-bak (duno how to spell): $3.50
- Old Chang Kee yam pie(recommended by BEN dan.): $1.00
- St. Leaven's Chocolate puff: $1.60
- some Taka food stall thing blueberry+cheese: $1.30
- Khong Guan kiddy biscuit: $0.50
- Crystal Jade raisin bread: $1.30
- Mos Burger Hot Ice milk tea: $1.30
so in all, i spent like 10 bucks on food.

and jieqi actually wanted mos burger fries!!!!
im glad i curbed that temptation of hers haha
today's only the first day we're doin this lor.
so there are more days to come, since jieqi found a friend
who loves bread as much as she does! hahaha!
after all the pigging out,
we were trying to take a photo lar. but im like so dun-wan-to-take-when-human-traffic-so-heavy(will look damn stupid lar.)
so we went to hide in some secluded place n took a pic
to remember this day of pigging out with each other hahaha!!!

oh yeahhh.
den i went to far east to like settle some insurance thingy.
(:
and bought a bikini!!! it's nice!!!!
and only like $29
=)

it was like 4+ after pigging out
and missing on our waitressing-job-hunting.
after that was supposed to travel to jelapang to meet my beloved smates
for another vcd and pig out session! hahaha!
but i realised my ez-link not much money left.
so gave it a miss.
but must understand...
the pay i got today was onli like what, $145.
for the 2 n a half days i worked in december.
it's not even enough to cover my spendings in aus.
im like so damn sad.
sian ar!!!

anyway,
i think huan zhu gege still v nice though the cast suck.
i love the way yongqi appeases xiaoyanzi.
i hate zhihua.
i admire the love between erkang and ziwei.
but all these drama kinda disillusions people eh.
where got love in this world..
so wei da.

really can find prince who love u so much meh
dream another 80 years oso cannot meet lah.

updated:
jiani just said she wants to pinch my cheeks when i showed her the pic jingyi took of me haha (jy says i look like a cartoon elf!)
and i remembered jiani's not the first to sae so!!
haha! lian's junior said that too!
im chubby!!! hahaha den i just OOI! WHAT U MEAN BY THAT!
hahahahahha
okie..guess it's time to sleep
and chiong for tmr's KTV!!!

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 1/15/2005 07:59:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

YAY!!!!

i met nice people today
or rather i heard them lah hahaha~
yuppp~
heyys jane!shes very act cute rights? :D but guess what?i think i am cuter!-winks-
that was stupid and act cuter jingyi typing all her nonsense
trying to seek some sort of fun on MY blog
when she has her own just that she is TOO lazy to go log in and blog hahaha!
SO STUPID lah!! :P

anyway!!!!
nicenice people update!!!!
Mr. Ng Kar Yeen!!! he was so funny!
he said.. "ah POSB offer -i forgot the rate lah- u wait until you all can offer more then call me ok! i confirm take by that time!"

den got a few more lah.hee
gotta go back to work! YAHOO!

and just now lunch break v funny oso! :P
i made this lady in front of me laugh haahhahaa.
=D
and i just ate water chestnut! very hehpy!

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 1/14/2005 01:56:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

im an inspirer! :)

Outgoing (E) 62.16% Withdrawn (I) 37.84%
Imaginative (N) 51.28% Realistic (S) 48.72%
Emotional (F) 65% Intellectual (T) 35%
Improvised (P) 56.41% Organized (J) 43.59%

Your type is: ENFP

You are an Inspirer, possible professions include - conference planner, speech pathologist, HR development trainer, ombudsman, clergy, journalist, newscaster, career counselor, housing director, character actor, marketing consultant, musician/composer, artist, information-graphics designer, human resource manager, merchandise planner, advertising account manager, dietitian/nutritionist, speech pathologist, massage therapist, editor/art director.

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i went to mich's blog and linked to take this test.
think it's quite accurate! or maybe im glad it turned out this way! haha
not bad ah, can be on the advisory board typa person.
people's consultant that kinda shit.
and im fine and okay to be a newscaster and journalist!!!!
too bad im considering an extra option already
and that's political science at NUS.
kinda still reluctant to really consider NUS but sucks lah
it is only offered there. oh wells.
guess i still have a couple of months to decide and dive into it.

im gonna submit my application to UNAS soon! :)
next week i guess.
and boy am i excited to know that another hwachongian wants to work for UN as well!
she's jingyi's (and oso mich's) friend. think binghui or sometink!

anyway yes yes!!!!
heard from a lot of nice people today!
like Mr. Irwin Tan! he's quite nice but i dont quite remembered what we "chatted" about.
tink i vaguely remember he's the one based in sydney...
oh i realise irwin tan is the case ydae..

today got one is called desmond nah!!!
oso very funny! i was like saying..."ahhh u driving ar...tink i call u back later lah..must drive safely..!" den he said
"nvm lah haha!" prolly de way i said it was funny lol.
very nice! it's like the way he says it n all.
=)

den ah got Mr. Ng Aik Koon!!!!
oso very nice!!! we were like chatting chatting...though both mr. desmond and mr. ng din wan to take the offer they rejected in a damn nice manner lah.
and i chatted a bit with mr ng oso! haha...
cos he was like ... "to be honest ah...blah blah blah..."
"to be honest ah...blah blah.."
den i think it was him lah (if not mr. desmond) who asked about this credit card thingy.
den i said... "ohh to be honest ah...i not in that department one!"
den i laughed den he laughed oso...
den came to a point i said.. "eh credit card i not sure lehhh i earn so little!!"
den i whispered "i part time one hahaha"
den mr ng was like.. "ohhh so u working part time for that issit"
den i said... "yeah! im waiting for a-level results..."
den towards the end of the call..
mr ng actually wished me all the best for my a-level results!
so ti tie!

very nice lah. hee. frankly i dun mind getting rejected one.
i mean seriously sales' about luck mans.
but it's the way some singaporeans do it.
some really just no no no all the way it really reflects so bad upon themselves
some give you the benefit of doubt and listen all the way
strike a friendly conversation with u and reject it in a very gentlemanly way!
there are nice ladies lah..but somehow i think the guys are much better.

so i decided to have this
"top 10 nicenice people" board haha!
now have a few people liao! they are:

(mr-applicable to all following names) david chin, desmond nah, irwin tan, ng aik koon, bernard lau, and another one from jingyi!!! think this guy damn funny oso!!
jingyi was telling me like... the guy very gan jiong to sign up for this AMEX LOC and wanted to send over his income tax via fax so urgently! haha den jingyi was like
"uncle dun kan chiong!! no need kanchiong one!" den the uncle went...
"huh u not kan chiong! i very kanchiong!!!!"

damn funny lah. and the joke of the day was ah...
jingyi called the firestation lah!!! sEe, the result for not believing in me
i was smart enough to see through that the number would be linked to some emergency call centre. cos it started with 995... jingyi dun believe still go and call hahahaha. STUPID LAH!!!!!!

den we realised we all got zhi2 ye4 bing4 already.
we're starting to mumble "oh thank you ma'am"s and "have a nice day ma'am"s to everyone we meet. haha den on the train quite funny oso.
i was kinda sandwiched between these 2 ladies gossiping lah...
den i was like trying to get out of the train to transfer to the redyellow line mar,
den i said... "sorry ma'am" and gave the face which showed that i wanted to move out...haha den jingyi burst out laughin oso!!!!

i think we all learnt alot about telephone etiquette and all
and those people who dont have the least bit ar, just sucks lah.
so pls be nice to all the telemarketers in future lah.
i mean it probably doesn't mean much to u for being nice and usual perhaps,
but u could actually make the telemarketer's day u know!

i dont think mr david chin or desmond nah or irwin tan or ng or bernard lau thought they left an impression on us, but they did!
and even to our "top 10 nicenice people!"
way cool lah huh!! :)

anyway i think i sounded damn nice too lah! they actually remembered my name and that i was going to call them again despite them being busy people themselves :)
GEE!

nice lah. tmr's fri!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :> :> :> :>
[anyway today went on manual quite slack! ahaa]

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 1/13/2005 09:22:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

funny day!

today is a totally whackily zany day man! hahaha!!!
i said so many wrong things.
it was damn funny lah.

(my friend just turned over and asked me why i type comments type so long...and realised i was blogging hhahaha!)

few funny things that happened today...

first, i spoke mandarin and called for Mr. Ismail (malay name.)
and i only realised how stupid i was after i hung up the fone hahaha...

second, i said this..
"i'd like to share with you a financial facility from American Express called Mr Tan."
and yeah, i was speaking to Mr.Tan.
then he laughed at me lah hahaha! and i also started laughing until i told him to hold on for awhile!
(i think he knew that i was turning away to laugh oso..haha)
and put myself on mute and laughed like mad with my friends laughing oso..
den when i went back on the fone.. i tried REALLY hard to stifle that laughter while i started to nian4 jing1(=read from script.) laz.
den Mr Tan knew i made a blunder and laughed along den i just said...
"ah sorry sir i can't stop laughing im really so sorry.."
den im so glad he kinda understood and teased me say.. "why? u got bitten by laughter bug ah.*laughs..*"
wah damn humourous leh mr tan!!!!
nicenice. -smiles-

third.
it was afternoon den i still said morning..den i damn pai seh!!!
i started laughing oso den the lady oso laugh with me!
so nice rite!! :) :)

fourth.
i clinched a deal and the guy's bdae same as my mummy!
den i said that that time he laugh! so nice rite..

i realise i love people who laugh!!

fifth.
i was helping my friend answer this dialect call...
den the old lady was saying her husband died of cancer...and she herself said this...
"ki see..." den i just repeated say.. "orh..yi ki see..ar.."
i meant it to be pass away. den after that i realised i sounded so crude. =(
i really din mean it!! :(

sixth. i realised SIA's tickets cheaper den QANTAS can!!!!sigh.

seventh.
my friend just shared with me a DAMN FUNNY voicemail.
it went like this...
"this is a friendly voicemail of 644....Dont be Scared..AAAAAAHHHHH!!!!" hahaha
and he sounded so cool and calm when he said that! hahaha! it's really funny lah!!!!
he's called bernard lau!!!

eighth.
there's this customer called mr david chin. he's REALLY nice. at least he sounds nice lahz...
den realised i sent the application form to a wrong add!
luckily he prompted me to check his add!!!!!
smart guy!!!! DAVID CHIN!

9th. spoke to another nice guy called Mr IRwin Tan..
too bad he's based in sydney SIA's headoffice cannot sign up with us for this AMEX LOC.
but he was really nice lah....
cos came a point of time i was really siao i just muttered...
"oh no oh no im supposed to sound professional...."
den he laughed!! and said it was ok! haha

really like people who can laugh really hard and take life as a stroll sometimes...
not that one should joke one's life away
but i really dislike people who sulk all day long!!!!

today we're all abit cranky lah..hahaha!!! :)
very funny!!!!!!!!i love today!
hopefully no stupid woman piss me off latER! :)

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 1/12/2005 03:09:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

f**ked up woman.

i dont feel the least bit guilty for using this expletive on her because she so deserves it.
she made me wonder why singapore, being a highly regarded and educated society,
has black sheep like her lurking around here.
not that im angry now, i got over it before i left APEX tower really.
but the impression she left on me is not erasable. and what can i say?
im utterly appalled by this seemingly educated lady
practically screaming her lungs out at me over the phone,
for a mistake i took no intention in committing.

HELLO?
it's NOT my problem that you are in the database.
it's NOT my fault the dialer dialed your number.
it's NOT my business that your number has been mistaken to mr iforgothisname's number.
it's likely that it's NOT others' fault that they wrong-numbered you either.
it's NOT anyone's fault really.
but why do people like you scream at poor souls like us,
who are merely trying to earn some shopping money,
for making you pick up the nth wrong call?
we DONT owe you anything.
and by the very fact,
we DONT even owe you an apology at all.

i really detest such people.
i wanted to turn the tables and be nice, because im magnanimous, (haha)
and mutter a "have a nice day" and DUUUU.
the dialtone. YEAH huh. she slammed her fone on me.
CURSE your own lousy karma for receiving irritating calls from nice souls like us.
i PRAY you get more of such calls.
SCREAM MORE. get infuriated more.
higher blood pressure. less breath.
and blah blah blah. (=die early.)

anyway, it's not like i haven't received a million mistaken-identities call what.
i have people calling me like almost every month last time looking some desmond guy.
and u noe what. given my bad temper, i din even scream at those people lor.
forget it lah. i think i just cant bring myself to be kept in comparison with some loser aunties.
they are just another piece of shit losers. -smiles-

and i really hope such pests in our society do.
people who scream at innocent people for NOTHING.
so what if you sound educated? ur temper makes u lose every status you probably own.
frankly, mannerisms count alot.
everyday, i can speak to very polite maids who probably come from a much humbler background den those above-mentioned social pests, but they make you feel happy talking to them.
tt makes them a happy maid you see.

social pests can only vent their anger on others
because chances are that they've been missing a promotion of a large bonus for the past 30 years.
yeah. that's how pathetic they can be lah.
tt's why they throw their frustrations at us who are REALLY INNOCENT.
good lah good lah. im glad i din even continue the conversation with her.
i dont even think she earns that much lah.
poor thing man. she probably spent a great deal on her education and in the end
got nowhere.
damn pathetic lah this kinda people.

they really suck.
and my favourite phrase for such people.
STUPID PEOPLE LAH.

really stupid lah.
haven met anyone like them to match my stupidity lor.
stupid lah really such people.
anyway, i really hate stupid people.

aiya something funny k :)
someone said i have a strange voice today!!! haha
he thought i couldnt hear lah. den told his colleague
"eh someone with a strange voice looking for u.."
peng. so i sound old and sound strange.
aiya ok lah. i accept it.

im not a loser who will scream back at innocent people lah.
stupid losers orh ee orh ee orh!

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 1/11/2005 07:24:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

tug of war.

have you ever felt like you owned the world with that mega-watt smile u don on your face in the day
but crash straight through to realise that u're drowned in a well u thought there was full of water- but no, none at sight at all.
u're alone.

have you ever felt like you must, no matter what people say, pursue what ure heart tells u to,
but only succumb to what your mind, your senses instruct you to.
you think your heart could control you,
no, your mind did instead.
u're confused.

have you ever felt like you can control your past, your thinking, your own psychology
but only to realise you've fallen into the trap of self-delusion.
u can't control your past-it's happened. your thinking-your heart takes over. your own psychology-u're probably a psychopath in the making, what have you to control?
u're powerless.

have you ever felt like you were the one God blessed with courage-
you could speak up for yourself and dont care about what others think.
but realise u actually cowered for the other small little things you didn't even give a wink about.
didn't utter a single word about matters which u cared for the most.
u're cowardly.

frankly. i think this angel and devil exist in all of us, really.
so in everyone's life, we're at a tug of war all the time. or maybe not.
well i just had mine- what i call as the 15 min depression.
seriously can't feel down for more than that timespan. (=
tears just kept rolling down and now im worrying about my swollen puffy eyes tmr. [sigh]
my mind was caught in a whirl of thoughts, randomly selected from the past, perhaps the present, and maybe the future i dont know i have no idea.
i wished i could throw myself into anyone's arms and seek that bit of comfort.
but u know at the end of the day, u're still alone.

no matter how many hugs they can give you
how many whispers of comfort they can shower you
how many how manies...
you are still the one who's going to sort out those thoughts.
u either pick them up and keep them close to your hearts and never regret doing so
or shove them aside, keep them away from u as far as possible and probably regret doing so.
i dont know.

thanks lian. (= for always giving me that ear i needed.
i think i need someone to step into my life right now but there's the fear and the lack of courage and trust.
i haven't met anyone great enough for me to overcome that.
shrugs.

it's the lesbo syndrome lah.

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 1/10/2005 11:07:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

argh

some boy called me an aunty :(
3rd time already.
today cannot take leave = no MSN = yokex + XX missing me = i will cough and sneeze more = sick again more = earn less $ = stay at home play msn and the whole cycle repeats itself.
TSKTSK.

HOW. TELL ME HOW.
aunty 3rd time liaos. :[

and i tell u, i called this sleepy guy and i kinda regret closing the sale!
anyway, big boss' in the house!
and and and!
my throat's not pain anymore. (or maybe just a little bit lah. :))
thanks to serene's secret recipe (actually everyone knows la.)
honey+green lemon(not unripe ones!)+water.
it really works miracles!

but still very pai seh lahs,
cos just now doreen called for a meeting
and my dry cough was triggered off.
and i coughed till i kinda "cried" haha.
okiee. must go back to worK!!

cant wait for work to end. (=

today dunoo why very happy! haha...:p
good ah. not bad...can come disturb me today
i wont scold :> im NICE.

but can i just complain about 2 groups of people.?
ill be nice after being mean k! promise!

i hate stupid maids!!!!!!!!
i think the smartest and friendliest maid around must be mich's maid, SARAH! *smiles*
sarah is great k.
i hate maids who just HUH 4 times at you over the phone.
and for the first time they huh,
u think... "ok, they are trying to understand what im trying to sae.."
so? you wait.
after say 3seconds, u call out the name again.
the maid "HUH"s again.
i really hate calling people stupid lah k...but ARGH.
dun HUH at me four times lah. :(
even if ure not smart, sound smart and just whimper a SMART huh
and NOT a toot HUH.
ALAMAK!!!!

i hate people who recite numbers like they are ngiam geng(nian4 jing1)
OR, they say the numbers like they're running after japan's bullet train.
HUH HUH HUH HUH !??!?!?!
im slow i can't catch u lah.
i adore people who say numbers, 4-by-4 and not 9-by-huge breath.

and i must sae i think singaporeans are lacking in phone etiquette.
im not saying that everyone should be trained for that.
but i think the basic courtesy must be there.
you dont have to smile when u pick up the fone or whatsoever,
just sae a gentle hello will do.
and not sound like a da-er-long.
GET IT?

den. jingyi and i blatantly and openly condemned spore guys for being TOO ungentlemanly. hahaha!
they dont open the doors for u.
they dun pull ur chair out for u when u dine.
they dun .....
they dun ...
.......
.......
.......
what do they do?
they VIE so evil-heartedly for that miserable one seat on the MRT train.

some kinda gentleman eH?

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 1/10/2005 10:54:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

FINALLY!!!!

after scrolling down and up, up and down my fone's data folder,
back and forward other few folders...
i finally found this chio pic!!!! hahahahaahhahaa
YAY! *hugs xin*
taken during JTS(Junior Treat Senior) outside traders' hotel last year.
haha remembered i was damn sad that day lah. cried whole nite somemore.
but duno why this pic can look so happy.
haha yay! i thought i lost the pic le.

xin: must save in ur comp k!

anyway, i think im gonna be bored todae @ home.
decided not to go angela's event. sorry 2 huiling!
my throat still not ok so dun feel like runnning around haha...

sob sob. im drowning my throat with h2o today
more and more!!!! i must start earing $ tmr!!
140 gone. . . . . =[

im addicted to tanya's new song :)
shuang1 qi1 dong4 wu4.
talks about the tugs between freedom and love itself.
think everyone can easily relate to this lah...haha
great song...ahhhh!!! i can't wait to sing along with tanYA!!!! (=

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 1/09/2005 09:56:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

NTU :)

NTU started my day rollin' with its scheduled talks at bugis.
at some inter-continental hotel.
smartie-pants! they must have known that if they were to hold it in their campus,
noone would go hahaha!
anyway must apologise to vivi! my fav tpymate (basically shes the only one lah ok.)
i was late and thus causing her to lose the opportunity to sit in for the accounting and biz talk. SOWEE. :(

NTU's SCI (School of Communication and Information) is damn attractive.
right now, all im praying for is to score well for As.
keep my fingers tightly crossed man. because i had a lousy dream last night that i got BDO. and i cried in my dreams haha.
first thought was SHIT I CANT GO UNI.
not that i die die oso must get degree which is feel is secondary,
just that since ive chosen the JC path, i have to make it to a U.

i wanna go SCI :)

but in any case if i can't.
think ill go SMU for some bizzy.! :) i really like SMU. oh well, at least it leaves me a good impression :)

den went to parkway parade to buy AUS dollar.
yupp!! all ready and excited to go AUS.
FOOD! SHOP! BEACH?

den bus 31 was SO COLD! :(
and allow me to comment on this guy i met on the bus.
SICK lah ok. he has the looks of a man, but the fingers of a woman.
im not speaking of only long nails, but polished ones too!
it's so disgusting, at least i feel so lah ok...
looks like he baths his nails lo.
-___-

i think there's just that fine line drawn between
conscious-about-looks guys and just girly guys lah
so must be careful eh.

on my way home i saw 3 cute boys!
2 of them were like..young boys returning from sch.
then they were like "OK i say 1 2 3 we run ok!" (cus it was raining.)
im sure all of us were like that before!!
very cute and innocent rite! (=
now all act cool liaos. walk in rain oso nvm.
CUTE LEH!
the other guy is just...quite goodlooking lah.

so i suppose my lesbo syndrome's off today! (=

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 1/08/2005 06:03:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

mark this day, my fellow mates!!!!

today's officially the second day im ever so gentle.
u may ask, why is it the second?
cuz ive crowned the first day of sch (=first day of meeting u all except for xin and sharon),
as the first day im "gentle".
or at least mich and yy (and maybe fang) perceived me as a "demure and quiet typical nanyang long-haired girl." when they first ~~knew~~ saw me.
heh heh heh. and they were fooled. (YAY!)

today, given the condition of my almost torn throat,
i was speaking at a volume that's a threefold decrease from my usual loudness.
but in comparison, 6-fold decrease from fang's usual.
(ps: it's okie i cannot niao u real life, but still can on blog lah heee. but thanks for sponsoring my busfare :p and accompanying me to toilet and atm...:p)
so, i suppose everyone felt abit funny cos today i was just too "gentle" to be true.
how u guys wish everyday like that rite?? HEE.

among the many instances would be me whispering to fang.. "help me buy battery...."
today's one of her happiest days lah, i really no voice niao her hahaha.
den phototaking was funny too. that one too long to explain skip.
actuallly im quite lazy think about the funny things le.
den we kinda joined in the mass dance thingy during campfire.
but i couldn't do it lah, hc really not crashcourse for e second intakers lah hahaha.
anyway saw the j1s!!! :)
can't help but to start feeling old. :(

at a certain point of time, i could feel a sharp, poignant feeling-
when i saw the carefree j1s running about...you know the choochoo trains..
they were so happy!!!!!!!!!
then to contrast that,
xin was like sayin, "old already lah...dun move so much..."
haha..quite true.but still not that old...must be young at heart ok! :)

after the whole thing,
we went over to serene mac. yeps. and we started our phototaking spree.!
i think mich initiated it. and can i declare something?

I THINK PANASONIC GD88 IS THE BEST CAMPHONE AROUND! :))
i love this fone TOTALLY.

hahaha! this fone doesn't give up on me at nite!
it's so damn cool! we took alot of pictures. alot of "jie-mei" pictures..
heEe....quite happy tonite though i couldn't talk much..
perhaps sometimes silence is happiness too!
(super applicable to fang especially!)

that's me and fang @ serene mac.
i finally got rid of my eyebags!! fang ure almost there lah!

this one's funny cuz i was trying to act like a guy.
u know, the typical "act shuai" face.
but that's not the main point. the main point is can u please just take a look at the LADY next to me, the handsome? she looks so DEH!!!!!!!!!!!!
but frankly, i think ill be quite shuai if im a guy hehh hehh hehh!
lesbo syndrome!! ALERT hahaha!

miss real gentle and me!
we were talking about how safe singapore is after enlistment eh. *winks*
no more terrorist bombs planted around singapore lah....
heh heh heH!!!!

this is miss real gentle, yy, and miss nice hair, mich.
i really like ur hair mich. though u used to hate it. haha. i like it lah!!!!
but i like mine too! (sometimes.)
heh heh heh...! picture taking is quite fun!

this pic is ME in case it's too dark to see any human but onli ghost.
haha. im sorry mich i dun mean to niao ur fone......
but bth ah. my fone is just too fantastic to be true.
*MUAKS!* my kiss to my fone. shit, im damn high tonite.

this is the first pic with mich. had a second one cos i realise i wasnt looking at the fone.
damn it. pajiao sia. =(.

this is me and miss nice hair @ e bus stop heh heh.
jiemei rite. tsk tsk. but she dun wan share with me her hair lah.
*kicks mich away*

this one not related lah. but i was saving the pics and i found this one :)
took it when i first bought the piano! :)
and that reminds me...gonna take up grade 8 again!! :)
but my teacher's charging alot. 90 per hour. sobs.
then again, i feel comfortable with her lah. she's ZAI.

here's the class picture taken at our class bench where we'd used to MUG REAL HARD
heh heh heh!
and pls take a look at xin. top, extreme left. trying to act cool lah.
haha. slacker leh u!!!! and get paid somemore. COOL SIA.

tmr's NTU talk at some hotel. ehs. and im still not asleep.
tio boxing tmr by smates ah (for being late). =[
will be seeing alot of familiar faces. (=

realise i looked damn pale today. sigh.
sick lah. =(

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 1/08/2005 01:24:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

stoppp!

will Miss Migraine stop bugging me?
I will give you the honey you asked for
and have given you the company you requested for from Dr. Panadol.
But why are you still with me?
You are such a damn thing and have beeen pestering me since day 1 i was sick.
you ditzy-miss.
because of you i can't eat properly, sleep properly, play properly, speak properly, read properly.
Miss Migraine, YOU are such a bitch.

tonight's the nite to catch up with hc-mates!
so miss migraine, for the very last time
STOP FOLLOWING ME AROUND.
but speaking of catching up.
i doubt i can do that least bit.
because i swore i won't sprout more than 10 sentences of shitty crappy nonsense. :)
so, for the first time, yanfang's lucky.
if not ill niao niao niao her (=

it's quite funny to see alot of BOYS enlisting for ARMY eh.
(=
so my MSN-Online list gets lesser as the days go by.
not that it's a bother, cuz i seldom tok to them oso.
prefer girls lah HEEEEE.
-cheeky cheeeky!-
it's what mich terms as the
Lesbo Syndrome.

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 1/07/2005 02:13:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

sick. :(

sick = earn $84 less = spend $84 less in aus.
im so sad. so sad. so sad.
and sad's an understatement to whatever the shit im feeling now.
blame it on my limited vocab but im really too ill to go think of any alternative words.
SAD LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!

tell me why i so gei kiang go eat durian the nite before last nite?
if not i pocket $84 liao leh....
:(
money's secondary but all the pain and fear of swallowing my own saliva is shit.
and ive been busy trying to take in as many strepsils as i can to alleviate e pain.
and now? my tongue gets into trouble too.

im sick of being sick!!!
ARGH.

ive tried almost everything from strepsils to golden throat(as recommended by ahdi!!)to prescribed lozenges and im still feeling shit.
DAMN.
even my couz sick. OH MAN. and shui was asking me if it was BIRD FLU.
i was scared out of my wits.
think i have to shut up for the whole of tmr.
cus apparently my throat is inflamed quite quite badly
abit of bleeding as shown in my phlegm :(
pls dun scare me it's cancer cos ill believe u and freak my damnself out.
go to hc's campfire as if im dumb.
and hopefully, by saturday morning i can sing along with
YANZI! hees.

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 1/06/2005 04:06:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

2 my TARZAN! (jkjk)

(just kidding this entry is for pure fun!)

he says he wants to know what i'll write about him and if ever, his name will appear on this cute blog of mine.
so i shall be nice and write nothing ill.
ehhhhh.
first of alllll. i have no idea where he stays but i think should be quite near me lah.
he studies @ SMU- an aspiring business man???
think he's moving to the tall tall buildings in tpy central soon.
soo fren, hope that the lifts won't play you out at any time of the day
lest u xiang3 bu4 kai1 and decides to jump out of the building thinking that you are of the same species as spiderman!
ehs. he's quite a music lover, at least i hope so and think so.
plays the bass rite? (quite cool ah.) but i have NO idea
why it's a picture of a guitar instead of a bass on that website
which he claims is stupid.
for one, he loves and enjoys talking to strangers and that's probably how we got to know each other.
he says it's no pressure. quite true eh?
it's time to sleep. or in fact, im late for my beauty sleep!
but i definitely can't leave this out.
he's born on the same day as meeeeee!!!!
WHEEEE. and i think that kinda makes our conversation easier.
really.

in any case, this person is none other than
BENJAMIN TAN YUEWEI.
eh pal, im sorry if i got ur name wrongg because my memory might have failed me
due to the high fever ive been suffering all afternoon.
and a fever which u think may kill me.

sorry. i think i got his name wrong and he DEMANDS a change.
it's
BANJEMIN LIM YUEWEI.

hope ive got it right this time.
HAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 1/05/2005 10:34:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

work.

i suppose it's the first time im dedicating a blog entry solely to work itself.
but these few days going online has been a GREAT experience for me-
even though there are more downs than ups.
heh, but given the thickness of my skin,
i find it really hard to get myself down for more than a day. -smiles-
shall share with ya the funny crap i heard on the phone

of course there's the nasty bunch of people who wouldn't care a darn about what you say
and all the shit that come out of their mouths are just
"im not interested im not interested im not interested."
thinking that mumbling that "i not interested" once is definitely not enough for a highly-likely deaf teenager
like,
yours truly.
but like i said, these people aren't a bother to me cuz
i forget about them the moment after i hang up the call.
ask me the tricks to becoming a happy person in a rejections-filled job,
that's it.

back to the topic of sharing about some funny incidents.

first, i have a boy mistaking that im a lady calling from polar express :)
"hello, may i speak to -i forgot the name-, i'm jane calling from AMERICAN EXPRESS"
boy turns back, and shouts to mum,
"MUMMY!!!! somebody looking for u, calling from POLAR EXPRESS"
the boy IS cute, aint' he :)

second, i have an ah-ma calling me an AUNTY.
i shall let loose on this one because this ain't the first time.
do i sound THAT old on the phone. pardon me, but i'd think i do sound quite childish at times.
nvm. to couple that experience would be having fang's colleague, liz if im not wrong,
to say this to me : "hello AUNTY ah, you just need to [blah blah blah- the directions from city hall to millenia walk.]
so im seriously starting to wonder if it my voice's born before my body.
hEh.

third, i have an uncle who made both him and myself confused about his employment status!
"uncle, just to check with you, are you currently employed or self-employed."
"i am unemployed."
"oh sorry then uncle....."
"EH?! WHY?! i say i unemployed then you dun wan tok to me issit?!"
"no sorry sir, but we have a minimum qualification that you have to meet. just to check again sir, are you currently employed or self-employed?"
"i am self-employed." (by this time i just have absolutely NO idea to luff or just crack myself to bits.)
"oh ok then, may i know if your yearly income exceeds blah blah blha..."
"i work for company but i dun take money from company....!"
up till this point, if you don't understand, i guess it's REALLY OK.
because even though it's been a couple of days, im still pretty baffled myself.
"oh uncle, i think im getting confused..."
"oh no it's ok, it's really quite hard to understand."
......
.........
...............

then you have some ladies who'd pick up the phone
and u'd have them sound quite paranoid about you being a lady and trying to locate their honeyed hubbies.
how can i sound like aunty and then try to be interested in your honeeeyyyy.?

then there's the scary times when doreen would listen to our conversations
initially, theres the immense stress put on us cuz i suppose it's human nature to be fearful of mistakes.
guess im quite used to it already-
be it in sch or @ work.
in sch i always get caught for doing stupid stuff, niaoed by mrs lee my fav teacher ehhhhhh.
get caught during lectures (3 times if im not wrong) to do REALLY STUPID stuff for the lecturer (thanks to my AA yellow pencil case!!!!)
@ work for sayin wrong things n stuff.
heh! but i guess it's really ok. i must sae i really LEARNT alot..
and came to realise that sales really isn't my thing.
though there's of course alot of tummy-filled excitement you get when u hitch on the first deal of the day.
it's really hard for me to be passionate about this job on a long run.
really like it-on the basis that it's of no doubt a great experience to keep for life, really! :)
thanks pals for e encouragement- i know quite a few of u believe that i can sell things
given that i can talk quite good crap. haha
im an impeccable liar! (=

now im thinking about some of the times spent with gaoxiao.
haha. realised i probably have a talent to scold people heeeee.
especially some silly energy fans. (is silly too cute a word for em?)
it's quite funnny because at the end of the day
i think im REALLY one-of-a-kind KIND hearted person.
BIG heart, you call it.

and before i'd really conclude that i have that huge a heart
allow me to ~~curse~~ grumble about this old fella whom by 99.9999999% is born with quite a screwed-up face, trying to keep leaning backwards on the train.
and yes, screw the train that keeps breaking down for whatever reason i haven't checked out and causing me to lose half of my hourly pay of a generous 7 buckies per hour.
but put that aside, the MAIN subject of complaint is that stupid balding old coconut head who SO OLD ALREAdy why still working i DUNNO.
must be because he sat in jail for half his life to serve a molest sentence.
oh no, im getting mean :(
no lah, i am fine. can protect myself against old man, small man, trans, ALL CAN.
u dunoo, u wanna learn, can ring me up, i give free lessons.
all u need to know is one trick that never fails to work.
oops- Out Of Point, Sorry!!!!

anyway, but i oso bery pai seh today lehs.
STOOOOpid train lah, dunoo why so jerky.
the usually stable-pompee-on-e-train-me actually nearly created a domino effect!
thanks to the sturdy guy next to me who managed to buffer the impact.
TWICE.
haha! (=

enough of crapping, im truly satisfied!
have a great night aheadddd!
muaks!

?!

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 1/04/2005 08:51:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

10,000 angels cried.

it could be 10,000
it could be 100,000
or even millions of angels.
it's enough to know that angels and man-alike
are stopping by this second to observe this grief
of losing a tenth of a million of our brothers and sisters we'd call it.

every morning i see the tears of angels falling from heaven.
every morning i wake up feeling relieved i've another day ahead.
this morning, i've decided to seek my aunt's permission to donate 200 dollars.
it is, it may be insignificant in comparison to the hundreds of millions of dollars countries all over the world are pouring in,
nonetheless, i hope it's going to help in any way it can...

so people, no little is little.

and you know what?
i've never seen the world so united before.

so it's really in the darkness u see the stars sparkle.
way to go =)

keep everyone in ur prayers k =)

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 1/02/2005 01:54:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

after much search i finally managed to dig out energy's albums to listen.
haha. realised that the albums after wu xie ke ji are almost strangers-like to my discman/cd player.

apparently my table's in a mess and that's superstitiously a lousy start for 2005. but im still excited for this coming year. =))

last nite was at yuying's place doing the countdown.
sinful sinful. here, i shall recount what my digestive system had to endure:
-3 servings of beehoon.
-2 oily but nice chicken wings.
-6 sushis.
-1 cup of green tea, and another of root beer.
-2 tuna puffs.
-1 serving of hokkien mee.
-2 fried tofu.
-1 slice of hawaiian pizza.
-1 satay.
ps: sometimes i really wonder why my appetite can be so frightening yet at other times, i can don't feel like eating. maybe my appetite is a complement to seasonal events! hahaha!

then there's the class gathering today!
kinda like a farewell for e guys who'll be enlisting and the ONLY girl in our class, yeeling, who's going in for BMT. she's on SAF provisional scholarship.
cool huh!! straight to OCS! and her bmt pay's about 1.3K while the guys only get $350. way 2 go gal! today oso damn sinful :( :
-2 pizzas: 1 hawaiian 1 seafood.
-1 plate of spaghetti! yummy!
-2 milky bars mini.
-1 cup of zapple.
-ALOT (and i do mean ALOT) of famous amos cookies! thanks to yokex! haha. yummy!
-chips chips chips!

so my new year resolution's gotta pave some space for a new one. winks.
to jian fei hahaha! nah im just kidding.
need to save money oso! :p
plus, my trip to aus will have my tummy filled with food too.

on a sadder note, i think it's hightime i give up my favourite food ever- fish.
because. i know it sounds darn dumb but i think our fishes are imported from msia and indonesia rite? and alot of tsunami casualties' bodies are still missing rite? yeah sigh. think im converting to a vegetarian soon.

im happy! i can start using my Executive Planner for 2005! haha.
sounds damn pro, but it's only a pro-loooking organiser lah hahaha!

happy new year! (pull ur ear!)

im dozing offf. just finished dling some songs.
damn hard to find sources to dl songs liao ah. SIAN diaoz.

anyway, last thing.
YANZI ROCKS.

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 1/01/2005 11:52:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets