-_-
i guess since mid last year i've toned down to become a mild energy fan
in a way it's good. yet not in another way.
but that's not the main point.
i know i haven't been there most of the time with dGt..sOwEe..
but i HAVE TO comment on some energy fans who have been real real real URGH. -_-
i thought being a mild mild fan i would be void of having some negative thoughts about some fans...till now i know about some silly juvenile acts of some real OLD wrinkled long hair ah mm.
>_<
you are simply:
Destructive
Elementary in thinking (or even lower. preparatory?)
Barbaric
Boisterous(yeah with all the damn complaints-studded letters EH?)
Ignorant;idiotic;insensible (good 'I's u've got to see the bootlicking habits or whatsoever. if u're capable learn from us then. think u NTU very zai ah i can make it to oxford man. -_-)
Eccentric (u're just plain...WEIRD. ohboy. heartfelt worries out to all the living mankind. i guess that excludes u. u're livin; but not of the homosapien species. HEEHEE)
i'm totally put off by ur childish acts.
if u dare, write a letter to my school and complain about me la?
HEEHEE. if u're even more daring, find a lawyer and sue me for slander ok? HEEHEE. (chants: oh!! i'm so scared~~~~ Pa PAPaPa!!!)
if u dare, catch me at any energy events and challenge me to a bicker. we'll see who wins with wits and not jealousy eh? i'm PIGU. i'm ahdi fan. if it makes you happy, go complain about me to ahdi...i not scared cos he dun even remember....
i can dare u to many many things
cuz i know, with much of my own confidence,
that beneath all that stealthy piggish doings of urs,
u're someone with either too high an ego just because shuwei called u by ur name or whatever shit. or u're just someone who puts on a facade, and behind that facade, u're one with extremely low to the pits confidence, embedded with an infiltratable amount of jealousy of others. OH COME ON. GET A LIFE WILL YA. :)
so tt's a very obvious reason why i dare to dare you. yeah?
cuz at the end of the day, i know u wun do it HEEHEE.
i've got more guts than u baby.
-chuckles-
so now u know the feeling of being slammed at for some silly things.
if u're feeling that i'm the most stupid person on earth cuz u don't even know me and i'm slamming u right in the face with a SLAP!*piak*
tt's how u make people feel.
"an idiot never fails to recognise others as idiots because she's on herself"
yeah. u're right. if you're smart enough, and i mean ENOUGH, u'd realise that i'm prolly pointing the gun right back at me . yeah yeah! i'm an idiot.
but i believe i'm s-m-a-r-t one. at least smarter and more matured den u lah okie :)
feeling very bu shuang now?! come find me and quarrel la. by all means.
jack neo can "i not stupid"; i can "i not scared".
SEE YA!! *waves*!
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/31/2004 11:48:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
grins
just a pretty happy day
hope to see randall tomolo on the 9pm ch8 show
heez...
and it's american idol tmr~
hope camille pinkie latoya n jasmine put on a great show yeah
looking forward to seeing JPL super cute! :)
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/30/2004 10:53:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
hahahahha
i ha so much but still tired.
turning in nitex dears.
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/30/2004 12:06:00 AM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
gao.xiao.yi.zu
some pictures of the craZy 5 of uS...
sWeeT sWeet memoriEs... hey i'm meeting jiahui nex week @ woodlands for dinner :) so u all free can msg us kz~~
gao.xiao.yi.zu rox on!
this is our quan jia fu neoprint ... :))

ok..must introduce this cute boyboy here okie... :)
he's been with us since the first day we started chasing energy...(almost la huh)...he's what we call..our mascot..and i remember tt our miss aunty, fu jiahui, never fails to decorate her letter to shuwei this cute boyz~~ so much that i suppose shuwei can recognise..oh yeah...and he drew this xiaoboyboy's face..on jiahui's album..haha..gosh so sweet memories...here comes the funny part okiz ;)
for jin qu jiang...as usual jiahui n i, the two oldest but most childish one ah...we decided to draw a megabig xiao boyboy --n i mean ultramegabig (it's twice the size of our usual boards)-- definitely had a hard time with it ok~! :)
ThEn..we reused our mega xiaoboyboy boaRd..at the east cOast event @ marina cove. it was raining...yupz, and when we boarded our vAn..we realised our cute boyboy was gone...so we concluded that he's started swimming to taiwan to find those 4/5 idiots...depending on whether he wanna find toro first or find e4 first...but i think he will find toro first..only toro will play with him lah hahahahahha...TOK COCKM
so it isn't surprising at all when we'll suddenly pop the qn :
WHERE IS OUR XIAO SAN MAO NOW!!!!
it's here.

after one year...we've come together at the NYP event this year...
seems like we're all heading different directions in life le...
but i will always remember that the day we come together for this NYP event was one of my happiest days... *grins*
this is DGT last september...ambushing at causeway HAHA!

energy rox. gao.xiao.rox.dgt rox
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/28/2004 11:11:00 AM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
good morning!
haha it's gonna be afternoon in an hour's time anyway! :)
yups. had a good long sleep again! that's the reason why i enjoy weekends so so much! though i sleep quite a lot during weekdays too~~
but more slacking time during weekends!
tmr my sch's vball team is playing against AJC
i've got friends in both schs
just hope theyll do well la! :)
hoping that today will be an exciting day cuz we're preparing a 4course meal for my cousin whose birthday falls on yesterdae...so it's pretty much of a belated b'dae "pressie=torture" typa thing :p
*grins*
but i've got tuition again later...groans..
n i'm getting back my red-inked physics paper tmr i think
*YAWNS*
confirm FFFFFFFFFF
wish me luck~!! :)
have a great day ahead man everybarRdeEe!
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/28/2004 10:56:00 AM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
grins
changed the song again~ sorry aprileeE :p
but this song's pretty good too yeah :)
hope u guys like it
aaliyah's i miss you
oh yeah. powerwebmusic, i heard, been's infected with some virus...
lags ur comp...
so a good alternative would be:
www.msealsmusic.com
:>
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/27/2004 11:54:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
paralysis of shock
gosh gosh gosh
i'm
shocked.
shocked.
shocked.
for further details. catch me up for a chat..
and if i'm in the mood i'll tell ya about it
and get hyped up along the way
dun feel like typing it out..
appling (eating apples) away now
*GRINS*
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/27/2004 10:42:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
paralysis of shock
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/27/2004 10:42:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
new song
posted a new song...
one last cry by brian mcknight..
got to know this song through american idol contestant
Camille...yep...i think she did really well with this song
but haven't seen a remarkable performance from her since ! :(
anyway posted up the lyrics too...do scroll down and sing along haha...
but think it's quite a sad song la. :)
sad maybe cuz i've got this feeling before
going for band concert later..i'm still slacking around..
gosh gosh gosh!
hope everyone around will have a good day ahead yeah
:)
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/27/2004 01:25:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
slack slack slack!
boo..woke up after a half-hour nap.
i'm stoning and slacking in front of my computer...
again.
haha...i'm so so so so so bored...
help!
groans
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/27/2004 12:33:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
yEhOo~!!
guess what.
i reached home at about 8+ last night and -bom-!
i slept way till 8+ this morning...:)
that's a 12 hour sleeeeep! yehoo!
-gives a mega-wide grin-!
yupx. so i went out with my squadmates yesterday for my belated birthday celebration...watched the eye..
it did have some scary parts...but it was funnier den it was scary hee:p
i went out laughing...
after which we went for sakae buffet!!! whoohoo!!! i ate alot alot...
and visited the loo for a couple of times. heng my metabolism rate still working okie! ^^
den yiteng lost her handphone...groans. and we took neoprint!!!!!!!! ;p
will post it up when tengx've scanned them...yupxx...it was super exciting la. especially when we were decorating the pix :)
oRiTe ;p
i haven't bathed..guess i gotta go for a shower sOOn!!
*happy*
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/27/2004 09:00:00 AM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
it's the passing of another day...
yupsyups. so it's been a week of havoc happening- scheming n eccentric political ploys spreading its tentacles across the dirty stage all over the world. n well, some suicide case of a mother n two kids.
in any case, i thought it was somewhat irresponsible for the mother to just take her two kids' lives into her own hands. afterall, they have only but passed 1,2 years of their lives and more have yet to come for them...pity pity.
but of cos, i've got to admit tt there could be certain unforeseen circumstances which the general public fails to comprehend...maybe some internal conflict within the family...well...sigh.
but again ah, the thought of the mother tying a RED string is creepy enough to deprive me of a good night's sleep...aHhh!!!!
Andrea Raduucan
wonder if this name would ring a bell to any out there...well, if u've been an avid follower of olympics'00 in i-forgot-where, especially in the gymnaesium, u'd definitely know of this very outstanding young girl, though stout, but definitely mighty. she clinched 4 gold medals...issit? i heard this from my gymnast cousin who's a mega fan of hers haha...definitely someone who'd catch your eye. at that time when i watched the olympics..i expected her to be back in olympics'04, which is to be held in Athens...but God knows what man. -groans- my cousin told me she'd quit gym. so far, u've heard about all the glory..but surely you won't forget about the big hoohaa about her taking some silly drugs, which was supposed to serve as some sort of medication for her...yeps, so yeah, in the end, she was stripped of ALL HER GOLD MEDALS
imagine years and years of hardwork u've put in.
u get what u deserve- 4 gold medals.
at the end of the day,
you are
S T R I P P E D of all evidence of your very own hard work, evidence of years and years of slogging n injuries, n what not.
when i heard it i couldn't but help to feel so so so sad. >_< there you have a girl who's so genuinely talented in gymnastics and POOF! her passion is killed. it's definitely a talent that has gone wasted...
if i have you to fill in this: what would it be?
the killing of one's passion... ___________________________________________________
PASSION
perhaps, individually, i'm one who values much freedom, independence, passion...i really live for the moment...i hate to live to regret cos i think it makes me regret to live more..haha..oh no i'm suicidal. kick ur backside la...
i think life's been pretty fair to me...at least for now...so i've got no complaints heehee :p
to me...passion's such an amazing power...stunning type of motivating force...but yet so fragile...it's so easily killed. or maybe u'd say "then it's not passion. passion's not to die"...shrugs...sometimes
beeeg beeeg sigh! *HAI*!!!!
heehee. my role model in life. currently la. i know i always ramble about ahdi...but ahdi wun be my role model in life...frankly. it's KOFI!!!
just for some toot-people's (just kidding heeeee) information, Mr. Kofi Annan is the present Secretary-General of United Nations...he's inspired me to become a diplomat! a war diplomat! [shit i'm talking big cock again. i wanna be so many so many so many things!!!!!!>_<] i have so many things to learn from him... i wanna have as good a temper as him. but i definitely wont be a miss-nice okie. cosssss i'm still me. i'm original!!!! *grins*...
COFFEE Ah-NaN!!!!!
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/26/2004 12:09:00 AM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
yawns
so many things to post but mind's blanked.
blog tomolo...a real long one perhaps.
the world is, i agree, in a bigbigbigbigbig mess! AIYO!!!!!
i've got a new idol. not really idol. someone i respect la.:)
kofi annan.
i must own a book about him by june...
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/25/2004 01:43:00 AM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
yEah
i took a 5 hour nap today.
i broke my record of 3 hours per nap kinda thing.
hahaha...5 hours!!!!
n i dreamt of energy's concert. madness. i've been dreaming of them lately
haha...:)
still, it's an achievement to sleep for 5 hours straight as a nap...haha..from 5pm to 10pm. whoohoooooo...!
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/22/2004 11:04:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
smiles!
ahdi finally come online!
hooooo
hooooo
hooooo
hooooo
RAY!!!
ah
ah
ah
ah
ah
CHOOO! down with flu boo.
ah
a
h
DI
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/21/2004 11:59:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
yawnyawn
today was the ccteam04 big day...we clinched a third..
:)
i have to admit i guess there was a streak of disappointment
but all was soothed after we had the evaluation back @ nanyang...
pouring us what they really felt, boy am i convinced they really put in their best... was really touched by what they said...things like they really did their best...girls...juniors..that was enough...:)
just wanna sae..i guess the day we dun clinch the challenge trophy will have to come one day...can't expect to be at the top all the time too :)
but i'm really really proud of all of ccteam04... it's been great knowing u guys. i'm glad our paths have crossed (though u may not feel the same! haha)
i must praise joelyn cos i think (at least from what i saw) ... your window flap has improved tremendously!!!! :) really glad to know tt... above all, must learn from our mistakes...and like what weiwen said while tearing..we will dong1 shan1 zai4 qi3... :)
2 years later...u guys must be back okie :) n carry on the legacy.. :)
after eating with my teammates...@ thai noodle house..i went for my religious classes...really tired. actually i'm really afraid of losing my memory...though there is some not-so-good memories...but i've come to realise that i'll forget the not so good memories pretty soon...just that for a period of time i'll keep thinking about it...but most precious of all, i'm really afraid of losing my memory cos it's a bank of all my precious thoughts and flashbacks...i'm scared of aging!!!!!!:(
darn. think i gotta quickly get the usb cable for gd88. upload all my pics in my cam fone. :) orite. take care evbody. :)
muaks
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/20/2004 11:26:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
mAn!!
got tortured and whipped with cReam..haha
spent it with my tuition friends.. :>
well..my smates couldn't make it cos alot of them got block test nex week!!..lucky me i should sae..at least i din have to mug on my b'dae. though i stil had to do maths. booooo.
will celebrate with my smates nex friday! today dgt oso not free..think they go see breakdance competition..hmmz..
yup thanks everyonneee...shui, zinc, cen, rong, aunt rita...and others who put in effort okies. and haha nicholas who cut his finger...sorry! :)
n heard toro injured himself..met with some accident...sigh..
toro i so sorry...take care lehx...
will try to post some pics up tmr :) kinda lazy to do so now...=p
n tomolo's the big day for ccteam'04...i really hope we will do well!!!! so much hard work...hope it pays off... :)
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/19/2004 11:27:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/19/2004 05:43:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
blessed
i guess, i know, I AM blessed.
haha...i thank God for all He has given me
though i DO grumble about my sore life much cuz of maths
i suppose i am lucky enough to be blessed with great friends, great squadmates great family who have been there for me
thanks for the supposed-ly-surprise pressie for me shui, zinc...n the rest...
i really do thank God for all He has given me.
spare me of my grumbles of what He hasn't given me
but as the saying goes...
"We miss a lot of opportunities because we can't get over the closed door...n in the end, we miss the open door..."
Life's never fair but it's been nice to me...thankss...
thanks all :)
:( but still quite disappointed can't see toro on my birthday huh.
guess it's all fated...this time energy come..also abit sad. but it's okay!
it's a brand new year ! :)
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/18/2004 11:38:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
=)
i'm starting to miss ahdi ha...
n the worst thing that can happen this week would be tt toro's not coming over to singapore anymore.
GREAT.
for once i thought got some star i like coming around my bdae.
it's all fated...oh dear what have i done to deserve all thesE
or is it i haven't done enough
ah!
nvm.. ;) it'll be a better tomolo yeah :)
i shall type this story manually myself
heh. i know it's a story known to many but i'd still liek to share it any way
FOOTPRINTS
One night a man dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. for each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand.
Then he noticed that at the lowest times in his life, there was only one set of footprints.
"LORD, you said that if i followed you, you'd walk with me all the way. But during troubled times, there is only one set of footprints."
The LORD replied, "My son, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that i carried you."
:)
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/18/2004 01:21:00 AM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
good morning!
hey morning to everyone :)
had a great sleep only to be disturbed by my aunty who came to visit my granny and me! haha...
had a really down night last nite...so many thoughts running through..
but i'm glad i still woke up and today's a much better day..
with a better sunshine a better me!
n boy am i glad i got a positive response from my aunt about the global youth leadership conference...now it's left with my uncle to give the nod...-grins-
maybe i should start soliciting some sponsorship now huh...
haha...to all my rich friends...if u all don't mind sponsoring a poor soul(that's me) for a trip to Washington DC to attend this challenging conference do tag me on the tagboard yeah :)
in any case, thanks for ur help... hahaha! i need to raise about S$5000 and i'll pay the rest by myself i guess. haha...it's almost about $8000. money no enough.
oh yeah...another way can help is do shower me with great suggestions what are the organisations i can possibly seek sponsorship from...i've thought of a few...mediacorp, singapore press holdings, my school principal(i mean, nanyang), NTUC...so can help me think of somemore and tag it along the tagboard kx...thanks for ur help peeps :)
and do help real soon k!! cuz not much time left for me ... and i need to send in the money sOon...before all the vacancies are being taken up.. :) hopefully it doesn't yeah. 'll be filling in all the necessary stuff tonite...
it's been a long time since i've really fought for my dreams..i really hope to go for this conference i guess...:) it's sucha rare experience and i believe it's God's gift to me... :) so pals, if there's any way u can help, i sincerely pray for ur help...n thank God for it.. love ya guys ;)
yups. prolly gonna have to prepare to get out of my house soon :)
hope it doesn't RAIN!!!!!!! it's sucha beautiful day...
ps: universal will give sponsorship one not .
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/17/2004 09:15:00 AM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
a strange dejavu
a strange faith
a strange hope
how strange
i have none at all.
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/17/2004 12:47:00 AM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
my heart dropped after reading this .. haha..
cLiCk hEre fOr mOre insPirinG stOries...
Touching life story.....
A young man was getting ready to graduate college. For
many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer's
showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told
him that was all he wanted.
As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited
signs that his father had purchased the car. Finally, on the
morning of his graduation his father called him into his private
study. His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine
son, and told him how much he loved him. He handed his son
a beautiful wrapped gift box.
Curious, but somewhat disappointed the young man
opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Bible. Angrily,
he raised his voice at his father and said, "With all your money you
give me a Bible?" and stormed out of the house, leaving the holy
book.
Many years passed and the young man was very successful in
business.
He had a beautiful home and wonderful family, but realized his
father was very old, and thought perhaps he should go to him. He
had not seen him since that graduation day. Before he could make
arrangements, he received a telegram telling him his father had
passed away, and willed all of his possessions to his son. He
needed to come home immediately and take care things.
When he arrived at his father's house, sudden sadness and
regret filled his heart.
He began to search his father's important papers and
saw the still new Bible, just as he had left it years ago. With
tears, he opened the Bible and began to turn the pages. As he
read those words, a car key dropped from an envelope
taped behind the Bible.
It had a tag with the dealer's name, the same dealer who had the
sports car he had desired. On the tag was the date of his graduation,
and the words...PAID IN FULL.
How many times do we miss God's blessings because they are not
packaged as we expected?
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/16/2004 01:07:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
unconditional love
cLicK heRe fOr mOre heartwaRming stOries...
here gOes...
A story is told about a soldier who was finally coming home after having fought in Vietnam. He called his parents from San Francisco.
"Mom and Dad, I'm coming home, but I've a favor to ask. I have a friend I'd like to bring home with me."
"Sure," they replied, "we'd love to meet him."
"There's something you should know the son continued, "he was hurt pretty badly in the fighting. He stepped on a land mind and lost an arm and a leg. He has nowhere else to go, and I want him to come live with us."
"I'm sorry to hear that, son. Maybe we can help him find somewhere to live."
"No, Mom and Dad, I want him to live with us."
"Son," said the father, "you don't know what you're asking. Someone with such a handicap would be a terrible burden on us. We have our own lives to live, and we can't let something like this interfere with our lives. I think you should just come home and forget about this guy. He'll find a way to live on his own."
At that point, the son hung up the phone. The parents heard nothing more from him. A few days later, however, they received a call from the San Francisco police. Their son had died after falling from a building, they were told. The police believed it was suicide. The grief-stricken parents flew to San Francisco and were taken to the city morgue to identify the body of their son. They recognized him, but to their horror they also discovered something they didn't know, their son had only one arm and one leg.
The parents in this story are like many of us. We find it easy to love those who are good-looking or fun to have around, but we don't like people who inconvenience us or make us feel uncomfortable. We would rather stay away from people who aren't as healthy, beautiful, or smart as we are. Thankfully, there's someone who won't treat us that way. Someone who loves us with an unconditional love that welcomes us into the forever family, regardless of how messed up we are.
Tonight, before you tuck yourself in for the night, say a little prayer that God will give you the strength you need to accept people as they are, and to help us all be more understanding of those who are different from us!!!
There's a miracle called Friendship That dwells in the heart You don't know how it happens Or when it gets started But you know the special lift It always brings And you realize that Friendship Is God's most precious gift!
Friends are a very rare jewel, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed They lend an ear, they share a word of praise, and they always want to open their hearts to us
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/16/2004 12:44:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
heh
have been sleeping quite well..nice dReams...
but dreams never came true for mE.. =(
listening to all the old energy albums..haha..
dejavu--what a match to my blogskin... =)
prolly gonna go bang on my piano laTer :)
but before that i'll go look for a nice nice poem to post here..
read fang's blog...the simple poem...brought back some sorta memories
shruGs.. :)
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/16/2004 12:40:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
=)
so fast 5 days all past le...hmmmm...
suddenly i got a feeling... i should start putting my heart into whatever i do...
shrugs..haha..a suddenl feeling la :)
maYbe i should start studying with my heart and when energy come chase with my heart..haha....
ahdi :) hmmm..yeah...david gan...hmmm yeah...shuwei...hmm yeah...kunda...hmm...yeahz...milk~hmmm yeah...connie...hmmm yeah...cAt hmm yeah...yellow ge hmm yeah...i wun forget the sad tone in his voice when he replied my byebye..though it was like with this so-niang voice :)
this time not say a lot of memories...but still worth remembering...
the rest of DGT...got enjoy can le yeah :)..quite sad i slept on the second day...but like i always say...it's all fated...anyway that day after physics paper my headache was really quite quite bad...migraine...yepz...
tomolo still must wake up early go back nanyang..try to wake up as early as possible..look at the time now..haha..so i can't send eg off but it's okay..guess they'll be safe anyway...so thatll be okie le :)
really looking forward to the next time they come over yeah
from now till then, ENERGY take caRE! n i'll try to put my heart into everything i do.. hahaz...and i better start discussing about going to washington dc for the conference to my aunt soon... great opportunity...
look good on testimonial lehx. :p n i guess there'll be a chance to talk to the US senators..and hope can go over visit some university campuses...and decide if i really really wanna go over to study...or send in some application...
shrugs....maybe i'll go InDIa study!!!! :p also not bad! :)
really tired le...take care every friend of mine...:)
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/15/2004 03:35:00 AM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
i mean yesterday haha
hahaz...
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/12/2004 08:36:00 AM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
surge of happiness~
yEa..gxyz finally come out together once again!!
kinda miss those times...and i shed a tear today at nYp cuz damn touched..
AH!!
n i miss energy tooo...
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/12/2004 08:34:00 AM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
YAWNS!!!
haven't blogged for two days
kinda down with headaches...sob =(
feeling really unwell la.
den slept early thought can solve problem...
slept at 9, in the end only feeling more tired
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hahaha but i love sleeEEeEping!!!!!!!!!
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/05/2004 09:29:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
=)
i was walkin and walkin
and i thought of this
"it's not the number of steps that i take in this life; it's how beautiful my steps are..."
seriously thought about why i wanna go overseas to study when i chatted with yokex today :)
definitely not for the sake of going; not cos i can't qualify for sg uni(damn that 5% haha)...perhaps perhaps it was to go with the flow. but that WAS a past thinking, not applicable to the present thinking of mine...
i told yokex, i wanna taste the different aspects of life haha...tt's why i wanna go over to another country to experience a new kind of life, but also because i'm sick and tired of life in singapore. seriously :)
i thought about going to india to study before hahaha! but i guess i'm not matured enough to take such a HAPPENING change.. :D
but i'll come back singapore to work(if i reallly go anywhere that is; might just end up in sg..-groans-), because i must return to sg what i took from her. tt's the very loyal aspect la, but i also remember promising my teacher tt i must gan3 en1... :)
block test is coming hahahhaa, no way i can finish it. i'll just do my best and let God do the rest.. *GRINS*! :p
kill the damn competition! yeah
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 3/02/2004 01:19:00 AM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
money no enough!
-aussie trip in jan!
-sunblock! to shield myself from skin cancer haha!
-gu-niang slippers! i desperately need 1!
-a cap!
-laptop! this shall be bought with my hard-earned money!
-more clothess!!! desperate need of em. haha.
-a new bag! girlie one!
-moremoremore accessories! earrings, necklaces, anklets! n remember to wear em? ;p
-new wallet! not in desp need though. i kinda am used to the current one though its big. (=
2-0-0-5!
.world peace.
.learn singing, composing, guitar.
.complete my gr 8 piano.
.learn driving!!!. ive got my licence already!
.French Open '06
.prolly study mass comm @ NTU i already am doing so
.have lotsa FUN in my uni years.
.know more people and get more exposure.
.be the best i can be for God.
.spend quality time with my fam, esp. granny!! :)
.an attachment/internship.
.OVERSEAS EXCHANGE PROGRAMME!
i hope in this life that i hold,
i will have the strength to make this world a better place =)
"In life, it's not the number of steps you take;
it's how beautiful those steps are..."
(nick)names:
sarah jane, xie zhen. janeee.
jarnei. ostrich. pEebOoz` a.k.a pigu
schools: sngs(pri.). nyps. nygh. tjc. hcjc :)
burpday: 19 march 1986. piscean.!!
loves: JESUS! (:.
my mum. kofi annan. ahdi.
ian thorpe. mike phelps. rafael nadal. roger federer.
marat safin. andy roddick.
martina hingis. yanzi. leehom. taozhe. f.i.r.
whitney houston. natalie portman