it's raining!
right right. i'm in one fantastic mood now! *psst* i got my desired nap what! :). din go for tuition today. *GrinS*. doubt i'll be there tmr either. -shudders at the thought of aunty nagging-
but guess i've got pretty accustomed to it! hmmmm, it's all for my good anyway! but i really had to stay home to do my rememdial stuff. *hehx*. i kinda owed my Idiot's Guidebook = Mrs Lee my tutor, a chapter plus a couple of qns which i blur-edly and kindly forgotten. HEE!
but one unfortunate thing that happened today would be the collapse of another expressway, which i forgot the name of. uh.
guess what i'm thinking?
well f. yeah. i know it's gonna sound so out of the question and freakin' hilarious, but who cares? right. i'm pondering if the collapse of the expressways are part of the terrorists' intelligent plots. well, it could have been the alternative plan to attacking singapore since they are smart enough to realise that the security in sg's tight, so they might as well ambush their attack in an area that the govt would never have imagined. kill me if that pleases you, but just feel that the string of events of collapses seem to go too well. let's just pray with our mightiest efforts that my conjecture is wrong and should/must be condemned deep into the drain.
but then again, even if it's not terrorists' attack. i was thinking, it's due time our singapore grounds can't tolerate the weight of all the buildings and roads anymore, that's why cracks have been slowly meandering their way through, and finally, materialise a major collapse. pardon me, but why expressways? it totally fits the description, ain't it?
20-30 april being hot fav. period for terrorists attacks. plus they vowed they were going to attack economic strongholds. i mean places that would adversely have an undesired impact on singapore's already-weakened economy. ah well. 2 expressways down. endless jams until.........Lord knows when. just in case u're still unaware, singapore's in the top 10 asian countries susceptible, or rather, vulnerable to the attacks. May God bless all of us, i'm sure he will.
my heart cringes and feel really cramped up when the idea of not knowing what will happen nex pops into my head. it's definitely a scary thought that any str8 person should not/would not even have the time to harbour. but that's when times are good, not economically, but socially and what not. look at our world now. it's not only full of blemishes, it's......grotesquely vandalised.. u know, if it was a blank fresh clean, white sheet of paper, it would have been perfect in the eyes of a child. well, yeah, ignorance's bliss anyway! then as we slowly grow up, the clean white sheet of paper slowly gets black little dots...just wondering, by the time i die, what would my paper be like? a black paper with a few white dots? anyway, i guess everyone'd have a different picture by the time the path of our lives are nearing an end... :)
wOAh! how philosophical, but hope it's worth a penny of your thoughts!
i'm freaking bored again. cuz. i just woke up, ate my dinner and just started typing CRAP! and it's quite the end of my crap session already. *hEez*
lastly, why is my activation energy for doing work so bloody high?
gdi.
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/29/2004 06:56:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
frivolous frivolous!
explored the internet using my phone today! gosh, another whole bomb of numbers gonna appear on my billllll. e-mailed myself the pic i took with booboo ages ago, when she was in mgs uniform and me, in st.nicks uniform :). then the other one was taken with liying!!!!! my ol' klassmate in sec4/4. :p. took outside hwachong, at the hc bustop! :p
haha. today mrs koh was on mc. and this super mega petite teacher came and took over. well yeah, she's a f-math teacher...but that's not the point. soft-spoken she is, she actually attached this mobile speaker to herself...and started communicating with us(to put it nicely was to say she communicated with us.....nastily, she was in her own world.) using her mic. but the funny thing was...she looked like a suicide bomber. except that her "bomB" was white in colour! heeeee. :)
and ran 2 rounds around hc&chinese high. it was like freaking humid but so proud of sharon booboo mich and myself! we actually completed the two rounds, unlike some lazy bums -_-. hahahaa! the motivation for running was to lose fats! wahhahaha! :p n we went over the tchs to take a shower. the feeling was shiok!!!!!!! but the chem lesson after break was in a non-aircon room. how apt! -rolls eyes-
i'm so so so bored now.
grrr.
helpme.
save me.!
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/29/2004 12:39:00 AM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
heh!
*whistles* i managed to send myself an e-mail using my own phone. my fone bill's gonna shoot right up man!!!!!!!!!! -frowns-. but the lucky thing is, i've got an extra sim-card...*grins*. but still, it's so extravagant of me to just activate my GPRS any-o-how. *reflection time*
today was a good day i suppose :). din go for tuition hehe. but that's not the main point. main point is, finally went out with aunty gAng...wah finally the vball season's over. but i think it's still another week of playing before we're gonna settle down to mug. WAHHAHA. we'll see we'll see, if it actually takes us a week (or more...) to do just tt. :)
today was also a cranky day. hehehehhehee. did my best to imitate the MRT talkings! i bet i was super irritating...well, this guy actually tried to shush me up(okie. i think alot of people wanted to do just tt...) but i din hear. and i din know until mich told me. *grinx* well....as the saying goes...ignorance's bliss...
even if i did hear him ask me shut up, i'd just continue to be in my own bubble space. hehehe!
n samuel tan is confirm a good teacher! wHY?! cuz he's so amazingly activated my cranky self. during what? during physics lecture... and why???? cuz i din understand a single piece of shit he was mumblin' about and so, i gave up listening. but now ...think about it. i feel bad for disturbing others. jarnei shan't do so the nex time. -mummy taught me thiS: JaNE, u must spare a thought for others!-. *listens to mummy* (we'll see........*GRINS*!)
anyway, heard a few songs from cyndi's album. pretty nice, i'd say. but very typical type of her. the very sweet kind. nice to hear for the first few times but too saccharin(or however the shit u spell it) for subsequent hearings...would prefer penny though. :). more talented and more to my liking.
in the blink of an eye, toro's coming soon..............
*looks at pocket* my saving's gone again...
xin xin ku ku save up...den.................................
looks like i've gotta pinch up my thick skin and ask for $ again. gosh.
i know it's not right..but, dun even wanna think about missing a chance to see guo bao bei. he's too nice to gxyz le. toro u rock!
okie, this the picture i sent myself thru my fone...super small. but my phone's resolution is good right? hEhehe. this was during..JTS! yupyup. remember i cried the night before. real badly. real real badly. ok shut up jane. everyone knows what u're driving at. *slaps myself*. okie. i'm goin' nuts. whahahahha!
okie. wth. the pixels so big. haha...today booboo chacha not with us for movie...humph.
oh yeah! and we watched 50 first dates today @ PS...n had a whole good 2 hours gossiping wahhaha! that's what aunties do, isn't it? anyway the movie wasn't fantabulous...easy to get by but won't leave me an impression anyway. but it was hilarious..and tickled me one moment and teared me the other. in any case, a good relaxing movie i'd say. but i'm so so so so enthu about watching er. *thinks* A DATE WITH TAD HAMILTON! (hope i've spelt that last name right.)...looks fun....and DAWN OF THE DEAD~!!!!!!!
recently been thinking so hard. for what? i absolutely have no idea. tt's the thing. i wish i could turn back time...urgh. i wish things would go my way. but reality's a whole different story from ur wishes. and it often, goes against ur wishes. *frowns*. that's a sad thing huh.
would u rather be a mediocre in all things u do, and experience the joy and little successes u've achieved in the many fields....or, would u rather strike it big? i'm so confused myself. but anyway. guess show's starting soon. gotta end my crap. wheee.
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/27/2004 11:13:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
pEez
hMmMmmMmm...had quite an enjoyable friday and saturDay :)
though now i'm aching all over, i guess it's ok cuz i actually had a gooooood sleep, n i woke up 'naturally'...not being disturbed by any salesman or my alarm or anything. heh heh heh!
today's blog's gonna be long~!!! n filled with pics~
23rd aPriL 2004
by rite, every month's 23rd's a special day to gao.xiao.yi.zu cuz it's the day we started coming together and draw stupid but funny boards for energy! :) then slowly, came the evolution of DGT which stands for Daisuki, Gao.xiao.yi.zu, TKGS...hehehehe. so yesterday was quite a day for us..actually only 7 of us cuz we went to marina for steamboat. and a few insects decided to join our small FARmerli. *hehz*.
n da xiong shu shu...(wish i could see ahdi do that dumb action!!!! haha...) came and joined us for awhile too! so sweeeet! but we din take picture with him! booz! hahaz...
okiEe..let's seeeeeeee some of the picSs...and can seeeee who DGT's made up of! hahaz...
on our way there, while we were waitin' for the bus, this woman approached and stuffed us with all the blue fliers..being nice people, we just took it la. ahah..anyway...in the end, DGT gave all to me!!!!!! >_< as if i was the LARBISH BIN! then i accidentally dropped it and RINA said i litterbug hahaha...(bei4 jie1 chuan1 le...)
but the amazing is this... :
guess how many fingers i have! :p
okie. here's the fooood. actually it looks quite delicious rite? but...the fish was like *PUKES*. grOSs!!!! and it totally disappointed a fish lover like me. sOb. so in the end, i stuffed myself with marinated sOtOng...which were pretty ok. good enough to save the day! haha
okie. so as usual, the foil started getting blacker. n blacker.
n in the end. it was like this :
okiEe..no more fOod. more humanic stuff. hahaha..save for a ghastly(but wanni says it's cute wahhahha) pic latErz.. :p
yepx this' Daisuki's cElinA(top) n loojEan(bottom) heh. haha..loo seems so satisfied with her red-bean ice-cream...n she successfully conned me into eating the red bean ice cream too. but i felt the durian one was nicer! hhaa..in the end i ate 3 icecreams! wOohOo!!!!!
(ps: omg i'm listening to whitney houston's i have nothing. soooo nice)
this is linzeeeeee, eating da craB. i still haven't figured out how to eat one. teach me pls!!!
this is gaoxiao's mother, huiling! hahaha...too bad aunty jiahui's not around. silly girl, so excited about it in the end never turn up!!! humph! she must be tired. sOBz.
this is sister waNni *speaks with indian accent* haha...another red bean icecream ^^
this is sister rina. haha, good chance to get bacK at her cuz she posted all my malu-ating pics on her blog on my birthday!!!!!!!!! haha. can post nicer one maAAAAAA! lol.
haha! this is the ghost-pic of meeeee, done with the misty effect! notice that haNd on my shoulder? hEhehEhh...so hu's the ghost!?
this is gao.xiao.yi.zu, with mother huiling in blue, myself in my uniform, sister wanni in red and sister rina in blue. right, the one missin's aunty jiahui. i'm gonna strangle her when i see her hahaha!
omg. so many pictures...*faintS*
then we started walking to the further busstop...hoping that there would be less people but boy we were wrong!!!!. anyway, on our way, we noticed a nun sitting in the middle roAd!meditating with her eyes open... hahahaha!!!!
this is the 7 of uSs...missing's nicolE who's studying for her exams...clAriSsa...aunty jiahui who disappeared >_<, lipei and ting ting! yep, there's 12 of us in aLL! :)
this is gao.xiao.yi.zu by the roadside. hahaha! nana looks like a passerby lol! i have no idea what i was doin'! wanni's the elvis presley here and...mother huiling's the typical guai energy fan here with the energy sign...haha! :)
AtLAntIs!!!!! on 24th apRiL'04
it was a super fun! but tiring....day! haha. i'm really aching all over now!! gOsh!!!!!!>_< these were our checkpoints:
1)school.
2)harbourfrOnt (by this time we were all....drenched and running like some wet chickens....)
3)wEst cOast... ran a long long way and thanks for qifAn for his quick wit! without it, we wouldn't have known it's west coAst~
4)NTU had a great time stepping on the therapeutic pebbles~ but it was super duper painful can!!! n, sweetest thing was i saw a quite-shuaige. *grins* aHHh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i should have gotten his number right or at least taken a picture with him.!.!aRgh!!!!>_<
from right: me, booboo-xiaoxin, mingjuan our wonderful GI!, qiFan the super streetwise one,zihui who's busy on her fonE scolding one of the rovers whose name i forgot..n lilian!
5)sEmbAwANg hotsPring wEnquAn we gobbled down a half-boiled egg each.(my traditional breakfast! haha) n it was cooked with the hot water there...cool eh. but we took a very long time to reach this checkpoint cuz we actually lost our wAy. bOohOoz.
6)LOVE sign outside paRkmaLl..by this time we were the 4th group already...and still kana shua-ed by the rovers there. -angry- hahaz..but anyway..we still found a couple to kiss in front of the LOVE thing..:) so swEet!!!!
7)LiTtle inDia i think this was the most tiring checkpoint...walked sooooo soooo much!!! haha..
8) quEen's sTreEt
9)buGis pARcO junction... we were made to like run around with plastic bags..supposedly dance liondance with it. pretty crappy but it's so fun cuz we maluated ourselVes!!! this' what the games' about rite! :)
10) piTstoP = mErlion! we were the firSt!!!!!! *whistLesss*!!!!!!
but the picture's incomplete without our GI, mingjuan!...heres the perfect n last picture i'm gonna post up. whoohoo. tired tired after blogging and copy-n-pasting soo much!!!!!
have a good day everyone!
bOoz! i'm soooo tired!
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/25/2004 09:00:00 AM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
tired tired day
today's another lousy day spent at aunty's house, groaning and moaning and getting damn fed-up (now i realise fed up comes from F-ed up) with some physics qns. in the end, i gave it all up and got glued to the tv set instead. forget it haha! guess i'm still only half-heartedly ready to buck up my physics. urgh. i know how important these few weeks are...but darn it, why do i lack so much self-discipline.
i've finally realised...i really need to be kept busy so that my achievement is at its peak. give me time to slack at home and i'll definitely slack for u to see. stuff me with loads to do and i'll keep thinkin time's not enough and i'll have a little bit more sense of urgency. but either way, it's unhealthy and i'll not benefit from it in the long run. hehe.
perhaps that's why i can never imagine myself doing a 9-5 job. u know, those kind, wake up, drive to work, sit in office, accomplish work n all. blahs. how fun and exciting can life be in such a monotonous day. -_-. but i definitely can imagine myself driving around singapore..heh heh heh. like a project manager or something. that's more me i guess. oh pleaseee, no 9-5 job for meeeeee. *all right, i hear aunty rita's "God will punish you waN!"*
+covers ears+
nah. life's just not fulfilling if i have to spend my next 30 years or so with a 9-5 job. i used to wanna be an obs instructor...but... *stares at sagging n fat tummy that hasn't been through much workout for a lonnng lonng time...*..looks like i've gotta forget about that idea heez =)...
but i really really really really wanna go backpacking!!! wheee.. even if it's alone. *chuckles*...and i'll bring along with me a good digital camera...take pictures of beautiful scenery, hunks(hopefully the memory space in my cam would be taken up!!!!!!).....off i go to my dreamland....woahhhhhhhh...there are so many so many things i wanna doooooo~!!!!!
1) learn malay/japanese. *heeding mdm toh's advice haha*...well, who knoes, malays may dominate the world for the next century or something, so it's always safer to pick up the malay language...just in case they decide to do something nasty to you..for example, planting a bomb on u and convert u to become one of the suicide bombers.....(just kidding)..u can sprout out something at least... "_#%@*%_@#%"...
2) complete my grade 8 piano... -grins-..well stopped it cuz of competition when i was in sec4..was too busy then, and kinda losing interest. but without doubt, that interest has rekindled in me.. =) i'm determined to earn my grade 8 cert by september'05. i must, i will, i can. well. in any case, that still might be a challenge cuz it's only normal that a student will require 2 years to complete grade 8. yupz. but. i shall be one exception. it's not as if it's hard to achieve or something right. anyway i'll be on like 6/7 months leave after my As :)
3)i hope to learn a new instrument i wanted to take up drums..then my friend say..it's boring after a while..i wanna learn violin. :)...but 18 year old starting at grade 1...i've gotta get by my own thinking first! haha. afterall, what's the saying "huo dao lao xue dao lao" for? surely it won't even hurt abit if i were to learn when i'm 80 or something rite :)...we'll see we'll seeeee. =)
4) learn driving!!!!!! wheeeeeeeeeee! i'm already imagining myself speeding down singapore highways and blasting my car's sound system.(if i can afford one that is ...haa. let me drool, let me drool!)
5) go australia with my smates we've been saying that we wanna go overseas together donkey years ago...hope our plan this time will materialise anyhow!!! :) we're gonna go aussie to shop shop shop! and shop till we drop alllllll right :)
6) i really wanna go backpacking with all my heart man. i wanna learn about other countries' culture....whoohoo!!!!!
that's so much i wanna do after my As.....................-into dreamland-......
looking forward to the weekend anyways! though tmr's a loooooong, looooooong...day. having dinner with dgt -grins-. yehoo!
i'm feeling kinda weary already. maybe it's time i turn in. but again, no...cuz my hair's not dry yet. and past experiences have shown that if i sleep with my hair wet...it's MAD hair day the nex day. so i shan't risk it. HEH HEH HEH!!
anyways, love ya people.
mUAks!
jArnEIz.
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/22/2004 11:24:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
hehx
running 4x100 tomorrow. suddenly no urge to run...
but i'll just do it la. it's only a hundred metres...very fast finish de.
joining atlantis! haha. this amazing race thingy organised by my school's OAC...sounds fun ;) it's like from 7-7 12 hour kinda thing. heh heh heh! all the weight loss.......WAHH HAHAHAHAHHAHAH.
siaoz.
okiex dokex. learnt something today...
i really will try not to go back on my promise ever again.
cos u dunno if the person on the other side whom u've promised would be disappointed in u.
sad to say, i think i must have disappointed xiaoxin. feeling so bad...
sorry.
i finally understood the feeling of kinda being let down. well, it's not a mega big thing la :). but it's just a small passing lesson that brought me back to much of my senses...=)
gonna pack my bag and sleep :p
nite.!
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/21/2004 10:54:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
hEez
it'ssss so late into the night already. :)
but i just completed my GP essay n did something quite unconventional to go with it [again]. hope mdm toh doesn't malu me!
well i just write what i really feel... :)
and i'm pretty much far from the ideal student any singapore school would want. haha...
just now on my way home, aunty rita's old student haowei told me some freaky stories. shall share some with my classmates during our chalet!!! wheez...ahahaz...hope i dun forget bout them by that time, yEAh :)
it's wednesday tomolo. or rather, today.
but it's not as joyful anymore.
why? because...
1) no more ah beng scholar for my math lecture. and stats boring. maybe cuz i've learnt them already. no eyecandy. no funny teacher. in place of my ah beng scholar is a female teacher called...i can't remember. pai seh! so i'd probably sleep during math lecture. hope i dun go by snoring. HEH.
2) it's running 2.4 tomolo. no more volleyball. it's all napfa-based PE. -groans-. and last week my cute little pe teacher's mood wasn't very fine. ahah. but all was saved by JEFF! haha. he's super duper funny k...-grins-. well. argh. the thought of running under the hot hot sun, sweating as if your body's a mega-massed tap, is urgh! unbearable!!!!!!!!! -frowns-
GDI.
listening to elton john's goodbye yellow brick road...hmmmmm.
've come to realise, oldies so nice to listen and enjoy. but sir elton's gay. hahha...that makes him my pAL?? i'm homo too. hahahha....-gives a pervertic grin-
go n die la.
:) i'm very much awake still. maybe cuz...i slept alot already!!! hahahhahahahhahaa. basically, i think i din go school today, if i hadn't forgotten. oops, i mean, yesterday. (how time flies!!) well, i had soreeye la. >_<
anyway taking class photo tomolo. (i think)
first class foto in two years. wth haha.
that means i have to sleep properly tonight. keke. before it's MAD hair day tmr(that's quite sad huh. not even "BAD" hair day..!!!)
ah wells. hope everyone's today will be filled with,
fun
laughter
peace
n
joy!
MuaKs,
jArneI!
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/21/2004 01:10:00 AM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
*frOwns*
my sleep was disturbed by a salesman. -_-.
URGH!!!!
but all's saved with an apple so feeling okie-okie la. *grinS*
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/18/2004 11:41:00 AM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
sPeciAl people around...
KOFI ANNAN
I guess Mr. Kofi Annan is one of the few that i really admire, so much for his capabilities as a UN Secretary-General and his peace-loving character as a whole. it's really not easy being a good diplomat, especially in a troubled world like today's. sigh sigh sigh. but he's one that's inspired me a lot, in some mysterious way or another...i wanna be like him. i've got a long long way to go...haha. well, if i really have a chance, i'd really love to meet him in person. just imagine the awe he commands man. enough to make me go on my knees. haha..no lah, that's too malu and crazy thing to do in front of someone so confident, so calm, so composed, so..............much of a world leader.
NELSON MANDELA
he's nearly a forgotten guy until mich shared about him during one of the G.P lessons... :) thanks thanks. he spent almost one-third of his life in imprisonment- a result of fighting for what he truly believed in. how many of us would be willing to sacrifice worldly freedom to fight for the freedom of our own people..to me, it's such a noble act. but more to it, the thing that really touched me was his passion in what Nelson Mandela did- standing up so firmly for his idealogies. one great guy that i'll keep in mind as my role model :).
Mr. Goh Chok Tong
sorry for the blur pic man. too tired to surf for nicer pics of Mr. Goh... so i just got this from the www.cabinet.gov.org thingy. haha. :p.
so much thanks to say to him...thanks for taking a hand in leading our small tiny island, to what we are today- a small country with an ever-expanding economy(though it's stagnant or falling now...but just credit Mr. Goh kiex. he's a GREAT guy! :) ) i wish he was my dAd. :p. a knowledgeable and tactful man to be my dad. whoohoo.. poofs! what's more, he's got a freaking clean image... :) nicenice. Mr. Nice Nice.
Mother Teresa
Girl PowEr! :) Mother poWEr!
Beneath the wrinkles, lies a flawless skin, not apparent to shallow-skin-believers...but to people who have come to know about Mother Teresa's kindness. she came from an affluent family but gave it up to help people who needed her more...i, for one, won't be up to doing that...will there be a day? :) i'll leave that with a big question mark :)... i guess Mother Teresa's God's Gift to the people of India(is it..? dun really know lah...) struck with extreme poverty, Mother Teresa's a gem in the mud...how sWeet... :) i guess in a world like today's, we need more people like her...to achieve what you call, world peace... =) all's hopeful.
Ok. back to the more frivolous me :) that's more normal.hEez.
Randall Tan
oright. couldn't find a nice solo pic of him. weariness drowning me la. and my eyes are sooooo tired! :p. anyways. yup. adore him for his good looks. though he looks just average in this picture.. whaha...
hmm...i admire 3 singers too!
1) David Tao.
2) Lee Hom
3) Penny Dai (definitely not cuz energy said they liked her too k. :) well cuz i bought her latest album...and her talent and her unique,clear voice brought her to my attention...:) quite an elegant lady as well! but i'll never gonna be like her...........me? elegant? haha! well that reminds me once again, my klassmates saying that they thought i was gentle and demure when they saw me at first. wah hahahha! -megawatt grin-
wanted to post their pics too. but too tired!!!!
Mao maO dI. aHdI!.
I REALLY LOVE THIS PICTURE OF MAOMAO K. haha.
reminds me of his look at the hotel when i passed him the letter and he turned back to take. his new short hair and his thickrimmed, AH PEH! specs(as shown on the picture) gave him a new, refreshing look. though TOOT. but CUTE!!!!!!!!!! my gosh my gosh!!!!! he's just cute la. :) chEerios for this exterior-cool, interior-cute guy yeah. a very principled young man-to-be. i mean erm, ok. a very principled young man. feels weird saying that. uh! but anyways anyways. alot of people say ahdi act cool...though that's quite true...but if u do see his cute side, he's cuteness totally, n i mean totally, offsets the adorable side of his character. observe his small actions n u'll know. or maybe wait till the moment he smiles at u. heh. :)
hmmmm. maybe i should post a question...
if you could use only lines to represent the world and its people today, what would your picture be like?
loveeeee, jarnei!
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/18/2004 02:40:00 AM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
BIG hey!!!!!!
haven't blogged for a few days but feels as if i havent blogged for donkey years... -grins-
have been online lately though, just din feel like blogging.
i'm about to start packing (only packing no cleaning to be clear bout it..haha) my table which is in a mess.
wanted to capture a shot of my superdupermegaultra messy table but my cam's not workin so toooooo bad :p
yups. so much to pack!!!!! gOshz..~
worksheets all over. wish i could keep my table the messy way it has always been...but the sight's pretty unbearable..
but i'm quite sure it'll be way way messssy when the end of nex week comes.
heh!
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/17/2004 02:11:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
things i forgot to add in...
lame lame lame :)
anyways.
a few people i gotta direct my thanks to:
DGT (for what i duno..for company lah! haha :p)
esp. Gao.XiaO.yI.zU... (for taking picture with me heeee @ mediacorp)
nut and jiahui for letting me act-ahdi in one of the pictures...
hope i get my hands on the USB cable for my GD88 first...den i'll upload it the pics eh! =)
lewis for your lobangs... esp the hotel one. yups.
ahdi for being cuter than me. u're the ultimate. :) i'm gonna get ur ah-peh-lookin specs soon. wear it during energy events...let you see how TOOT you look...(ok. but cute la...this time really no heart to niao u...din even wanna talk about you and ur bball stunts...very give u face liao...anyway...ok la! good job lah okiE!!)
people who anti-us, people who bully my friends at downtown east, people who complain heard is 21 people...wah. zhen4 rong2 qiang2 da4. shi4 li4 wei1 bo2 haha...did i just niao some people with my powderful chinese?:) thanks for all that u've done. good bad. leave it to u guys to decide. we all have our own stand, that's what i have to say. loggerheads prolly cuz we dun see eye to eye with our ideals. but as far as i'm concerned, thanks for letting me know that this world not only has wonderful and noble people like KOFI ANNAN, but also ugly crooks. it's a good-vs-evil kinda thing. that's for helping to strengthen my knowledge about humankind. you guys are great teachers. to those who harbour the intention of bullying my friends in terms of queueing...my advice to you is...dun bully others cos u never know when others will bully u back! -winks-...
yaying thanks for lending me your uniform... :) without it...i would have been stuck in the toilet...
my school's toilet aunty... aunty!!! so sorry!!!!u washing toilet den i ying4 ying4 want to go in..but if i dun i dunoo where to go liao!!!! thankewt aunty...if got chance i help u wash toilet one day ok!! -wait till i tio CS la heeeee-.
uncle lewis, our da xiong shu shu! big bear bear! eh. now i realise he have the same name as the other lewis we know..who helped us oso..wheee. lewises are good people! thankewt bear bear uncle fetch me go take bus! yEAh!!! i promise u i will work hard and go university ok?
to my family and friends who either cant wait to kiss me or tear me apart cos i almost whole day niam about energy... yeah. i wanna piss your asses off heeeee :)
to those who are very worried about my studies...
hey people i know how important studies are ok...i know i grumble alot when i'm forced to do work..but i think at the end of the day, i'm still a sensible kid. u all nag at me...i know one :)...i'll do my best for myself and for those who are helping me with my work. dont bother asking me to stop liking energy..wun work! :) i'll just give u my promise that whatever tests i have, i'll give my best shot. provided i got prepare k. :)
dun worry. i know, i hope, that ultimately, i'll pluck down all the As i can kies. i'll As(ace) my As...no doubt.
love,
jane.pigu.jarnei.
love all of ya out there :)
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/12/2004 11:37:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
today's marked as one of my happiest days...
-gives a megawatt grin-
give no regards to the fact that i slept for less than 5 hours...
to make it up...i saw ahdi super toot but cute face which was made up with the combination of his new short hair and his ah-peh-looking specs...he looked totally blur but cute .
okie! and he kinda turned back to take my letter :)
at airport shouted some stupid things like
"ahdi ni dai yan jing hen ke ai[you wear specs very cute...]" he turned to DGT side and did a small wave. ahdi, a BIG man and his small actions...cute cute...
den ganged up with na to scream "ahdi ni zhong yu jian tou fa le..[you finally cut your hair]" which was concluded with all of us cheerin!...na said ahdi nodded his head but din catch that glimpse...
den checking in...quite unexpected but ahdi turned to wave at fans :)
YA! *gives an act-cute face!* ;p
all in all...only one word to describe ahdi...
.CUTE.
enough about energy.
second thing that made my day was hwachong's victory for the h2o-polo match :) defending champions once again. hope we never will lose that crown yeah...we really have a team of excellent players who still manage to win with a tight score of 10-9, despite the fact that the opponent team, ACJC, did a lot of foul acts, which i suppose the referee decided to ignore most of them.
YA!
third thing that made my day. o-right, by this time's already night...
saw randall tan on tv. you know the guy in light years? ah keong?(hope i din get that wrong yeah...) yeah.. cute smile he's got there...whooooooooooo :p
but today's a really draning day. i totally nodded my head off during physics tutorial...and really had a head-knocking-on-the-window trip on bus 961, on my way to tuition...which i spent another 2 weary hours on some math qns...
-groans-
ok
stop!!!!!
no groaning.
today's, once again, marked as one of my happiest days...
ahdi...
you
are
really
cute
lah!!!!!!!!!!!
K
N
S
wah
lao.
how
can
you
cuter
den
me
-_-...
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/12/2004 11:09:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
-whistles- eg's in tOwn!
sounds like santa's in town :)
wheeeeee. =)
but i havent seen them today cuz i wasn't at the autograph session down at downtown east.
tt's a pretty sad thing but haven't got the time n money anyway.
heard ahdi's got his hair cut. super toot but cute rite ;p
AHHHH!!!! i wanna tease him but dun think i'll have the chance this time round..hahaz..ahdi :))))
he makes my day!
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/11/2004 12:08:00 AM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
-whistles- eg
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/11/2004 12:07:00 AM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
-hops-
wahahaha! i love schooooooooooooooool on wednesdays!!!!
1) i get to see my AH BENG SCHOLAR the first period of the day!
-grins- he's the math lecturer la. i go lecture cuz of him one k.
2) even better! i get to see my PE teacher who's totally like a little boyy. damn cute. as in ke3 ai4. n dun get the wrong impression k just kana niaoed by tyy n fangz yesterday. sae what the age of the people i like very wide-ranging. TMD. make it sound like 80 year old ah pei i'll oso fancy. no loh. better den fangz lah. -eh HEh eH hEH eh?-. tyy u oso not better off hor. at least i like i say out loud !!!! u quiet quiet one. that makes u the more dangerous one! n me, the innocent one. -heez-
3) it's a short day. quite lah. 2pm end. anyway the lessons in between oso very slack one. *whoohooooooo*~!~!~!~!
rained super super heavily if i hadn't been hallucinating in my sleeeeeeep :)
just wondering how my vball friends trained haha. CANCEL YESTERDAY'S TRG LA! haha...maybe u guys should just go play the match without prior training heh.heh.heh.! i was thinking. zhoufangfang must be super #@)%*@#_%(_#$*#_@!*$#_*$_@#*%@*$% cuz if there really wasn't trg, she could have reached home by 2.30 and watched wan quan yu le...which i did! -grins-
but no energy oso. grin what grin. -smacks my own head-
anyway the rain did stop in the end ! haha
-yAwns-sleeeeeeeepin' time :)
-waves gooch nite-
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/06/2004 10:58:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
s.i.g.h
i just have no mood to do any work.
i mean that's just me.
i shouldn't have come for tuition today.
really shouldn't have...
life sux. with all the studying and studying.
what makes learning?
i dun like to study. but it's a lot of dun-wanna-let-people-down kinda feelin'.
and what's more, it's not as if it's not within my capabilities.
i know i can.
but i dread the feeling of striving for something that i feel, has lost its meaning and purpose.
what's education to u?
i still remember this phrase or rather a question my GP teacher posted to us:
is our education system propelling us forward to
i) LEARN to QUESTION
OR
ii) STUDY to ANSWER
like it or not. at least in the context of singapore,
it's of (ii).
u know why i like GP so much? disregard the fact that we have to pen our essays and ANSWER comprehension question...
i like it cos it's what i feel, is true education.
cultivating individuals to have a thinking of their own.
like it or not. gp's been a make or break for me. haha.
well. it has made me to have a mind of my own.
but i guess. a lil. too against tradition.
i forgot that particular word that describes this. -_-
n that's prolly why i wish i was in america.
it's all about havin' your own mind. where creativity thrives.
where you don't have to really care(not totally don't give a damn .) about grades, grades, grades.
if i know and have been enlightened very much with the real purpose of having to achieve so so much with grades grades grades, i'd gladly go pluck the stars of achievement for anyone, everyone.
ask if i'm a realist or idealist,
i'm the latter.
but the latter doesn't really survive in singapore.
tt's the real real sad facet of life.
well then again, just got told of something that USA prolly did(of no real backed-up evidence la)
which totally made my face go like this: -_-
my teacher tole me she read on the net about how all the information about the technological abilities of the planes that were hijacked to crash the twin towers were deleted and crushed down from the net. which means after the whole incident of the falling of the twin towers, no information about the planes were available to anyone...
and it WAS prolly possible that the whole event could be avoided...
well u guys must have heard that USA had actually pre-knowledge about the whole incident but they chose to ignore it anyway.
then this thought came to me.
could this whole 911 incident(or should i term is as an "accident"?) be engineered so to give the Americans a justified reason to launch an attack on Iraq?
wouldn't then all of us, be it direct or indirect victims of the aftermath of the tragedies staged by the terrorists,have become diminished to become powerless, innocent ants which are almost reduced to nothing but just creatures crawling and under the control of the megapowers?
i wish i hadn't grown up.
we see the ugly side of people, we see how petty people can be.
and worst of all, how all these are a reflection of our very own innerself...
goin' thru a really really rough phase of my life.
it's been almost a year or so.
still trapped in a suffocating room of controversial thinkings...
unable to find an emergency exit to all the negative thoughts.
help.
Y is the world like tt?
:(
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/05/2004 08:53:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
complexities of the human mind.
pop me the question: "Who'd you like to meet now"
i'd answer u,as of now: toro.
it's been too too long i haven't seen him. -live-.
drowned in deep dejavu. alotta memories coming back to me.
i'm sorry. but i still will imagine toro on the stage with e4 performing now.
also admitted to ahdi in my letter. but i was really wondering if he feels the same way too...
feeling blue blue blue again...
life's complex. hard to comprehend. hard to live. but perhaps perhaps, that's what makes life, life. getting way way philosophical.
all cos of rina la!!!!! -frowns-
reading her blog and learnt about them penning "gao.xiao.yi.zu" on the back of a poster or something. recycle oso recycle until taiwan there...chao1 bang4 leh u guys!
alot of genting clips still in my comp. but that doesn't beat memories livin in my head. my mind. my memory...
not many, or even none, know this...
as much as i'm thrilled to see ahdi smile...i miss toro's...
in my memory...really...only toro play with us...ahdi oso aside act man one..
u all everytime tell me...even in my testimonials...i make ahdi luff...i dunoo issit u all bluff me to make me happy...or issit i never see him luff at me...well i know is luff at me, not with me lah ok... -wahahaha-. just din feel much of it this trip...my memories' lost back in genting...that was when i really and vividly remember ahdi being amused by my stupid antics.
but genting was different...
there was..toro..
but still, i wanna wish tolo all the best for his future endeavours(sounds like i'm penning primary school friends' autograph book..haha..). but it's a great comfort to know he still remembers us...
but i know...deep deep down...
energy as 5 memories live in us...
toro...in us..
don't know if that goes for u...
at least...
that's the way it goes...
for me.
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/04/2004 11:13:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
sleep until headache liaox.
my gawd.
i just slept from 2-5 again...
maybe that's why i love the weekends soooo much.
hehe...
gtg out later. can't watch miss singapore...
=_=
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/03/2004 05:41:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
hEez
bigbigbigbig grins again
i slept for like half a day n tt's 12 hours.. :)
feeling very jing shen!! :)
was reading some horoscopes of pisceans in love
let's sEe...
PISCES
Positive Traits in Love
Playful, friendly, spontaneous, open minded, caring, devoted, liberal, understanding, tolerant, benevolent.
Negative Traits
Erratic, undependable, self oriented, cold, aloof, mean,
self-centered, unable to commit, judgmental, fickle.
What a Pisces Likes
Romance, Feeling appreciated, Stability, Feeling needed, Mystical settings/enchantment, Being encouraged to dream, Sharing thoughts/dreams, Having their input valued, A role model, Feeling loved
What a Pisces Dislikes
Feeling vulnerable, Feeling alone/unloved, Having no goals to project towards, Feeling invalidated, Being ignored Crude/harsh behavior, Noisy scenes/displays, Having no dreams, Having no sense of structure
Pisces Love Keywords
Mystical, enchanting, emotional, loving, devoted, reverent, creative, confused, depressed, irresponsible, goal-less, lack of motivation or push, co-dependency issues.
haha. quite true eh. bad traits. cold n mean. well someone just said i was cold last night. haha. guess that's if i dunoo u. but i'm friendlier to girls~!! haha. but that doesn't make me les ok.
=_=
okie here's a real nice pic of toro from nana...
i opened the file and i was like
"omg. so shuai"
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/03/2004 12:44:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
-dazed- 0_0
man man man.
just woke up from my afternoon nap
(BIG yawn)
aunty rita say my hair very funny. ha ha ha...
yay! our vball girls won yjc...
guess it was pretty much expected...
they were supposed to complete the whole match against yjc in half an hour
that's what yf tole me
OK. confession. i made that up about the half hour kinda thing
hahahaha..
think the guys were pretty o-right too :)
so so so so so tired. YAWNS!
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/02/2004 06:46:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
ahhhhh.
my pinkie's gone but gone with pride and i'm so so so proud of her.
i was telling mich, "if i have a music company now i'd have grabbed pinkie"
well she's got a good voice ma. :)
but there are always better ones around.
frankly, i was biting my lips when it was down to pinkie and hudson.
i wished it was hudson man.
mouth too big.
ah. too big for my liking. hope she gets eliminated nex week.
damn shocked latoya was bottom 3...
can't be la. her fans must have lost their handphones that day.
:p
latoya's what u call star-quality. the confidence, the aura. whooooo.!.!.!.!
her presence is mighty but soothing..
seriously look at the self-confidence she exudes.
poof. cool man.
NELSON MANDELA!
a man who's willing to die for his ideology.
will i ever reach that level of enlightenment?
-amitoufou-
i'll miss pinkie!!!!!!!!
oh yeah and though i like camile
but still quite shocked she wasn't bottom 3.
fated la. see. pretty can win votes one.
hahahaha...
pinkie go go go!!!!
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/01/2004 11:17:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
yAwns...
woke up after my 4 hour nap...
s.h.i.o.k
lookin forward to AMI later :)
but got a real bad feelin that today's camille's turn to be eliminated
even if it isn't today
it'd be someday...SOON.
tt's a pretty sad thing.
>_<
happy april foolie todaEe!! :)
silly huiqing had to disturb me from my beauty sleep! -frowns-
ask me call some weird number hahaha..say got something important to tell me..-_-
half-dizzy me just said "april fool day joke rite" haha
quite a good prank.
i got a new haircut at jantzen...okie la.
it's a similar version to what i've got in tw..yeps.
just had my dinner yummy.
simple dishes...but SUPER DIGESTIVE!!!!!
run for the loo now!
hoo! buhbyE!!
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/01/2004 07:00:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
april fool's day!!!!
it's first day of a new month :)
april fools.
yeHOo..hope it's a day of fun @ school.~! hopin to get a haircut, but worried that the hairdress aprilfool me.
it's 2 past midnight and 2 hours into april fools.
yawnyawnyawn...
^0^
school ends at 2 !!! :) my physics teacher's on course...
yeHOO. early day on fri tooooooo. must meeeet jiahui someday and lim kopi!
-_- <- my face tmr.
not enough sleep.
shui's friend's friends say i look like i never sleep for days haha.
but i sleep every other afternoon. i mean nap.
sleeping's a hobby.
a little hungry so must go sleep so i wun feel it!
-grins-
happy apple foo!!!!
i mean april fool~!
-waves bimbotically with a pink hankerchief-
great day to all!
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/01/2004 02:07:00 AM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
money no enough!
-aussie trip in jan!
-sunblock! to shield myself from skin cancer haha!
-gu-niang slippers! i desperately need 1!
-a cap!
-laptop! this shall be bought with my hard-earned money!
-more clothess!!! desperate need of em. haha.
-a new bag! girlie one!
-moremoremore accessories! earrings, necklaces, anklets! n remember to wear em? ;p
-new wallet! not in desp need though. i kinda am used to the current one though its big. (=
.learn singing, composing, guitar.
.complete my gr 8 piano.
.learn driving!!!. ive got my licence already!
.French Open '06
.prolly
.have lotsa FUN in my uni years.
.know more people and get more exposure.
.be the best i can be for God.
.spend quality time with my fam, esp. granny!! :)
.an attachment/internship.
.OVERSEAS EXCHANGE PROGRAMME!
i hope in this life that i hold,
i will have the strength to make this world a better place =)
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