YES! no.
no. for the heartwrenching scolding mrs lee gave us today. ok, maybe heartwrenching's an overstatement. but in any case, it affected my mood today. i felt as if the sense of guilt and disappointment in myself was burning- very badly.
it's been a long time since a teacher had so much impact on me. there came a point when i was close to tearss. but of course i din lah. i decided to look around to divert away the whirl in my nervous system, to prevent my heart controlling my tearducts.
must work hard fer prelims le. primarily not to disappoint any one at all, but to top it is mrs lee. and oso not to let myself down anymore. it's as if a year of floating and sleepwalking isn't drastic enough to have cost me many things.
give me strength to overcome my short attention span and laziness.
please.
-prays-.
YES.
lovee, jan.
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 7/27/2004 10:31:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
finally i can blog more than a dumb title.
ghhghghghghgh
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 7/26/2004 11:19:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
i can't blog a damn thing except for the title!!!
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 7/25/2004 01:12:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
highly satisfied- brotherhoooood!
i've waited for today since last thursday, when Brotherhood, starring JANG DONG GUN and WONBIN, was released!!!! arghhhhh. can you imagine how excited i was today?? =D but hao de dong xi shi zhi de deng dai de. =).
it's a must-watch movie k!!!! at least to me lah, though the scenes were mainly war-scenes...but alot of things went thru' my mind as the scenes flash across the big movie screeen. sigh.
i felt good- i saw my lao nan ren, jang dong gun..
but felt kinda helpless at the same time..there are still so many wars happening around us. ok, perhaps, not WARS, but there are the bombings...all kinds of violence one HUMAN imposes on another HUMAN.
i guess in some way or another, the movie really reached out to me and appealed to my headless/mindless emotions... well, it's not a bad thing.. =). at least i know i'm able to feel..
but the sense of helplessness is so indescribable.. can you imagine, as i'm sitting here in front of my computer, typing and blogging and chatting, there are many children in another world living in fear, that they may die any moment...maybe it's not so evident now, but during the Iraq War?? sigh.. i was really sad when i saw people fleeing their homeland and all..i tried to control my tears by turning to mich and try talking cock lohz...until i saw that she was also tearing...
den really you bi yao hor, throw tissue paper to me leh!!!!
yupzz..and i was also thinking..if it was me out there fighting, will i actually KILL my enemyy? shrugs, the thought of shooting another man down irks me. reallly. sIghh..but i guess when u're out there, u basically have no choice- no time to think, no time to question, prolly no time to react even. you just shoot and kill to ascertain a vicTory or whatsoever.
and the brotherly ties between the two yandaos..really touching as well. -smiles-. it really warms the heart...especially how the older bro, jdg, takes care of his brother..hAIz..i think the part when won bin read the letter was pretty sad osoz...must watch lahz.
dunoo. but it's a piece of masterwork that forces you to reflect and think...i knew wars were never right, i suppose every one knows it's not right. it's barbaric, but we still come to acceptance regarding the war issues. maybe cuz most of the time, we don't have a choice in deciding if our country should go to war. even though our stand is no, the government may just come up with EXCUSES and blabber on and on about why we should go to war. sigh..
just like fangz said, the war scenes have been depicted to be very real..giving you this sense of immediacy. i dunoo, but it was until i watched this movie that i came to realise how helpless people can feel about war, during war and fighting war..especially if you are on confrontation level with your enemy...it's like "to kill or not to kill"..so i decided, i wun go fight, but i'll still contribute as a civilian should war start, as a medic perhaps. i definitely dun wanna be out there to kill another human, who is just another piece of flesh like me. it's unfair. even if we always say life's unfair, this' one thing i won't do.
but i still hope the world will be peaceful..peace is what's lacking in our environment now, don't you think?
well, this' what my calendar reads - "Peace is found not in what surrounds us, but in what we hold within."
if you are the one dropping the bomb, of course you don't feel the pain......but how about the other person on the other end?
we claim to have reached civilisation...but i doubt so. until we find the peace that holds within us, we'll never have peace...
but peace is something i long for.
maybe human nature has it that we will never find peace?
shrugsss..
anyway, watch brotherhood k?? =D i dun mind watching again, so anybody interested can ask me!
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 7/20/2004 11:00:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
no title fer today- can't think of any.
well, i guess at this point of my life, i've put down many things... =) which i guess i'm glad i did.
put down a person put down a group put down a dream.
but i guess if i never leave them behind, i'll never be ready to open myself to more choices...
i'm still interested in energy, but i supposed it's now diminished to a weak flame n all... da xiong shu shu is right, we'll all outgrow of star-chasing and i guess it's just my time now. failing to see the point of spending money on them when i can spend the money to buy more things for myself..haha. =)
and i guess, sad as it is- the feeling of chasing and having fun has long be casted to the back of my mind... i know i dun Q often, but from what i remember, queueing seldom brought happiness, but only quarrels, bickers, superficiality, jealousy, pettiness... and through all that i've seen, it seemingly brought out the already-so-little good in man.. kinda lost its point...i guess?
my direction in life's still quite messed up, but i'm quite sure i'm not alone haha!
quite a happy nite, managed to chat up with quite a few of my friends...=)
till then, take care folkss.
love alwaysss.
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 7/18/2004 10:07:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
ain't i impressed... :)
HELLO! it's late already and i haven't read through my notes, in preparation for the coming chem test tmr. but it's ok, lucky i did my worksheet already- that's after knowing i will be accompanying shui to some singing lessons :)
and guess watt..to my un-surprise, i expected it lah, we saw willy! yep yep! willy lau! and i MUST say that Willy looks much much much much better in real life. not that plastic, i mean that will be the impression u'll get if u did get glued to Unbeatables III. he did look abit plastic then. but today, he's awfully gorgeous and awesome :) shuai, shuai.
but realised he's not that telegenic and photogenic. but it's ok! if you ever catch him "live", u'll be very happy to see him. =) just like i did! :D he looks good in real life. yepss. oh yes, his complexion is, FLAWLESS. yeea, F-L-A-W-L-E-S-S. not a single trace of blemish, and what's more, his complexion actually glows. not of oil, of course!!! u know those very even hydrated skin kind :D
so jealous!!
and why am i not surprised he's hellotta gentleman as well. -smiles-. but then again, sometimes celebrities have to put on a personality facade lah huh. let's hope Willy's not one of them...pretty nice chap. yEAh. jiaYOu willY!
kKk. there's a test tmr. gotta go read up and sleeeeep already..........................guess what..
TOMORROW'S FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!
YIPEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 7/15/2004 11:29:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
haha.
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 7/14/2004 10:58:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
i hope everyone will give some thought to this piece of blog entry.
i can't think of an apt title for today's blog, which i feel, will be the most meaningful and time-worth-of-a-read entry that i have ever had. it's quite normal to find out that i'm a very vocabulary-disabled person, someone Mdm Toh(my really encouraging GP teacher) commented on as having many complex ideas but can't express them well enough. whatever it is, i'm gonna try my very best to put across to you every moment that i lived today. with that, i shall put up with the most "su2 qi4" title today.
GP time was pretty much slack, but touching as well. at least i know sharon and myself were very much moved to tears by the videos of John Courtis. He's another person that i take my hat off to, who was born what u'd call as "subnormal" or even, "abnormal". He was born with boneless legs, which in simpler terms, would be legs that can't really function. so, he would be someone whom we view as "disabled".
but look, i heard a quote from him that not only reflected this inner strength in him that pushed him to overcome all ordeals, but also this dignified sense of purpose and meaning he has found in his life - " Having no legs(he had them amputated when he was 15) is not a disability".
compared to many of us today, who actually have been "sleep-walking" through life, don't you feel that his life is so much brighter, so much more purposeful? He may have no legs, he may be different, but we should be ashamed that we are probably not living our lives like he does- to the fullest. we are probably falling short of meaning and purpose in our life- which i feel, is the soulful motivation to every breath we take.
i duno about u guys, but i did feel abit guilty but at the same time, awakened by the video clipss. i suppose it's time we wake up from our nutshell, a refuge camp which our inner self has been seeking since perhaps, modernisation?
alot of thoughts comin' into my mind right now, getting a little out of hand here. hmm, nonetheless, i'll try. JOhn Curtis- there's no CAN'T in anyone's lives. =) we all limit ourselves when our brain signals us to. but gradually, in my life, i found something that's more powerful than your brain, which controls your nervous system. and that's your HEART. Mdm Toh always tells us that we are all emotive beings, and "like it or not, we are more of a heart person." can't express how much truth, i feel, holds in it.
well, as i would put it, believe it or not, your heart can push you to greater heights, much further than your brains and your minds can. it's really ok if you don't agree, to each of his own, ain't it! :)
another wonderful thing that happened to me was to read the book, "Tuesdays with Morrie". it's a book that i completed within hours, but also a book that WILL have a lasting effect on me. it's like a book, that keeps you thinking, no, i should say, REFLECTING. and i really do believe that is what's lacking in the world today... in the buzz of activities, in a hectic lifestyle, how often have we stopped and put foot to rest( the mind, the heart, and whatever else too..), and reflect...
or have we, only, so blindly rushed at a pace, with a blast of the engine, wanting and wanting and desiring and desiring to be ahead of others? but "being ahead of others" can means SO many things...which makes it, subjective. there are billions of other beings in this world, if our ultimate goal is to reach the peak of the world; be the most famous person in the world; be the man who earns the most money in the world; be the man that can drive the most cars around; when will we ever reach that? as the Chinese saying goes, "Yi Shan You Bi Yi Shan Gao". Even if we strive till the age of 10001 years old(that's crap), we'll never be the best, cuz, "WHAT'S THE BEST?"
Let's think about this now: if we were to be HUMAN, TRULY HUMAN, to love to care to be compassionate, spread our faith, practise pay it forward, extend our kindess and care to people around us, or even strangers, that subtle yet present essence, of what you call LIFE, gets spread around. "Yi Chuan Shi, Shi Chuan Bai, Bai Chuan Qian.." it gets more and more...isn't that a more powerful source of comfort to not only mankind, but most importantly, yourself?
that's something i learnt from the book. abit preaching, hor? but all these thoughts have kinda shaped me to become another person, and hopefully, a better one. i'm not perfect mah! will never be either. but we all learn, and we get better. same thing here, we will never achieve perfection, cuz..."WHAT IS PERFECTION"?
i would love to think of the human soul as clean sheet of paper- all born to be pure and innocent...but as the vices penetrates us, we slowly become dirtier and dirtier...no longer a fresh white sheet of paper, but a filthy piece of paper streaked with the ugliest marks ever. and assuming that papers can talk(ok, the only child syndrome is getting me right now), we slowly compare ourselves..."hey why are you cleaner and prettier than me..", "hey...why are you so ugly...you ought to be hiding somewhere..", and some of us, will feel so upset and really seek a hiding place and bury ourselves in it and the rest of us, being prouder than we should, striding with excessive confidence, as if being empowered with the privilege to define and judge others.
but don't we all remember, we were all born the same- as a same fresh sheet of paper?
i guess that's human nature, to compare ourselves with others and feel either inferior or superior about it. i'm no exception. i suppose that's the problem with every single one of us. we become so consumed in others' views of us, that we allow others' views to validate us. i do, i admit i do! but everyone else does too, don't they? in more ways than one, if we ever allow anyone to validate us in any way, to define us and whatsoever, we are no longer even a sheet of paper, but a crushed one. we gave space for others to attack and to reduce us to nothing but a ball of waste paper. in more human terms, i feel that, we have been reduced to nothing but a puppet, living, no. performing in a show to please everyone else, putting on a facade of emotions that may not necessarily reflect what we DO feel INSIDE. and i mean INSIDE, DEEP DOWN INSIDE. puppets whose strings have been controlled by another person...
so pals, or whoever's reading this blog, don't let that happen to u ok?
and to not let that happen, please do, take some time out of your every day life, and define yourself, before anyone takes the step before you. always remember, it's your life, not anyone else's. at least that's how i talk myself into it. *grins* along the way, there will be people who will threaten and push you down to the farthest, as if to a bottomless pit, but be sure that your self-confidence will help you climb out of the pit soon. and i mean soon- before you fall further.
well, i guess, there's so much i've learnt from the book that i can't possibly list out everything...but i'm really glad it happened to me. and i'm appealing to everyone out there to go read the book, and let it change YOU. i'm sure you'll be no less than touched by this fantastically humane book. it's probably the most humane book that i've ever read. it makes you feel better as a person, meaning having more self-awareness and more thinkable? nono, FEELABLE. to me, that's more important !! ^^
i dunoo if this would have changed your life, but i'll be most glad- even if it only changed that tiny bit of your life, or hopefully, i did manage to talk you into reading that book. that's a baby-step. and you'll never imagine how important steps are, even if it's a baby-step. ah. this reminds me of to kill a mockingbird... =)
okie dokes. tmr's a day at sakae and out @ town i suppose? =)
"Live for the moment and the moment will Live" - Jarnei.
take care everyonee. tired already!! :D
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 7/13/2004 11:49:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
the cutest couple. =))
i think jessica simpson and nick lachey's the cutest couple! hope nothing happens to them. -i thought victoria and beckham was a blissful couple too^^-
so cute rite! the way they look into each others' eyes :)
actually i think this picture quite stupid. see how tight nick lachey's hugging jessica simpson. aiyo, so tight! hope they last!!! =)
go sleep liao! goodnite..
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 7/11/2004 11:20:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
urgh. headaches suck.
nightmares and headaches don't and never should go together.
today's another lethargic day. supposed to like do something constructive but had all the dizzy spells. ARGH.
just couldn't concentrate when i did my homework, kept falling asleep. so tired of this irritating vicious cycle.
and when i did try to sleep, the world seemed to be spinning.argh. can u sense my frustration? and when i DID doze off, i dreamt that there's a ghost in my house.
n that coincides with what i feel. not trying to chill the freak out of you but i really think there's some "thing" in my house. freaky. it's like late into the night, while i'm starin at my comp screen, suddenly i'll have this really strong powerful feeling/sensation that some "thing"'s around me. grosssss. not that it's harm me yet.
then when i woke up, still had a very bad headache. but kinda subsided after i had my dinner. nice. but too much rice. i told them i dun wan eat so much rice liao, they still flood me with them. sigh!!!!
and i'm downloading this jessica simpson video. taking donkey years. stupid serverr. SO SLOW! downloading 3. hope noone calls in. if not. i'm gonna blow up.
how's the new song? i've been trying to rename my sound and video filess and i came across this very nice video of shinhwa and the song's first love. nice song really. =D so decided to upload it lah! =D
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 7/11/2004 08:10:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
success.failure.
issit really that Singaporean students can't deal with failure as compared to foreign students?
or issit that, the picture we painted of caucasian students are too perfect than what it should really be?
or is there any other reasons?
just trying to view things in the different lights. =)
shrugssss. read fang's blog-sadly toned. cheer up, girl!!!! not doing well in school doesnt mean u're not gonna do well in other things! pick on ur strengths like play-ball? at least u've got a passion in life. chew on that and be happy about it ok!
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i think my life's going on a monotone lately. really really hope it would get out of that 1-key and jump onto other keys, to weave a beautiful melody. even if that means going out of key sometimes. who said out-of-key(tune) would always be bad :)
i want an exciting life! i know i know, it's hard to ask for an exciting life when prelims' less than 7 weeks away, and A levels dunoo how many weeks away. but at least have it as a sin curve or something? not a straight line! how scientific can i get? :D
sometimes, i can't wait to grow up, live a life free of exams n all n hurry step foot into working life. but then again, that means i'm getting old! and that means................office politics.
yes, life may be exciting at that time but tormenting. now, life's monotonous but still rather pleasant with friends n family around. see, how contradicting can Man get?
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you know what, if i'm gonna strike out a business on my own, i hope i will fail very badly. go into depression; fall into the abyss of misery. down into a very pitiful state that sort. i dun wanna have a business that will soar sky-high without a setback. God, dun let me have tt. Let me fail.
i'm weird right?
dunoo. maybe cuz i'm used to failing. minor failures such as exam failures which i have been facing for 2 years. well. but think again, these minor setbacks are nothing compared to those experienced by businessman-turned-backrupts. one moment you have everything, another moment you have nothing.
at that point of time, i believe, it will be the most reliable and greatest testiment of love, courage, strength and character. of not only your own; but people around you.
if they care, they will fight through the battles with you.
if it really happens to me, i hope i will have the strength n character to fight back. fight against destiny.
for i believe, it's only through the shatters of the heart, pitfalls and failures, that you will uncover the beauty and the true taste of success. one thing u'll be sure of: tt's not blinded success.
you will agree, won't you? :)
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quite abit of crap. well, not so. i believe in what i say. n i hope it's inspired anyone of you in any way. =)
gotta go pack my table. refile my stuff. the sight of my table is terrifying :)
nitex,
jarnei.
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 7/11/2004 12:58:00 AM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
my new love! haha!
i know he's a lao nan ren, but he's still very charismatic ok! =D
perhaps his charisma has it owed to the almost-perfect princy character he played in "All about Eve", otherwise known as "Ai Shang Nu Zhu Bo".
presenting to you- [Jang Dong Gun]
today's gonna be a busy day. gotta pack my stuff and run to elsewhere later. bleahz.
see the doom that spells when school starts?
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 7/10/2004 01:07:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
=D
back after kind singnet bb reactivated my account after 4 days.
feel so cut off from the net-world. argh.
anyways. sch's started. siannesss' running thru me, feeling so sian every other minute, doesn't help much havin' classmates who are just as sian as me
maybe cuz i spent 2 days pia-ing a 20-episode old korean drama "All about Eve", better known as "Ai Shang Nu Zhu Bo". wah. nice showww. =D i mean, it's the first show that i've watched a 2nd time. felt damn sian when the show ended, perhaps cuz it's a silent reminder that it's time to draw myself back to reality, which is something, prolly not as beautiful. but comparatively, the drama is quite realistic already.
anywayss. it adds on to my sianness as my papers are thrown back at us. O chem B math. kinda like "wth". just praying damn hard that i don't have to attend the meet-the-parents session. out of 2 possible meetings, i tio 2. damn SHIOK RITE!
k, squadmate was tellin me, prelims' effectively 7-8 weeks from now. i'm supposed to be worried cuz i ain't stable with my subbies yet, not at all. but seems like, i'm still carrying the attitude of take-it-as-it-comes-man. IT'S BAD. i know the damn Book of Answers claims that "I Don't REally Care" about my As. but even if i don't care, i'm gonna CARE if i'm gonna do badly. BOO. i'm not gonna let As ruin my good record of grades for Nat.Exams yeah.
but my whole brain of knowledge's in a whirl.
WHERE TO START FROM, EXACTLY?
it's just like being trapped in a forest/desert without a compass. where do you go?
i'm gonna raise my expectations for Prelims and i'm gonna make sure i reach my target. i'm serious this time. not challenging anyone but myself. it's time to unslacken myself and study hard! YES!
i feel crap.
seriously.
energetically favourable but kinetically unfavourable due to high activation energy.
mrs lee will be very glad to hear this cuz this' what we learnt today from tutorial. 1 mcq transformed into an essay qn. but what can i say? she's good.
nitex. time to bathe, and time to complete the irritating CRV.
and i mean, REAL irritating.
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 7/08/2004 11:09:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
comp down again
BOOzzzz. my aunt forgot to pay my billsss.. and it's cut offfff again.
sAd. and singnet oso very mei ren qing one lehhh.
anywaysss. at aunty rita's house now, gonna give spelling later haha!
sounds silly, hor?
=D
yiipppieee! went east coast to cycle with aunty rita, dion, dylan, hengz and shuizz
quite fun lah!!!! but i still cannot U-TuRn. dun luff lehs.
anyways.. i kinda forgot who i'm going out with tmrr. or am i going outt? but i'd rather stay home and rott. borrowed from mich's maid, sarah, a set of korean show. quite an old show, ai shang nu zhu bo..but i couldn't watch it at that time lah! anyways, sarah damn singaporean righttttx haha! so cutex
yEps. i'm really bored noww. blogsurfin as usual lah! =D
yeps. gtg!!!
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 7/03/2004 04:00:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
thrown into boredom!
though i'm going out soon ha!!
have been online since the last time i bloggggedddd.
love zis feeling man!!!!!!!!! *GRINS*
gotta bathe then go outttt le!
dunoo can get $ notx.
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 7/01/2004 08:14:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
oh yesss.
i know you couples love each other alottt.
but PDA(Public Display of Affection) is GROSS!
i must recount the day i went swimming with mich. remember?
we saw this couple, younger than us i think, hugging and kissing(erm, french-kissin'). not just that, it was intimate hugggggin. like the girl over the guy; the guy over the girl.
"mich, let's swim over and make them feel awkward."
yeah, and we did! but I din just rest there and shut my mouth. hee.
"MICH!!! WILL YOU EVER FRENCH KISS IN PUBLIC?!!!!!!"
(more of an exclamation than a question)
mich was flustered she din know what to do and started swimming away.
continued with my shamin, "SO GROSSSSS!!!!!!"
would you tone down after being embarrassed by a fweeko like me?
they din lah! but i felt great anyways.
it's really nice to show ur affection and allllll. but affection is not equal to lust, if you're sensible enough to think, n not havin ur heart over ur head. or rather, ur lust over ur head.
and those who practise PDA in trains, busstops and alll.
oh yes, i know it's a free world and allll. it's public placesss. but but but it's not only public to u. it's always advisable to practise consideration to the other people too, yeah!?
hungrYy~!!!! gonna go eattt! buaix!!!
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 7/01/2004 06:13:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
*whEe*
SEE! i told ya, it WILL be over soon.
SEE! it's over now. or at least, there's no more than a physics practical tmr. can't wait for the shopping trip tmrr. and the supper at CHOMPCHOMP!!!! can you feel like excitement??!!
i wanna get $ fer shoppin' tmr. but i feel bad. it's not like i'm gonna ace my paper. =(. prolly gonna get all Es. but hey, that's an improvement k. =D. frm
but see, there's an improvement right.
SHAME ON ME.
i might not even get 3 Es.
urgh.
exams sux.
nevermind!! shall worry 'bout that laterr. =D
papers that i confirmed screwed up: PHYSICS PII, CHEM PRAC, MATHS(so many arsehole careless mistakesssss. argh!!!!!!)
papers that i might have screwed up: PHY n CHEM MCQ.
paper that i think i MIGHT do well: PhySics DesIgn.
paper that i have to do well: erm. tmr's physics prac. shall read up later. and i'll kick the table tmr if electricity comes out. it's either you get it or u dont. i mean the connection. and all the shit! if u're gonna ask fer help, u get the penalty.
see why studying sucks?
see why exams sucks?
see how learning is made so much less enjoyable than it should have been?
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but today was a good day leh!!!!!!!!!!!!! *^_^*
rushed back to play ball with yf yy n joy. was already at mcritchie. hEhhhhh.
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i need money fer tmrr. the pain of seeing something you like but cant buy is.
.elbaraebnu
caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 7/01/2004 06:05:00 PM
life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets
money no enough!
-aussie trip in jan!
-sunblock! to shield myself from skin cancer haha!
-gu-niang slippers! i desperately need 1!
-a cap!
-laptop! this shall be bought with my hard-earned money!
-more clothess!!! desperate need of em. haha.
-a new bag! girlie one!
-moremoremore accessories! earrings, necklaces, anklets! n remember to wear em? ;p
-new wallet! not in desp need though. i kinda am used to the current one though its big. (=
.learn singing, composing, guitar.
.complete my gr 8 piano.
.learn driving!!!. ive got my licence already!
.French Open '06
.prolly
.have lotsa FUN in my uni years.
.know more people and get more exposure.
.be the best i can be for God.
.spend quality time with my fam, esp. granny!! :)
.an attachment/internship.
.OVERSEAS EXCHANGE PROGRAMME!
i hope in this life that i hold,
i will have the strength to make this world a better place =)
mich
fang
yeeling
zhiping
yongen
dilun
rina
jiahui
wanni
huiling
loojean
nicole
celina
linzi
sarah
serene
03S66
ziying
zhiyang
jiani
ade
emilia
lindy
tze chuan
peirong
cenjun
clarissa
jingyi
engkhye
me2Him
deb
fang
yeeling
zhiping
yongen
dilun
rina
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"In life, it's not the number of steps you take;
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sarah jane, xie zhen. janeee.jarnei. ostrich. pEebOoz` a.k.a pigu
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burpday: 19 march 1986. piscean.!!
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