acksersize time!

was supposed to meet up with smates at 11am at jelapang to watch vcd.
THEN wooling says her housee wont be available. sigh.
den smates decided to go orchard to watch movie.
because im on a tight budgettttt so that i can save as much $ as possible for auss,
i gave the meeting a miss. :( sorry guys.

thought i could slack this whole afternoon off, n take a good rest to think about my new 2005!
then yuling called me to go badminton. in the end, we couldn't book a court.
so we're going gym!!
just as i thought about it, i realised i haven't been exercisin for a long time.
except a 10-lap swim the other day with my couz.
really getting out of shape i must say.

nearly got into a sticky misunderstanding with my aunt again.
and it's really a misunderstanding. haha. think we both have communication troubles.
she asked me go fo tang tonite. but i thought it would be quite obvious we'd all have our own plans with friends to do a countdown n stuff. so i tole her loh im going to have ny gathering.
den she replied say now got disaster still anyhow run.
i found it quite funny and i actually laughed.
i wasn't even worked up when i replied her...(in chinese..ok i know u'll be in awe.)
"disaster but we can't stay at home oso mah. this kinda thing is fate one. now can enjoy just enjoy" or something along that line and she said i "xing zai le huo."
v weird lah. nearly spoilt my day, heng i controlled my emotions. haha!
so i just say im not xing zai le huo at all. and wished my aunt happy new year! -grins-

seriously, im the least bit xing zai le huo. i mean i was thinking
something so bad happened
even the most evil man would empathise with the innumerable people who've turned homeless rite.
well if im xing zai le huo
i wouldn't have shed that many tears when i was watching CNA's updates.
shrugs.

4/4 gathering tonite (:
can see diana n jieqi and yuying and many others... YAY!




caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 12/31/2004 02:13:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

i have absolutely no idea.

take a look at this.
he's my favourite man of year 2004.
i shall present him JANE's man of the year award.
the funny thing is. my leadership's like him.
yes, HUH!?!?

What Famous Leader Are You?
personality tests by similarminds.com

how hilarious can it be, i'm totally tickled by the results!
not that i oppose to what it reveals, but it's more like i find it funny when i trace back to the times when i'll lament to gxyz that my comp's saddam-haunted when it starts to hang on poor little me.

guess it's rite. i pretty much on the tough side, especially on the things that i adhere my morals & principles strongly to. pretty frank. i have no idea how people can go around gossiping about how bad another partner works, yet pretend "i'm okay with you" in front of the person.
to me, it's downright hypocrisy. AGREE?
as much as you'd like to argue that most people are hypocritical (YES i do agree to a large extent) i think the very least we can do is to minimise the hypocritic life we lead everyday =)

and that's why i admire bush. though i don't quite agree with him on the ideas of waging wars and stuff,
then again, you have to admit that part of you DO admire this mighty man, who goes by what NEEDS to be done, not what the public WANTS him to do. SEE It? it doesn't go by the popularity vote.

anyway, learnt sometink great while readin' TIME magazine.
what is necessarily beneficial may not be something that's popular.
EVERY leader MUST grasp this idea well yes? -smiles-

speaking about TIME magazine. i feel so apologetic towards doreen, who's my superior @ work. im so sorry! could have drowned her in hot soup cuz i was kinda multi-tasking- reading TIME while waitin for someone to answer the phone. and guess whats, big boss Mr. Laurent Jacquez came out to spot-check. feel damn bad cuz after teabreak, Doreen called for briefing. super guilt-stricken can. kinda got questioned about how sales were closed. but it's okie i guess. it's a learning journey isn't it? can't expect me to be perfect. all i can sae was, today im actually much much more mindful! -grins-

2005 is drawing near.
it's amazing how time flies past us like nobody's business.
way way cool. anita mui's death is almost an anniversary thing, while i thought it was just an issue of a few months ago.
shrugs. it's quite scary to realise how fast we age right?

quite sad, because i only have about another one and a quarter years left to be a teenager. must cherish it yes? and live life to the fullest. -shrugs- all the recent unpredictability, be it nature-wise or whatsoever, has made me come to admit that we're all in an extremely vulnerable position. i guess as we grow older, we start and tend to agree more and more with the saying to live "each day as if it's your last."

anyway, you may not tell, but im actually looking forward to 2005! :)
i have to be, i must be, i will be, and most importantly, I AM!
hooray hooray! cheers cheers!!!!! :)
no more wallowing in self-remorse about how i should have been able to keep my damn 4 subs if i had been more attentive in school(because i definitely have the capability yes?! :) ). it's no more about living in the past.
it may have caused me a brighter future BUT
i dont really care, because i have a life at hand.
it's not about how well your past is, i'll take it that
it's gonna be a matter of, how smart i play the cards i have at hand.
my belief is that, so long u have the calibre,
NO FEAR.

so all im hopin for in 2005 is satisfactory a-level results, that's sufficient to pull me through into NTU's comm studies. or even better, keep my fingers crossed to have enough funds to go aussiee to do a double degree in U-Mel. haha right im still not dropping the idea of going overseas! i mean it's like, once in a life time thing! :)

can u feel my excitement?? HEE!
im gonna be very active in 2005 yeah...
gonna make my youth worthwhile.
must think about my resolutions already!!!! (:

anyway, im considering to go for volunteer work.
anyone interested?
think the world community really need people now rite.
it's so devastating arghs. after the killer waves
there'll be sum diseases which may turn to be epidermic loh, as predicted by WHO.

people, keep all the victims of this disaster in your prayers k? :)

shall end with a quiz results as well.! PS: BRB! go take a quiz now. (:

here's it:

What Classic Movie Are You?
personality tests by similarminds.com

ps: i have no idea why, but im in a happy mood now. can come disturb me hahaha. i wont scold and scream @ u. (:
im NICE.

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 12/30/2004 09:51:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

breaktime!

after three n a half days of trg
finally go online today to talk to prospective customers le :)
not that it's fantabulously exciting or wots.
but it's quite funnyy talkin to some people (:

and guess what i just heard.
sumone, a councillor from my school's got an offer to be an air stewardess.my gawd. u know how's the pay like. $3500 per month.
can u pls kill me? tats like 3x of my pay. and she gets to fly all around. ): won't God be a little fairer to me haha. (:

gotta go back to work! -grins-
xx: still slackin around ehHHHH?

anyways. i woke up this morning
and came to know bout the tsunami wave that swept across a sizable part of southeastasia, mass-capturing the lives of many.
the pre-tsunami earthquake marked a 9.0 on the richter scale and that's fugging earth-shaking yes. or rather, sea-shaking(sea.south east asia in otherwise sense.)
can't help to feel this tinge of pinch in the heart.
brought back the memories of the morning when i knew bout the russian school siege few months back.

have you ever wondered...
if life was so much more peaceful, and yes i mean peaceful
when it was like the stone age?
shrugs. i suppose every era's wraps around different ideas of survival, means of death.
but frankly, all the never-ending terrorism
waging of wars
crashing of natural disasters
make me sick.

then again,
it makes me thank God for letting me live each and every other day.
each day lived, is each day gained.
so if just anyone's feeling so down to the seemingly bottomless pit.
my dear, pick yourself up and brace the world.
be contented at least you still have that breath held there.
be glad you still have a life to live at hand.

be in joy for whoever you are and whatever you have.
Thank you to e Mighty Powers for granting me another day of fulfilment.
im indeed fortunate. i really am.
frankly, what more can i ask for?

(more cash to spend perhaps!!!! HEEEEEEEE.)

goodnite 2 all babes n hunks out there. (:

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 12/28/2004 04:00:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

leann rimes

after much search for another good voice
another type of good music that could keep me impressed
i know she's been out for quite sum time
but im heartened to have been touched by her voice.
just listen to her sing
Amazing Grace, acapella.
u'll know it. :)

im fallin in love with leann rimes.

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 12/27/2004 01:54:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

happy day!

although eg din cum in the end
i guess today's been an okay okay day
only 1 sad thing is that ahdi's back prob's back again :(
ah wells. hope he gets well real soon :>

i hav no idea why i wrote happy day! oso haha
just feeling quite high now
cuz tmr's a rest day
and im going to learn guitar frm jeff
force him teach me a few yanzi songs :>
cum home and sing to myself hahahaa!!!

n actually ydae....
i saw a very very cute ang moh
though he may be younger den me
he really is the balance between shuai and cute
but not say shuai and cute until very unrealistic
hehz...den xin was telling me
she see shuaige will start smiling to herself one
if she's with a friend, that'll still be fine
but when she's alone
that's like damn pai seh.
anyway the angmoh cute lah. ")

den today one the bus
i saw a very innocent looking guy
i think around my age
but super small boy look
like sum overgrown baby haha.
but this kind....maybe bu shi hao nan hai
people say outside innocent looking inside dunoo like wolf like det
den those fierce on outside
actually v nice one. LIKE ME.

haha. 2pid. a few ppl say i unapproachable le
i where got so scaryyy.
anyway
HAPPY BOXING DAY!!!! (:

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 12/26/2004 10:51:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

merry xmas!~

*coughs*
last nite was e same as last year.
had a great dinner with aunty gang
HAHA!
had an exchange of gifts :)
glad yy likes my prEz (:
and i have to mention. stupid tuofang say until her prez v sian diao
den in the end. NOT SO BAD LAH
it was damn funny..NONE of us wanted the prez so we were like trying to make fang get her own prez haha.
den met up again. xin wore pink to match the necklace fang bought.
HAHA. and i got xin's earrings~~ :)
i like it. wore it today HEH HEH!

and sharoneo ask us out today ownself latest!!!! haha
nvm. it's understandable~~ (:
then went to qianfu's apartment stay
quite ulu.....but okie lah (:
was quite tired den fell asleep.
watched golden horse awards + the huanzhu gege
it was super funny when we condemned the new cast together
and getting so sian diao by lin zhi lin
and ZHI HUA
wah................shit lah her.
-rolls eyes-

anyway i was supposed to fast today
because i ate 3 pieces of cake at 11pm the nite before yesternite
ate one whole stick of chocolate, one whole box of choc (prez from my boss: gift exchange lah. i dunno her 1 haha), quite a fair number of ferroro last nite. SEE. DAMN SINFUL RITE.

and what's more sinful's that i broke fast today.
look at the time now ah.
i just ate a bit of noodles lOR.
sick!!
okie lah. good nite and merry xmas!! (:

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 12/25/2004 11:49:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

XX! IM BLOGGING FOR YOU~!

hehz! so now when you are at work, you are no longer bored! :)
anyway just to tell you, i tried plucking my eyebrows yesternite
and WHERE GOT PAINFUL?!
you made me so scared den in the end....i was CHEH
i think that time my make up artist made me suffer more lo :)
anyway. hope walking around yesternite wasn't too tiring 4 u yes :[

im looking forward to fridae TOO!
-grins-!!!!

anyway. im working now. no, actually on training lah haha.
soooooooooo, we just had this xmas celebration =)
there was e exchange of gifts...
and im quite lucky!
im lucky that the receiver of my prez was a girl, about the same age as me.... =)
den i got a pack of branded choc.
tink i'll save it for the xmas gathering tmr =)
SO U GUYS ARE IN FOR A TREAT!
anyway, my gift's from one of the higher posts one.
haha quite pretty n friendly.
realised here not say a lot of good looking guys, maybe not even one lah...
but alot of pretty girls :)
(eh, im straight lah.)
so it isn't DET boring.
hopefully it will be a whole load of fun when i do start.
which is quite soon lah.
OK!

take care folks.
beearlied merry xmas! :)

HAPPY WORKING MY DEAR BOOOOBOOOO!!!!

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 12/23/2004 02:13:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

YALE

maybe everyone else got it...
but that booklet which boasted about Yale College's achievement
brought back alot of my aspirations- those tt germinated when i was young.
heh! when i was much much younger, and obviously filled with more naivete,
i promised my mum i'll gonna go to Oxford to study. HAHAHA.
duh. when we were young, the only two universities that u've prolly heard of would be Oxford and Cambridge haha.
thinking that they are the only and the best of the bestest college ever around.
then u'd be quite surprised because
Harvard is the one that tops the list haha!

anyway. as i flipped through the Yale Bulletin...
it's actually something that the respective colleges would mail to "prospective" students for them to know the college better and attached would be some application form for you to apply to their colleges.
yeah as i was sayin, i was looking at it
i mean, given my damn-mediocre grades, it will only be in my next life (or maybe not) to enter such a prestigious college, so i just read and looked at the pictures- as a mere kinda fun.
what struck me most was that....
actually the guys studying there all not bad looking one!
it is definitely FAR from ur typical-nerd-look.
haha. COOL HUH. smart and handsome.
-grins-

ok enough about something that i would not get to experience, but only to fantasize -sobs-
heh. i just came back from pasting some tuition thingy in my estate.
since i'm so free, i thought it would be good to spend my time wisely.
like get a couple of tuitees.
=)
i'm a good teacher ok. i will give my best and make sure they score well.
if not. i think i'll feel damn bad.
where to find such zi4 ze2 and ethical teacher! -grins-

anyway. i'm quite and in fact, very much looking forward to 2005! =p
must come find a day to resolve.
-grins-
excited!!!!

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 12/19/2004 10:08:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

great nite! :)

or rather, morning.
oh well. i'm in high spirits right now cuz i managed to catch up with lotsa people via MSN chats
u have absolutely no idea how crazily delighted i am :)
among the pool of peeps are my

wunnerful squadmates :)
i really hope we can spend christmas with each other k =)
and since we rarely have the time for each other we have lots to catch up on.
like ivy the hot babe. ok i'll just shut up (as of now) and sprout nonsense after some much-awaited confession coming from you! =p
then there's the alumni gathering at the chalet. WHEE =)
alot of play comin up!
but keep it real budget okie cuz im gonna declare bankruptcy REAL soon . -grins-.

jiani!
actually i chat with her almost every nite but tonite, for sum strange reason, it wasn't tt dry.
came to the fate and destiny thingy at sum point.
well. i'm so unclearly crystal clear about what i wanna be. life's a paradox, isn't it.
i suppose today's bit of time spent @ kino reading sum horoscope din do much to lift up my motivation level.
in fact, it was quite a stab.
then again, we have a life in our hands...
i'm not gonna allow destiny control and limit my abilities.
i will come up with some 2005 resolutions soon haha
i must be determined to keep them ok! :) *grins*

danny!
haha. my primary school friend. smart-ass geper. =)
it was a reallly nice nice chat. it's great to find someone who thinks the same frequency as u do.
someone who can see life beyond the material cash.
and someone who is interested in setting up a business haha.
wish u luck in all u do yes?
i was pleasantly surprised when danny sprang up this "EXACTLY! my sentiments exactly!"
after my comments about how difficult it is to stay down and pessimistic for long- how it has to do with a lot of psychological thinking.
well, like what my squad ALWAYS says,

"it's all in the mind!"

jeff!
hey group leader. im gonna wish u all the best in the pursue of ur passion, music.
im glad i found another person who can appreciate music and its power...
though our interest lies in different genres of music, with you in classical and me more pop-inclined
i think the way you progressed from a person with no music background to a near-professional guitar player is way cool. keep ur passion burning.
i'll remember u as the zany idiot who spent $1000 on a guitar which u actually claim as a "lower end one"
but i shant' discourage u further cuz my piano's like 8 times the price u paid for tt guitar. just remember to chase after this dream, no matter how bad the odds can be.

quite a number of other people hu did brighten tis nite lah =)
it's great
to realise that there are still people u can communicate with.
-grins-

even if i'm gonna reduce to a being with no money in my pocket
so long i have a dream
i am still somebody =)
God will lead me to somewhere...
so people, must feel fortunate already okie!

anyway just smthk stupid,
the best way to jian fei is to actually know the ingredients and cook the food yourself.
then you'll know what exactly and actually u've been feeding yourself with.
u will either love food even more or be scared of it. HAHA
it's just like,
we'll onli really know how lucky we are when we experience the lives of the poor.

do u get the link?
i hope u do...really =)

on a more serious note.
i came across a note written by an energy fan, urging fellow energy fans to donate money to her so she can see energy....hmmm.
won't say much, but simply,
such behaviour is a disgustingly untolerable joke u have murdered yourself with.
it's not hard to find a job now yes? and if u still can afford a square metre space for youself to sleep, how poor can you get? wait till your intestines been dried of the last millilitre of moisture then open ur lazy mouth and beg for money.
till then, study hard, and make urself employable
so u can earn bigger bucks than me in the future.
(=
and if i happen to be your boss, and you my employee,
oh no, im quite sure u won't cuz im sure my employees wun be a pool of beggars
but anyway,
i'll make you a mirror-cleaner. YES?
=)

all rights. enough of sarcasm and dissin' to deduct credits from my heavenly bank of earnings
good night. MORNING!

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 12/17/2004 01:48:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

yanzi yanzi yanzi!

yay she's coming back! :)

n i realise jiahui's blog's up again. :)

my job interview's been postponed to today. wish me luck! :)

actually i think i'm darn tired now.
it's been a loooong time since i chatted on the fone with shui until like 2.30am.
we just chat..i dunoo how.
from one topic to another... i think she's one friend i can talk non-stop to
hahahahahaha! anyway it was a dumb chat.
ok. we were trying to figure out smth quite dumb hahaha
ok i hope she does what she said last night today.
-grins-

anyway diya says comm studies @ NTU costs about $5930 per sem.
ALOT!
plus. the school really not far sia.
i hope it's true SMU's having one too.
:]
but SMU confirm more ex. maybe $7000
GOSH.
i can't imagine travelling to jurong everyday
i will just DIE.
ok above all. tt's if i actually get a distinction for gp yes?
if not all will be nil talk.
i'm seriously not prepared for anything below b3 though i should
because my mdm toh said before my style of writing is...haha.
quite weird.
not the typical british-wanted style.
but aiya.

job interview more important! hee.
as of now, because i'm hard and short of cash
$ is more important.
but my stand will always be morality first ok!
:)

good day to all!
yanzi's wo ye hen xiang ta.
BAGUS!

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 12/14/2004 09:52:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

pix - up

yeah. after so much procrastination, i've finally uploaded all the pictures in my comp onto the net.
so it's up! under "pictures". DUH.

sighh. gotta stay home tmr to clear my pc..and save all the data into a disc.
gonna change the whole cpu stuff.
ALL MY SONGS!!!!
=(

and gotta run down to far east to pay for my ticket.
sigh...so lazy to move about lahz.
=(
and before that ive gotta get the cheque from my auntttt.

i can't sleep early tonight. though i very much want to
cuz i just ate A WHOLE LOT of dessert just now at 10.
so sleeping now would mean putting on A WHOLE LOT of calories.
heh heh. and i've just had 3 days of bad eating.
all the fried stuff, chips, sweets, sleeping IMMEDIATELY after i finish my noodles.
k all the weight's gonna come back
hahaahaha

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 12/11/2004 01:58:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

Claire de Lune

yesterDAY was a horrid day :(
allow me to complain!!!!

yes i woke up at 9+ feeling all so shitty n so dead.
and trying to be a smart-alec,
i went to iron my gown and i dint put it to medium-heat
AND i burnt a hole in my gown.
>_<. i was like argh I'M DOOMED!!!!
it had to happen at like say, 10+ when i have an appointment for interview scheduled at 2pm.

speaking of that interview, i think they suck.
i mean if they wanna employ people who can commit even after june (considering that there are many pre-u graduates applying for the job), they should just state it clearly.
whyfore waste people's energy to travel down for interview(esp in the rain) and run the risk of breaking a toenail?

DAMN them. i broke my toe nail because i dint want to be late and so i rushed for the interview, because this michelle woman CLAIMS that the boss will be there and interview starts promptly at 2.

and eff, he (the boss) was late. -_-.
bear in mind, at that point of time, i was panicky about my burnt gown already.
humpf.

so the day was bad.
BAD.

but i'm glad the food did the trick, yes?
it wasn't that sumptuous or anything but the fish was good.
okie. ANY type of fish appeals to my taste buds lah. :)
-stingray stingray-
sobs. i have to abstain from seafood though. :(

i think everyone looked gorgeous last nite :)
great great!
OH YEAH. and i'm really thankful to Artiris for helping me solve the burnt-gown problems.
:) they ARE just great and quick-creative have solved my problem sooner than expected :)

then there was alot of phototaking sessions going on and could tell the waiters were always jammed up somewhere, to avoid appearing in our pictures haha.
sorrry!
caught up with quite many nanyang girlss. :)
well. anyways. i guess after yester-NIGHT and results-collection day
it'd be hard to run into each other.
so shrugs. though i din know some of them very well
but i still asked for a photo taken lah hehs.. :)
to keep as momento.

in short,
i love nanyang!!!!!

shall upload them sooon. think that will take a looooooooong looooooooooooong time.
smiles.
i'm tiredd.

and broke!!!! :(

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 12/09/2004 11:57:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

i'm so dead. :(

my eyebags have subsided.
but somehow my dark rings still visible
and nobody can be as suay as i am.
it's e time of the month and i got a breakout.
BOOHOO.
and somehow my double eyelid din come out today.
tonite's prom already haha
and even before it starts, im so dead tired.
i wanna go back to sleeeeeep...
but i've got an interview at 2 later which they promise a salary of at least 1.1K
sigh.
then again, the lady seem so fierce :(.
we'll see how lah. sigh.
i need the money. and that's if they want me.
aiya anyway dun wan me oso their loss.

i'm just so dead now.
i haven't packed my stuff u knowww.
in three words,

i'm so dead.

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 12/08/2004 10:17:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

when my resume's ready. gmail isn't.
nahmind, shall blog brog bog until gmail's up again.
so i can send my resume to my prospective employers.
get a job, have the agency to kop 50% of my salary.
ok shush, at least i'll still have some $
but the money isn't gonna come in in time for me to spend at Aus. =(
that's IF i get employed soon.

sigh sigh.
and can anyone tell me WHY is airport tax so disgustingly expensive? haha. it just shot my total airfare to $1016, from $840 that is.
okie, shan't grumble no more, lest Heaven gets nasty on me
and impedes on my employment progress.

i need money money money!
and i'm quite excited for my vacation in january.
i'm gonna learn how to cook from yy's roommate + roommate's bf.
yes, surprise surprise!!!!
i used to NEVER want to step into the kitchen and stuff.
and i'm actually excited about cookin'. :)
there's also the tennis open. hope i can get a ticket sooon! ;>
heard they're selling real fast. OK.
look, there's ALOT of hunks in the tennis world, yes? :)
*SMILES*
(n hope that if i really do get to watch the match, i get to sit next to a hunk too!!!! dream, dream.)
n there's the visiting of the U-Mel. but i'm quite certain i'll still take comm. studs @ either NTU or SMU(that's if they actually REALLY have.) but i'll definitely be open to a graduate education overseas. :>
well, one must widen her horizon isn't it =>

$'s running out, with all the huge expenses.
SIGH.
so much to do with $.

no wonder people get lost in this

REAL WORLD.

let it be a maze or whatsoever,
i'll just pray hard i don't meet that many dead-ends.
though i'm prepared to meet a few, really.
but it WILL shape you to be a better person.
YES?
-grins-

keep my fingers crossed. hope gmail's workin' already.

=)

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 12/07/2004 11:53:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

POOF!

after much un-needed nagging from my aunt
i FINALLY cleared my room of all messy and lying-all-over-the-place worksheets.
it's a HUGE relief to give them away.
GO GO GO!
but of course, i kept some for momento. MUAHAHA.
-shrugs- just thought it'd be nice to keep some memories of my sucky studying period for the As.
in any case any way, i still shoved it into an obscure cupboard.

amidst all the tidying up today
realised i bought/borrowed alot of books and i haven't read/touched them.
rights. there's the Angels and Demons, and The Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown which i borrowed from my math tutor.
and another few books by Dawn Tan.
The Awakening, Daughters of Asia.

all rights. i guess it's been enough of rest.
it's time i get intellectual muahaha!
well. boo hoos anyways. i'm still jobless?
i think my aunt forgot to call the law firm to check if there's any part-time jobs available.
ha. the other day she called but e lawyer wasn't free.
guess it's fated i can't work in a law firm.
(though it sounds darn class)

for the moolah,
i'm fine with anything.
i need money to go Aus to play and shop yes no?
yes.
:)

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 12/05/2004 11:42:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

first day restin at home :)

apart from the running of errands for my aunt,
e.g going to the bank, Q-ing up for such a long time and only to realise that i could have just approached the customer service counter.
most of my day has been spent rotting and sleeping at home.
i need to get rid of my eyebags.

they are sickening RIGHT?
once u get them, it's hard to rid of them.
PESTS.
and i've slept alot already.
but they're still stuck with me.
how much do i sleep?
i sleep until my back aches.
to conclude,
EYEBAGS suck.

i need good music now.
so any recommendations anyone?

i apologise to ALL Elva's fans for what i'm gonna say.
i think i wasted 19 bucks on her Beautiful Episode.
i'm not gonna say she's a bad singer.
just that her music isn't my cup of tea lahs.
sigh. i could have spent the money on other albums.. =(
i got "cheated" for 5th Avenue and i got cheated again. HA.
i'm losing faith in Elva's album really.

i need some music that's inspiring.
right now.
before i just go and sleep.
AGAIN.
AGAIN?

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 12/03/2004 10:22:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

KUDOS TO MY DEAREST TAUFIK.

i admire him for his

perfectionist attitude.
never-say-die attitude.
always-trying-to-improve-myself attitude.
i-know-i'm not perfect-but-i'm-ready-to-work-hard-for-it attitude.
i'm-open-to-criticisms-cuz-they-are-for-my-own-good attitude.
humility.
perseverance.

i love him for his

beautiful @I@s.
boyish smile.
everything.
just like him the way he is.

his attitude, his everything that i know of
is exemplary to all his fans.
looking forward to his debut album.
and i'm so darn hehpy!
just heard him on 933fm
and really, i think he can be very fluent in mandarin.
:)

rites. now i'm waiting for American Idol to start :)
and where is Latoya's album.
;(

it's okay. i'll wait.
i'm sure taufik and latoya's album is worthy of my time.
anyway. lastlyyyy.
i won't forget oli and her mamasan looks.
and her funky hair.

OLI! TAUFIK! WO AI NI!!!!

-laughs-

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 12/02/2004 01:44:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets