sunbird

shuang ma

my church gonna have guitar lessons
shiok ma? =))
wo ai Ni lah!

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/29/2005 10:05:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

praise e LorD! (:

i never thought that NTU's Communication Studies ( = Mass Comm) will ever care about me!
but still, i tried. and after the interview and written test,
ive been accepted! (:
so is shui (: calls for joy i guess!
i mean. it's afterall my second choice after medicine.
and since He's given it to me (till now i havent even heard from sydney.)
im going to accept it.
Thank You my dear Lord! -hugs-

but then again, think i need to keep reminding myself that im gonna start school in july.
and not next march at all.
i'd still like an overseas education really.
i mean, seriously.
but well i promised my interviewers i'd stay.
i've gotta keep that promise.

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/28/2005 07:38:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

nice email (:

In an interview by Paul Bradshaw with Rick Warren, author of The Purpose Driven Life, Rick Warren said:

"People ask me, What is the purpose of life?"

And I respond, "In a nutshell, life is preparation for eternity. We were made to last forever, and God wants us to be with Him in Heaven. One day my heart is going to stop, and that will be the end of my body - but not the end of me. I may live 60 to 100 years on earth, but I am going to spend trillion of years in eternity. This is the warm-up act, the dress rehearsal.

God wants us to practice on earth what we will do forever in eternity. We were made by God and for God, and until you figure that out, life isn't going to make sense. Life is a series of problems: Either you are in one now, you're just coming out of one or you're getting ready to go into another one. The reason for this is that God is more interested in your character than your comfort. God is more interested in making your life holy than He is in making your life happy. We can be reasonably happy here on earth, but that's not the goal of life. The goal is to grow in character, in Christ-likeness.

This past year has been the greatest year of my life but also the toughest, with my wife, Kay, getting cancer. I used to think that life was hills and valleys - you go through a dark time, then you got to the mountaintop, back and forth. I don't believe that anymore. Rather than life being hills and valleys, I believe that it's kind of like two rails on a railroad track, and at all times you have something good and something bad in your life. No matter how good things are in your life, there is always something bad that needs to be worked on. And no matter how bad things are in your life, there is always something good you can thank God for.

You can focus on your purposes, or you can focus on your problems. If you focus on your problems, you're going into self-centeredness, "which is my problem, my issues, my pain." But one of the easiest ways to get rid of pain is to get your focus off yourself and onto God and others. We discovered quickly that in spite of the prayers of hundreds of thousands of people, God was not going to heal Kay or make it easy for her. It has been very difficult for her, and yet God has strengthened her character, given her a ministry of helping other people, given her a testimony, drawn her closer to Him and to people...

You have to learn to deal with both the good and the bad of life. Actually, sometimes learning to deal with the good is harder.For instance, this past year, all of a sudden, when the book sold 15 million copies, it made me instantly very wealthy. It also brought a lot of notoriety that I had never had to deal with before. I don't think God gives you money or notoriety for you to own ego or for you to live a life of ease. So I began to ask God what He wanted me to do with this money, notoriety and influence. He gave me two different passages that helped me decide what to do, Corinthians 9 and Psalm 72.

First, in spite of all the money coming in, we would not change our lifestyle one bit. We made no major purchases. Second, about midway through last year, I stopped taking a salary from the church. Third, we set up foundations to fund an initiative we call The Peace Plan - to plant churches, equip leaders, assist the poor, care for the sick, and educate the next generation. Fourth, I added up all that the church had paid me in the 24 years since I started the church, and I gave it all back. It was liberating to be able to serve God for free.

We need to ask ourselves: Am I going to live for possessions? Popularity? Am I going to be driven by pressures? Guilt? Bitterness? Materialism? Or am I going to be driven by God's purposes (for my life)? When I get up in the morning, I sit on the side of my bed and say, God, if I don't get anything else done today, I want to know You more and love You better ...God didn't put me on earth just to fulfil a to-do list. He's more interested in what I am than what I do.

That's why we're called human beings, not human doings."

i like the last line! (:

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/27/2005 08:41:00 AM

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i cant believe i was so infuriated by my driving instructor till i cried.
real angry and i really needed His peace, which after some prayers and a nap, i was granted.
it felt SUPER good. u know, i woke up forgetting i was actually angry.
but still, i did feedback.
i have this struggle...that u know people might expect me to be perfect.
or i do expect that sometimes too
but it's so difficult, really. everything u do comes into light..but shrugs
i'll try my best....i can't be nice until i cannot defend my rights...
in the first place, i really really tried to love my driving instructor the way He would want me to.
shrugs...maybe im really not that great to love the unlovely yet..
i'd probably take a lifetime to learn that.

and on my way home, i just had this thought.
MUST be because of abby's b'dae gift for me haha!
[Making Dating Work. Boundaries in Dating]
what if the one i like is not the one God has for me?
the unequally-yoked issue...
so i think i just wait for His direction...
=)
He knows when im ready yeaaaaaaaaaaaaa. (:

peace out and ease out. whoohoo.

Jesus loves all of u YEAH!

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/25/2005 11:47:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

tmr!! (:

it's my big day!
HUGE FAT BIG DAY.
im getting baptised tmr!!! (:

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/23/2005 08:50:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

so bored! (:
watched yanzi dvd last nite =)
had an urge to just dig out all her album and screech.
but i didnt cos i realised i wasnt even a third through my stupid advanced theory of driving book.

some albums are just condemned to a corner of my cupboard
while others will be taken out frequently for a repeat enjoyment.
i suppose that's the difference between fantastic albums and the mediocre ones. (:
for me, i'd dig out yanzi, fir, david tao, jj..the rest, hmmm (:

it's also these albums (not much of yanzi though) that will inspire me to write songs
but AIYA i always give up halfway one. haha! (:

crappy crappy
gotta bathe man.,

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/23/2005 07:12:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

one of the things that can move me to tears is to hear another being's heartfelt words.
not any other words, but words which i can relate to.
like this:

"... you have to be you. At the end of the day, when you walk away from things, you have to know that, you not only gave it your all, but you stayed true to yourself. And even me walking away from this competition, I know that from the moment you saw who Nadia Turner was, the Nadia Turner you see now, sitting in this chair, you know, I stayed true to who i was. As eccentric and as strange as it may be sometimes, I was me." with that iconic smile of hers.

and now, Anwar's gone.
tell me, what's up.

and my written test today was. HEH. crappy! so was my interview.
whatever it turns out to be, it's in His control and i know He knows best.
(: im at real ease.
the intended mugging for current affairs was useless. i mean SERIOUSLY,
as if the qns came out rite.
HA.

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/21/2005 07:55:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

sob!

i miss sleeping at 10pm.
for the past few nights ive been staying up late.
either catching up with frens or busying with stuffs.
or choosing songs to sing or like now,
preparing for my writing test for ntu's SCI tmr.

that's the price to pay for neglecting current affairs for $%*#_$%(@_(%$% months.
so, there.
DIE LOR.
to think i ever declared i loved CNA the most.
i think the only show i watch now is AI. and pingpangpong, i missed carrie's performance. -_-.

anyway,
i got through to the CXV course =).
paul said i have a nice tone to my singing voice but pitchy. whatelse. raw talent, need to know how to use e voice. okie.
not that i actually intend to veer in that direction but u know im only young once
so all for the fun baby!

goodnites.

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/21/2005 12:01:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

how come?

i was like 15 mins late for driving today but that's not the main point man.
i was asking veezai to help me check my car no. so i dont have to waste time to look for my car no.
so while waiting for her sms, i was resting on the train.
suddenly 4 nos. flashed across.... [9988] then i suddenly had this thought
"all right my car no. will be 98"
and YEP! IT WAS.
shrugs =)

anyway. i think my crush on m-l is diminishing =)

wish me luck for my audition tmr!

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/20/2005 12:31:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

hahaha!

Your dating personality profile:

Religious - Faith matters to you. It is the foundation that you build your life upon. You trust that God has a plan for you.
Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active.
Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.

Your date match profile:

Religious - You seek someone who is grounded in faith and who possesses religious values. You believe that a religious person can enhance your life.
Athletic - You aren't looking for a couch potato. You seek someone who is active and who keeps his body in top shape.
Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things.

Your Top Ten Traits

1. Religious
2. Athletic
3. Liberal
4. Big-Hearted
5. Practical
6. Wealthy/Ambitious
7. Adventurous
8. Outgoing
9. Sensual
10. Intellectual

Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Religious
2. Athletic
3. Adventurous
4. Outgoing
5. Conservative
6. Big-Hearted
7. Wealthy/Ambitious
8. Practical
9. Intellectual
10. Traditional

Take the Online Dating Personality Quiz at Dating Diversions

time to get off to work!

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/18/2005 11:33:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

today. bah, no, yesterday.

had a guest speaker from India and he shared with us how he married his wife.
funny! his sermon hit me straight and came at a good time to remind me
what im here for, and that yep, nothing can deny the presence of our awesome God.
trust me in that.

i just love Sundays =)
cos it's a time when He refills my barrels of joy in me =)
i felt really blessed and hehpy during e sermon to me really!! (=

oh yeah. goodnites.
stayed up to pei2 my booboo.
long time no chat with her so must pei lor, HOR? :p

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/18/2005 12:40:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

teary teary me.

starry starry nite.
rites, no link.
ive been sleeping early lately like by 11 i'd be in bed.
but i dont regret stayin up a little later today
read through my friendster testimonials
im really touched to tears when i read them.
especially diana's.
really miss those times when i'll just hide diana's bag somewhere around
then she wont even realise until she needs it lor.
HAHA! (:
then we'd discard each other's chairs away!
childish childish acts i know. but life was fun man.
in spite of Os that year. to hell with exams.

sometimes i just wish i dont have to move on in life.
shrugs.
but in all that nostalgic warmth and reluctance to step out of the teens-zone,
my dearest booboo never fails to inject in me a new dose of enthusiasm about
not being afraid to be judged and havin a whole lot of fun.
we're only young once leh!!!!! :)
right my dear booooo! :)

rock on man.
i love all of u guys out there
no matter how unlovely u all may be!
i still love u!!!!
or at the very least, i'd try. :)

p/s: i have the sudden urge to imitate my super $#*%_#$ driving instructor.
so heh. in need of entertainment can ring me up eh.
but must see my mood lah hee.

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/16/2005 11:26:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

hmmmz.

finally :)
these few mornings, as i go for my jog,
i'd see students donned in their pretty uniforms, on their way to school.
much as i grumble about school,
how $W%*#$%#$_^(#%_(&$ full of shit homework it is.
i miss those days.
and each morning i'd say, hey i must blog abt sch
so that it'll be etched in some part of my memories...

it's really funny how when we're in school, we'd count down to the finale day.
and now that we're out of the uniformed stages,
now that we dont have to be mindful of whether our shirt's tucked in or not,
socks can be seen or not, wearing hc-collar pin or not, skirt long enough or not, whatever whatever,
i kinda miss the thrill of knowing-i-broke-a-few-school-rules--i'm-trying-to-hide-and-escape-from-the-teachers-eyes days.
sounds stupid? nah. i dont think so.

but with teachers like mrs lee (a.k.a tiger-friendly-lee aka my chem teacher aka discipline mistress) whose eyes are sharp like anything else, she can easily read my mind lah.
but that's what makes me excited haha.
mrs lee (:
first time i met her i thought our 8-zi die also wont match.
say i copy homework, say i dye hair(ok no argument for this.), say i never tuck in shirt, say i sleep in class, say i never study, say i this say i that.
actually quite miss her nagging ah.
but slowly after a while, i mean after more interaction,
(note: im in like every EVERY every EVERY chem remedial. even after i improved after term1 she still dun wan let me go lor. shows how much she loves me lah HAHAHA.)
i grew to like her quite a lot.
her committment to stupid students like me :p
her patience with all-the-stupid-qns-ask-nonstop students like me.
ok that was quite crap cos i dun really rmb asking qns.
anyway all in all, i realised i can talk cock with her.
u start, she will continue with u.
that's if she's in the mood lah.

then there's chan chan. wonder how we came up with calling him evil-chan.
and only to regret that because, he really cares for our class!
i mean after our class mass-complained about our john ng, he actually took the trouble to make known our comments to the HOD. i mean that's a lot of trouble. and i think mr. john ng actually took it too heart and alot of friction arose.
but i'll remember what chanchan said.. "hmm..im not the sensitive type, so it doesnt really matter to me."
i mean like ah! after that my class started liking him alr. HAHA.
and yay one more thing, aunty gang came up with a tactic to avoid being called in class to answer physics questions haha..
and the trick is:
(all current students listen up!!)
when he's about to call any of us to answer qns rite,
we'll start PRETENDING to ask our neighbours qns regarding the preceding 1.
so we'd give this really troubled look like... *IM THINKING VERY HARD DND* look.
and yerps, it works. REALLY!
the success rate is like 99.5% and the 0.5% is due to poor acting lah HAHAHA.
okie:p

then there's mrs koh =)
i'd always remember end of year 2003, think i was on the verge of retaining
den i cried lah haha. cos i really die oso wanna drop maths if i retained.
so i asked her help me transfer me to Arts. so yes, that's how much i hated maths then. i only start liking maths the day before my paper lah.
other times, i'd either be ok or disgruntled. cos argh, maths really sucks.
mrs koh is a good comforter really :)
my xue2 jie3 from nygh! yAy! :)
but she like always on maternity leave so seldom see her oso. :[
poor maths rep complaining she doesnt see her maths teacher often.
haha! :p

one day i'd blog about my ny memories which stacks up much higher.
i love ny much much much much more than hc,
not that i actually love hc,
but well, i spent 2 years of my life with her,
coming to know of friends, and teachers who really care
who are humble to begin with.
so dun think that top schools are full of obnoxious brats
cos i didnt feel that way at all in hwachong.
that's one big plus point, really.
or maybe im just lucky to be in a class where people around are so ordinary
yet special in their own ways ;)
i love u girls yay!

anyway i was really qt bored and decided to dig out my hc uniform to wearr! :p
and HENG AH! can fit in yay. hahaha.
i dug out my ny uniform oso and wanted to do a gallery of school unis.
but aiya, ny uniform really quite big for me alr.
cos i gave the nicer set to AHDI!
man. i hope he's kept it well ok! and my nanyang bear. cute nybear =)

okie this one is the toot one!
im wearing specs!! (:
it's the model student look k.
our blouse's supposed to be tucked in and look THAT way.
or actually, even higher.
3 inches above the slit. haha.
but sadly, that only happens when i see mrs lee lah hee :p

i miss schooling days!
but i know that when im in it once again,
i'd resist it again.
that's how contradictory human beings are.
shrugs.

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/16/2005 12:02:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

i'm overblogging again! =O

let's start with some pics of my little kids! (:

btw, that's ben under the dryer. super funny!
after awhile he was like "OW! SO HOT!"
felt quite bad lah haha =p

marc chan! (:
today he had to go for swimming from 2-4 then i was like...
"huh..u only coming after 4 ah?" den he so bhb! say
"WHY? U MISS ME AH?!"
(: really cute ah he! =))
made me pai seh only.

kids aside,
i got e invitation to go for SCI( = School of Communication and Information [NTU] = MAss Comm.) writing test and interview.
so people, keep me in your prayers =)
i'd just give it my best shot and have faith and trust in what God gives me.
=)
if i do get it, i'd take a step back and see if i should still go aussie.
we'll see yeah. =)
pray hard for me! :)

with a situation like this,
im just keeping myself opened to both options! so well.
it's either SG-SCI or SYDNEY-physio.
or sumthing else. but other than these two choices,
nothing really's filling up my mind, so. :)

love ya guys and Him! (:

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/15/2005 07:52:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

how can i forget.

cant believe nadia's out. and man, i teared can.
so what the hell is scott still hanging around?
i mean. there's nothing special about him, SERIOUSLY.
big guys SHOULD have big voices what.
plus i dont even think his voice is proportional to his size.
i mean assuming that the size of your diaphragm should be approximately proportional to your size.
SO?
so you know, americans probably vote for people whom they can identify with.
with that, i mean, in terms of size.
quite a high percentage of americans are obese or close to that aint it?
SURE YOU DID ROCK MAN, SCOTT.

and man, carrie's too safe to be safe.
hopehopehope she doesnt end up like my favo latoya.

it's time scott gets OUT.
damn it, i want nadia.

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/15/2005 11:18:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

after much thought.

it wasnt really of much thought.
but anyways,
i think i should be nicer to my driving instructors.
]=
i think i was really mean to the one who took me yesterday
but hey he's really naggy (though not the naggiest) and the way he talks' so funny funny 1.
still i shouldnt have been so $#)^*#%%*#_$*#_*(@#$
with that kiam pa face. ok today shan't be like tt okie!
even ivy veezai scold me hahahaa.
argh, but some instructors really #)*%*$#% one leh.
k nvm shall try to be nice..
if not ah, none of them wants to take me ah!
or if my tester is their brother, wah lao i DIE.

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/15/2005 07:22:00 AM

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victorious life.

i really dont know what to put as my title sooo.
i've decided to just keep reminding myself that as His child,
i must lead a victorious life! (:

ok anyways. i decided to continue my acs patsons until the kids' term-end
which is may 27 i think.
main reason is i think i really will she3 bu4 de2 them.
i never go one day then marc and joshua asked alr.
marc....really cute lah. (:
always rolling on the dirty floor haha!
and doing funny funny actions. so my friends
next time when you meet me, you ask me imitate my dearest marc chan k.
really super funny lah. so ah-niang! (:

and acsbr waterpolo guys are quite cool man.
tan tan one, tone tone one.
nice. (:

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/14/2005 07:37:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

man oh man!

i wanna buy f.i.r's album on saturday alr.
pls. go listen to
[ba3 ai4 fang4 kai1]
im addicted. :D

just thought about the movie closer.
so is it deception or honesty?
shrugs. i'd prefer honesty.
i hate lying, much less cheating (:

anyway,go listen to the song!
can get frm me via msn oso.

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/13/2005 09:22:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

my oh my sigh oh sigh

i was late for frencho. so yeah.
saw but i guess there wasnt a chance to talk.
so, sigh!
shall be contented.
-shrugs-!

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/12/2005 10:47:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

im in joy!

i think i sound mad, or i AM mad
haha! just the night before im like so $)%*#$)*%#$?
and now im so hehpy!! :D

i really had a good talk with my Bestie last nite :)
and i felt so damn good. just cant stop smiling!! :)

to mich:
i am so super duper wooper pooper kooper peepo delighted when u reminded me this morning that God is good. that u know, no matter how battled we are with the enemy of weariness, we should continue to live in Him and yes, lead a victorious life!!!!! I LOVE YOU MICH! ok dun worry i wont fight with derek :D
-sheepish smile-
im really happy until i wanna kiss the wall hahahaha!!

did blogsurfing this morning
been so long since i surfed my friends' blogs!
but feels good, cus it's not the season of depression for my friends either :)
just feel great to know that life's been going superb for my fellows.

i recall days ago, i told mich blatantly i dont miss anyone
after browsing through friendster pages
i realise i do..
i miss every single one whom ive crossed my path with.
who'd taken a walk with me during some time, some part of my life.
my ny pals, my smates especially, my hc friends...
i just wanna hug each and every one of u really.
and share this joy thats overflowing in me
i miss u guys, as much as my pride forbids me to admit.
so there, meet up soon k.
(:

tears of joy.

WO AI NI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:
ok, i mean.
WO AI DA JIA!!!!!!!! (:

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/12/2005 08:53:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

sigh

everytime i think i only have 3 weeks left with my acs p2 bunch of kids
i cant help but to feel...sad.
abit she3 bu4 de2.
sigh. :(

should i continue?

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/11/2005 10:10:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

irritating!

so irritating!
when ive set my mind to go sydney already
some letter is sent to me saying i got e scholarship
SICKENING.

so is that suppose to test my determination to go sydney
or is that a hint that i should stay in sg.
OH MAN.

anyway, tmr's tues!! -beams-
i wonder...i wonder. m-l.
=)
shall wait!
sometimes He says yes, sometimes He says no, and most of the time He says wait.
but i dont like m-l lah heh =)

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/11/2005 07:28:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

im excited!

i think i'm overbuying CDs.
i have so many albums which i havent really enjoyed the jing1 sui2 of it.
or rather, i only do that for yanzi albums. haha.
recently i bought this cheap shinhwa album as recommended by wanni
and i havent even listened to it!
then yesterday, i bought like 2 Jars of Clay and 1 JJ's album (real cheap @ $14. music is good mans)
and 1 VCD - Jesus of Nazareth. $82 in all mans.

then im collecting my 2nd planetshakers from a friend later.
ive too many albums!! :D

anyways, it's my first FOF class later. so yay.!

love!

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/10/2005 07:46:00 AM

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i am such a peepeepapeepoo!

haha i think the title's quite funny! ;p
not that im scolding myself, or rather, i think i probably am.
however, not in frustration but in amusement.

i did blog yesterday but somehow blogger lost the whole blogentry.
so wotever! :)
i was complaining of a earthquake like headache that set me imagining the world spinning.
plus my mood was in the pits. u should try imagine what a horrid day it'd been.
same thing, i prayed and WHOO.
u know God's great k. i prayed for a good sleep and yes, i got it.
ah yes, if u dont believe in Him, you'd probably think that it's some coincidence.
i'd have thought that too but ah! i just know it's not.
u know it when u're right in His arms, safe in protection. -smiles-

anyway, i am so proud of nadal ok! :)
he actually held the undisputable world no. 1 roger federer to 5 sets,
got federer way way frustrated till he threw his racket!
WHOO!
and BOY BOY BOY am i overjoyed to hear about federer's post-match comments pertaining to nadal's future as a potential star player.
and if u din know, federer DID speculate that rafael nadal, my love, will succeed him in the top placing in the rankings. :)
something to cheer for! hooray!

anyway back to why i think
i am such a peepeepapeepoo.
i actually planned to revise my korean for the first time (not my PLANNED first time though. meaning for weeks, especially after each lesson, i would tell myself OK it's time to consolidate my notes but i never did.) and i decided to just REST.
same thing goes to French.
but seriously, think im more determined for French than Korean heh :p
cuz i wanna go Paris to catch the French Open one day.
hopefully next year. dun think i can go this year :(
no money! :(
and i also wanna go France to do my masters.
say, hope.

i shall do my undergrad first before i actually think so far about grad studies.
we dont even know if we'd still be around tt time. :)

it's nice to dream though! ;p

Cheers!

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/09/2005 12:04:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

pissed :(

1) my granny keeps asking me if i wanna eat. i know she cares...but i really hate questions lah. i mean seriously. asking me questions nonstop is like one of the fastest way to get me irritated. so there.

2) im really confused. to go sydney or not? now that it IS possible to earn honours through NYP, only that i have to be at least a B student.

so there. real irritated. plus i think im super tired.
cant imagine bringing work back.

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/07/2005 07:51:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

proud of nadal!

HEY HEY HEY! WASSUP!
NADAL'S UP!
HE'S THE YOUNGEST PLAYER TO REACH THE NASDAQ-100 FINALS =)

he's going to meet roger federer in the final...
will he be able to beat federer the way he did 2 years ago?
HEH HEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im looking forward to that!
rafa rafa go go go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/02/2005 09:32:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

:(:

i was so sad on the train until i teared.
i kinda missed my cat high pri kids sigh.
secretly i was praying i could go back cat high pri to take care of them.
their faces just kept appearing lah...sigh.
i miss kenneth the naughty boy!

then i realised the acs boys are just as cute...
maybe i just need to know them better ;)
during tea break time..the boys just ran around, playing the usual freeze and melt!
the way they just scream and run about in excitement
is so fun and ke ai!!
i felt really happy and blissful that time!

u know, kids...are wonderful beings
very innocent.
though i think chs boys are more innocent than acs boys..
cat high boys are the innocent cute
acs boys are the super super playful type.. (;

i love kids!! (:
(the cute and naughty ones lah!)

share some pics!! of my acs pri kids! :)

that's the super super naughty benjamin who's always playing with sum toy figurines and refusing to do his homework!! very hard to get him to do homework sia... but he's very cute lah
when he smile cheekily at u u just xin1 ruan3 le!
he will say things like... "i have homework!" den ill say "take it out and do lah." then he will say... "i have finished homework!" (like real lah haha) then he will smile super cheekily and even sound "hehe".
anyway, no idea why benjamin after tea break just did his homework. SO GUAI1 AND GUAI4. i mean just before he was going home he chionged like 1 whole page when he took like 3 hours to finish the other 3 pages..haha.
anyway ben was asking me... "you know how to become bugs bunny"
den he demonstrated and tada, i got the pic of him... bugs bunny wanna be!
ha ha!

then the other pic is marc and ben holding hands, going for tea break lah haha.
so cute ah...i think one of the very fascinating things about kids ah, is their small small hands!
(recalls: kenneth putting his hands to mine, SO SMALL!)
and with those small hands, they write...so damn cute lah!!
then u see marc and ben holdin hands, so cutishly guai. (actually they are VERY cheeky.)
u know like, boys in those Peter and Jane books, holding hands to go to the beach to build sandcastles.
hur hur.
then when i teased marc about holding hands with ben, he said "i never hold hands with him!" haha.
cute lah!

the first pic is mark tan..this p1 kid. not under me de.
but saw him running around at the clock tower during their tea break
SUPER CUTE LAH. u just see them so tiny running around
wah very shiok ah..then u know, they young young, skin nen4 nen4..
run abit only face red!! v cute lah..haha! the way mark tan runs is super cute,
with that super adorable face ah..haha! HE REALLY HAS AN ADORABLE MUSHROOM HEAD FACE! heh heh!! :)

then there's joshua, my p2 kid..he LOVES maths.
very disciplined, or at least for these 2 days he's been.
think he's the shy shy quiet quiet type..haha.
he does his work!! (yes! very easy to take.) and he really din chiong 2 exercises for math assessment today and got all correct lah..........whoohooo.

then the last one is marc chan casey haha.
he impressed me with his friendly gestures lah..
think it was ydae my first day with them..mdm chua introduced me as MISS XIE to them
and he turned around and waved, with a very very cheeky smile.
marc marc has this swimmer look, hasn't he? :)
very very guai in doing his work also. :)
then i asked him if he injured his lips before...u know what he said...
"nv! long story! next time tell u ok!?"
very funny lah he! then play catching that time will come hide behind me haha!
asked me super funny questions like
"miss xie, you got boyfriend or not" (no)
"why you dont want to have?" (why must have leh?)
"orh i know, is it because you scared you have kids?" (??????????)
before that i was commenting that ben's a very naughty boy.
then marc marc looked to ben and said
"orh i know! you scared your kid as naughty as ben rite"
then they laughed together...so cute lah!!

kids ah kids :)
thank God for bringing them into my life man.
though i still quite miss some of my cat high small kids like kenneth...
michael...dominic...benedict and co. wellllllls. :)

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 4/01/2005 08:43:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets