He came through for me

GOD'S faithfulness. =) i just felt i needed to blog this, to whomever needs it, whenever that may be. GOD'S WITH YOU!

I thank God for His amazing blessings and ways He's come through for me
decided to study methods of bible study @ ATCEM. needed Ps. Seaward's signature, HE provided yeay!

needed $125. He provided, yeay, through my aunty who's not saved yet. not much of a struggle though things could have been so. but praise God.

and Pastor Susan is going to bless me for my textbook! YEAY!

After each season of trials, comes the shining of a beautiful rainbow.
I really hope He'll continue to open my eyes to see of His goodness.
A pure heart that seeks His face and not His hands.
i've been truly and greatly blessed, make me a blessing Lord =)
and even when im not seemingly blessed, give me lips to praise you and say, blessed be Your name. never can i accomplish that in my carnal nature, but i know when i do, it's not me, but it's You working in me. In my weakness, open my eyes to see Your grace.

anyway, tell you all a funny dream =)
i dreamt of a little boy called Matthew...................................6:33
i think in the dream i was playing with this little boy
then i was asking the older brother what's the little boy's name
so the older boy said, "why dont you ask him yourself" (yeah, that's how dumb i can be sometimes! :P)
so i asked. and the little boy drew...... "matthew" on the table
den i said oh nice name
and he continue to write........"6:33"

BEAUTIFUL NAME!

"But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. " - Matthew 6:33.

Tremendous goodness. i really hope that even the day if i lose all my possessions, i will still be filled with His joy and continue to bless His name.
so unthinkable. but in a real sense, it could happen to me. and when that happens, will i get angry with God?

i hope i will not. if i do, i'd know that my hope and trust was not in Him. never easy. that's why JESUS sent His Holy Spirit =)

i'm blessed. so are you. and if u have yet to know who JESUS is and what He has in store for you, you ought to!!!!!!!!!!!!! He's the BEST friend ive ever met. Highly recommended. He's someone who has fallen in love with you so deep He can't fall out of love with you. If you're wondering who ever loves you, JESUS does =)

may we love Him with our hearts, not our minds. =)

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 6/23/2006 11:55:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

God of all comfort =)

woke up feeling tiREd, weaRy, went for a jog and settled for 8 rounds. but still had good fun =)
came bacK just dwelling in His presence..
all things were going on fine

until

she called.
grumbled about me going to church.
the other time i flipped totally, yelling back.
and thank God He convicted me that isn't the way how His children should behave.

this time i knew i had to resolve by my will to flee from any possible arguments
and the cost was to put up with provocative speech from my aunt.
it hurts, but i must remember that God's grace is always sufficient.
and nothing happens without Him who allows.

furthermore, it's not a battle against flesh. it's against principalities and powers.
sometimes i very much want to give up praying for people whose hearts are so hard against God
but God just brought me to my senses

the truth is He still loves them.

and that broke me. how great and deep is His amazing love.
it hurts when i hear my aunt hurl insensitive words about what i believe
but God brings to remembrance,
even HE who is the object of the insults is not retaliating
why should i?

i serve a God who's so gracious and so loving i can't believe it
and i know that truth sets me free somewhere in my spirit

thanks to God who comforted me with various readings from Christianitytoday.com .
read about how 3 ladies were persecuted in Indonesia yet continue to stand strong in the faith, continuing in God's work. "It's hard in here, but i know im pleasing God by doing His work (ministering even in prison and because of that, a few Muslim ladies have converted. Praise God!)"

then read another article about how much God is still in control.
and i'd better know He is.

i live because You live.

don't give up praying. prayers work wonders... =) and you can be sure God hears them, when you pray out of a cleansed and sincere heart.

may God grant all of us His grace, peace and faith to see us through the coming days, even if the external circumstances seem overwhelming and get worse, may He continue to work in all of us mightily , that we can stand firm in the faith, till the day we see HIS glorious, beautiful face.

that's hope. =)

i love You, Jesus =) *hugs*

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 6/17/2006 12:10:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets