thank God for friends, really.

im filled with unspeakable joy, so much i am shivering.
but okay, the shivers is probably triggered by something else.
somehow, this year is filled with so many "first times" and im so nervous.
i know i have to cast all cares to the Lord, and i think i do. but how come im still shivering?
somehow it's not the same feeling of fear...but i can't explain either.
i have never played keyboard for worship before and im scheduled to play for crusade...it's so...
nerve-wrecking.

i just wana tell all my buds i love yall. i really do. im finally meeting my aunty gang tmr. fang, mich, yy and myself. im still shivering as i type, and im amused...gosh...Lord stop this trembling...........PLEASE!

i dunoo how to say but i am really filled with gratitude to God for all my friends... friends who have been through thick and thin with me, and just to name a few, OLD PALS like michelle, new pals like weiyi, enting, marilvyn (im VERY SURE i got it right this time!!)... and so many more. mentioned them cos i just chatted with them...

michelle...im so glad ure growing in God...and we're gonna make a difference wherever we are for God's glory k...we've got to move beyond our past and look to JESUS and trust in His power that's working within us!! and i can really see God moulding u and me to be more like Him. okay, i can't see myself, but more like i see you and you see me. and im so glad... even knowing that u actually went to study the various audience of the epistles cheered my heart that day... im so happy...above all, i'm really so glad to know and realise that God is indeed raising up HIS people, HIS treasured possession to shake the world... im just so...speechless about everything..

weiyi..im encouraged lor.....u're like the initiator of so many things!!!! =) im excited about our praise sessions k!!! and silly you, so naughty dun wanna tell me WHO exactly. bleah. =) but i shall not dampen my own surprise. so PLEASE, SURPRISE ME OKAY! if not i will ... crush raw eggs on u :p im glad God granted us a bridge called friendship =)

marilvyn. =) i know God has revived your heart towards HIS own! and in turn, HE has used you to revive my little heart too. :) keep the passion for GOD flowing in and through you. dont give up on the vision HE has placed in your heart because HE can make it come to pass because HE is a GOD of miracles!! even when school covers us with work, let's remind one another that only the work done for the honour and glory of GOD will pass through the tests of fire, lasting for eternity. may GOD continue to place a burden for lost souls in u. =)

enting. MY DEAREST ROOMIE. sorry when we were in thailand im always thinking about sleeping (other than praying HAHAHA) so we dont really have time to chat and stuff. but ure really a person of sweet personality, very truthful...i wanna know u more as my good friend! ;)

so many so many more. im so excited...

I LOVE YOU JESUS =)
grant me the strength and obedient heart to follow you purely. and YOU alone. =)

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 7/31/2006 12:17:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

on coffffeeeeeeeee.

nonsense. feeling so i-miss-everyone mood now.
cant wait to go back to school for friends. new phase, new challenges, new wows.

just so blessed by crusade FOC. new friendships!

and finally finished the take home exam. time for good rest and preparation for school to start. =)

hope can get the modules i wan okay! may God grant me His favour hahaha =D

okAy. so many things to thank God for. =))

talking to shuI nOw. so happy. miss her so much heeee. friendship since p5 okaY! until now we're still stuck together HEEHEE.

you know shui, if u ever read this. i suddenly just so wanna tell u...go for ur dreams k...... =) i still believe u can do it ...

waitin for the coffee to wear ouT...

thank God for all the friendships...

heeee.

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 7/29/2006 01:47:00 AM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets

my thoughts on world cup finals

let's get it straight,
i started off cheering for the italians but in the end, i decided to change to the french camp.
because i just can't agree with the way the italians played.
too much rolling on the floor and the feigning of injuries.

and the turning point came when i saw how zidane so graciously asked for medic help when his shoulder was injured, not kicking up a big fuss. wah, i suddenly saw how gentlemanly he was! no longer an old man!

but hai, somehow along the way he lost his cool and he headbutted an italian on court and was shamefully sent off with a red card. i think bro. raju's right, we all have a sleeping lion in us... and i just felt so sad for zidane....=( i know many will say that HEY HE HEADBUTTED HOW GENTLEMANLY IS THAT...

then all the criticism can so easily come in... then how about all the victories he has led france to?! i just felt so strongly it's such a pity he ended his career like tt.. no wonder pastor always reminds us, start well & finish well...

at some point of time, i felt that fame comes and goes....nothing in the world lasts..
you may have contributed a heap to the country, but if you ended on a bad note, people forget your gOod.. okay, at least they tend to.....

i just hope the french media will give thanks for a talent like zidane and encourage him...

may zidane find the comfort he needs in the right source, Jesus, the God of all comfort, who won't look on him for his mistakes but turn it into a victory for him =) , looking on him with love =)

i just felt so sad for zidane...can't imagine all the thoughts that's in his head... and i oso dun wana imagine...to unimaginable...just hope he can find the right comfort..... (= i actually really hope to see him one day testifying for God HAHAA! okay, don't ridicule ah... if u believe u just pray okay?! don't laugh at my weird imaginations!!

at the end of the day, only the things done for Christ in love will last...

am so challenged by ps. susan's qn last last time,

what in your life will last for eternity as it passes through the test of fire?


anwyay nadal is good.

caught Jane Xie> day-dreaming at 7/10/2006 01:30:00 PM

life's a dream with its sunrises and sunsets